tribute to decemberians~

as salam

as the title says..hehe ape lagi..post december tuk the december babies..lalala..spe2 y jeles sebab lahir laen bulan bleh la skip post kali ni sekian.hee:D

alhamdulillah masih di beri umur lagi untuk menghirup udara di dunia..menginsafi diri yang masih diberi masa utuk beribadah kepadaNYA..manfaatkan..manfaatkan..manfaatkan..!sila pertingkaktkan lagi usaha2 awak hannan..!banyak lagi y xterlaksana..duk maen2 je..dushh~ duk maen2 je idea dlm kepala xjadi..idea macam sebiji benih..kalau just ade benih tapi tak disemai..tak dibaja..macam mane nak bercambah benih2 idea itu..tapak semaian dan baja pon kene yang terbaek dari ladang ye! tingggG~ so sila lah jgk tingkatkan..tingkatkan..tingkatkan! tangga y nak dijejaki tu masih tinggi..awak baru kat level bawah..if tak tingkatkan usaha cane nak naek lagilagilagi tinggi (walapun sedar diri ini xsetinggi mane lah kann:P )

so..note to self: dear self..hannan..sila baiki baiki baiki diri awak tuu...ketok kang malas2 nak baiki diri..byk flaws..ye manusia byk flaws tapi itu indah nya jadi orang islam..ade je ruang2 yang boley kita baiki..so baiki diri anda untuk islam..tak menyumbang ape2 pon lagi ni...huu..you just turn 21 years old..but what have you done so far..? (do pause and ponder)

okeh serius pulak post kali ni..dahdah..:D

mari sini nak dengar xcite yang xde lah menarik sangat pon nak kasi tau..tapiiI nak jgk bagitau..

this year the date falls during the middle of semester (even really the last day before the study leave)..so yeah..i was a bit different..different how you might ask..well i'm really sure for those others (means yang lahir bulan selain disember) but one thing i'm sure of is that for us yang memang lahir in this holiday month in malaysia..for sure lah yang macam aku jgk yang xpenah sambut dengan kawan2 sebab nya waktu cuti..okey you might say boleh je sambut dgn kawan walau waktu cuti..but not me lah kot..tatau lah org laen y lahir dlm disember cane pulak keadaan nya..tiada kajian pulak psl ni aku baca..hoho (bel punye pasal)..
anyways..as for me..memang xpenah walau setahun dalam selama 21 tahun ni sambut dengan kawan2 birthday aku ni..except for this year..seriously! means this year was the year i celebrated birthday with my friends..seriously tak tipu punyee..!

malam tu (22nd dec) like usual..membace buku sebab lusa ade common test..ohh mereka yang di rumah sewa pon sibuk dgn membaca dan hal ehwal masing2..like they were forgetting ("like" lah~ ) okeh da sedey je pukul 12 je berlalu tanpa sebarang ucapan..hukhuk..xpe2 bz kut..aku pon malas nk bising2..just continue studying..lalala..then suddenly everyone become so active..da suspicious..terhidu bau2 nak dikenekan..but remain cool je..hehe..then suddenly (lagi suddenly) pintu diketuk..pukul 12..pintu diketuk..jeng3..pastu nmpk helmet nisa..ohh dyorg balik..tadi before ni actually ckp nk brmlm kt kristal je nk siapkn assgmnt skali ngn iqa..tup2 ade pulak..pelik suda~ pastu memang aku y kene bukak pintu kannn..sekali nisa n iqa bwk kek..cheese cake..bluberry cheese cake~ :D da trnanges tros kt depan pintu tu..xdan air mata nk menitis..donggG ade habuk2 putih2 melayang2..saya suda kene tepung dari belakang..hahaha..ini keje masyi..hahahaha..xpe lah...bleh jadi putih kejap..hohoho..:DD

just for fun~:D

aloh mereka ni...so sweet:D kunun buat2 selambe je..huhu..seriously terharu..huhuhuu..:') sayang korang:D yaya teha masyi ika nisa iqa sume komplot naa..hehe..rupe nye kek tu disorokkn kat rumah bdk laki..hehe..korg pon same..komplot jgk..hehe..thanks for the surprise..first time kene baling tepung ngn korg..biase nye baling ke orang..kali ni aku y kene..hohehe..
ohh tenkius for all the du'a..keep it coming..doakan sy sentiasa..:D may Allah bless you all :)

hee:D oke..tu y kat rumah sewa..rumah sini pulak(buat on the 25th dec)..xde tepung nak dibalingkan..kalau ade kene la ngn ummi..hehe:P but ummi buat makan2..wee:D along with other december babies~ weee:D ade ing anis aimi che rah suli (xhadir hari tu) and ayoh jgk! we all share the same month..hehe..seronok nye kalau lahir dlm bulan ni..always been celebrated sebab ianya falls in the holidays..kalau dulu2..sure sambut dekat KB ke..beli 2-3 kek pakat2..then nyanyi lagu HBday reramai..hehe..ohh ade orang jeles biase nya..hehe..asal je ade sambutan ni dulu kat kb alin sure jeles..hehe..;P dear alin tahun ni menjeles kan awak dari jaoh je lah..hehe..tetap terasa aura jeles mu wahai alin..hihi:P

kali ni ummi mimpi apetah masak all out..western style mixed with asia sikit2..ummi buat roast chicken(yummm~)..grilled lamb(yummmmm~)..mashed potatoes(mmmmm~) with the gravy(+ the yummminess..ohh i made this..wee:D tq nisa 4 the recipe)..mihun(ni xleh klu xde)..ade sayur sikit y roasted skali dgn ayam tu..pastu cakesss..n duriannss..hehehe..:D ohh malam tu makan dengan banyak nya..alhamdulillah..kenyang membulat..hehe..sampai kne benti jap before makan durian...:D ohh malang nya tiada bukti gambar pulak..gara2 penat menolong ummi masak..aku xdan nak cara ke kamera..last2 tuk kamera sniri xde simpanan..tguu org laen upload lah ye..anyhow..sgt suka mkn mlm tu..sume buat menjadi..dan sedap..:D siap dyorg mintak recipe gravy tu..again nisa tqvm..hihihi :))

ohh post ni macam sangat panjang ye..so tahniah lah kepada yang dapat menuruskan pembacaan sampai ayat ni. tq for bear with my words y banyak..hoho..give yourself a smile like this (^_^)
tata d(^.^)m

weekend off n retreat~ finally!

as salam..

tadi tengah2 dalam kelas indie tetibe dapat sms..from ummi..saying that iman got 8 A's for her PMR..hehe..i tot ape lah..hee..TAHNIAH!CONGRATS! this news was like the great news in the middle of all the madness happening right now
even ble awk setat nak study je..sure mata merah mcm mngantuk gile2..asal bukak buku je tido..asal tido je sure sbb bukak buku..hehehe..study pon depan TV..buku di tangan..mata di kaca TV..last2 buku di tepi..TV di depan...haha..even so..you manage to get 8 A's..but hey..PMR mmg senang pon kan..bahaha :)) ni berkat doa ummi abah :) so belajar lah molek2 tuk next year..ehh..this year xdapat nk bercuti school hols bersama..huu..xbest lah..xleh nk hangout sesame kat rumah (kat rumah je pon:P) sambil bangon lambat pagi2:P sambil konon nak setat jog y even dah nak abis cuti pon xmula sampi ke sudah..hu..xsyok~ i want more time with my girls~ >.<

that was a short note for you iman!

next topic~

looking forward for this upcoming weekend :D che and ayoh will come from KB for kenduri..then they will be staying here for a while..visiting all her anaks and cucus y ade kat sekitar sini..duduk2 kat rumah setiap sorg y ade kat sini..hehe basically visiting us lah..rather than we visit them..hehe..tahan mereka selama boley kat sini..hihihi..ayoh sejak jadi imam kalu nk buat visit camni kne plan..if not nati rushing nak balik..xpe2..best je..ohh ape y best you guys might asked..sebab nanti ade gathering..gathering tuuu yang penting! sebab ade MAKANAN~ COUSINS~ AUNTIES n UNCLES~ CHE n AYOH~ hehe:D

ohh~ actually this weekend pon ade week off to MELAKA~ running from shah alam..like retreat sekejap..pegi melaka ade kenduri adek asma..tahniah adek asma :) pastu mereka plan tuk bat BBQ 2nd round kat rumah nenek nisa (kampung nisa) kat melaka jgk..tido smlm kt rmh nenek nisa..couldn't join them lah this time around..sokay~ insyaAllah next time..

oh ye..before this we all 2 kelas A n B ade buat BBQ jgk..bbq di pagi hari...hehe..ni ad-hoc BBQ nama nya..last minute plan and run...ye ye je aku xmo involve ngan sume ini..tgk2 aku jgk la juru beli barangan BBQ..hoho..suke je kan..suke~ buat di taman permainan dekat rmh bdk laki sek 7..rmh megat abe faliq sume..mmg pagi tu playground tu kteorg je y maen kt situ..hoho..budak2 besa maen kt playgorund mmg la mcm xpenah jumpe playground sblum ni..haha..seronok je dpt naek buaian..muehehe..buai lelaju..weee:DD da lame benor xnaek..hehe..dyorg bdk laki y juru bakar ayam..we all gurls duduk borak2 sambil buat sandwich..ohh sandwich tu pon ad-hoc..pagi tu bru gi bli brg n buat kt taman tu jgk..hehe..selamber je..buat kt atas gelongsor..hehe..xpenah2 buat lagi camtu before ni..ni back up makana sementara tunggu ayam siap dibakar..ayam best je..ade la org dpt y xbape nak masak..huu..nak wak gane..luo doh hangut = (hangus+hangit) hehe..xpe layan je..perut suda lapa mehh...pastu na achik adnie n qilah plak buat mee goreng n mihun goreng...poN pagi tu jgk..xplan langsong jgk nk masak mee n mihun ni..haha..memang maen run je camni lah jadi nya..
but somehow it worked well..sometimes we can't plan too much..otherwise xjadi..just run and see how things went..just go with the flow..sometime that's the best way to do it..

btw its time of the semester already..the study leave is just a day away! means that exams is just weeks away..minus all sleep n rest n eating n huhahuha it will be about 3 days time..wiwiwiwiii ~,~ make it be useful hannan! signing off now..test m&e is in 2 days time..need to get back to reality and study..leaving this safe zone of belog for sometimes with the upcoming exams drawing near..well wishes to all having finals..good luck..do your best..!:D

point blank~

......

i'm nervous.
i'm clueless.
i'm scared.
i'm don't know.
i'm also not sure.
i'm confused.
need answers.
but don't know how to ask.
more questions.
a question answered with another question give no answer.
but instead added more questions.
afraid to ask.
afraid of the option.
afraid of the answer given.
afraid of the uncertainties.
the unknown is wild.
its always ended up with maybe-s

heart make dua to Allah.alwaysalwysalways.
guide me.
.......

mariku tulis di sini sekejap

as salam..

ye seperti biasa lah..baru berpeluang nak update my blog..beloq y satu ni..hee..

penat lah study...diverging my thought for a while..just finished reading some articles..actually for the coming usrah..about "dunia islam" means berita terkini pasal hal-hal yang berlaku di luar sana mainly involving the ummat..hey penting tau tuk amek tahu pasal perkara ni sume ye..jgn duk tgk kat dalam malaysia-dlm malaysia lagi pening rasa nya..isu2 y ntah ape2 je..dunia islam kt luar sana lagi serius masalah dan perjuangan nya..itu medan mereka..medan jihad kat malaysia laen plak cerita nya..

anyways...kita kene amek tahu jgk ape2 yang berlaku kat luar sana..don't just study je..nati jadi pelajar yang belajar je..saya nak jadi pendakwah yang belajar..*tingggG

xde ape sgt nak di-update-kan di sini..melain kan y trip cancel..(ckp kat sini lagi selamat rasa nya..xde dr. nak komen..huuu..jgn gelak please!) penat2 je mereka2 buat gerak kerja sume..last2 terpaksa di-cancel-kan..sbb sebab2 yang xdapat nak elak..y tukang pikir ni pon da xtau nak pikir lagi dah..next time insyaAllah..insyaAllah.. ade hikmah xleh pegi ni..suh blaja..test berderetan sih..sila lah belajar hannan..kut nak pegi jgk..awk sibuk xdan nk blaja..org laen pon sibuk..jgn kaco mereka..maaf korg ye..trip cancel..rugi jgk..but insyaAllah next time..trip ni xwajib pon..blaja tu lagi wajib..(ayat pujuk diri sendiri :\ )
but anyhow..thank you to those who had helped the wokrs until yesterday before i announced that it was cancel..you guys helped a lot..backed me up when needed..seriously shocked up to that level you guys supported me although such action should have been avoided..you guys are great friend..! glad having you guys as a friend..may Allah bless you all..good luck! (mcm ucapan ape je..)

sedey2 je..but ntah lah...through out this experience we can know who is a true friend..i gain a lot of experience i personally think that this trip tripped a lot..may be because i'm the head of the trip..i do tripped off a lot of times (if you know what i meant..haha) but seriously..sgt banyak nye dugaan..maybe a sign from Allah that its not gonna make it..but you hannan still keep going ignoring all the signs..such ignorant person..ish3..i've been in the "gerak kerja" trip for 2-3 places..and seriously this one really a messed up case...lots of may-be-s want to state here..but it just make me a person who gives a lot of excuse..
"what is flash flood got to do with them coming late to my class"-quoted dr.hisbany-jap tuka topic sat..seriously had nothing to do between two cases..seriously! sokong dr.hisbany but x sokong dy nak maen tolak2 marks org sesuke hati..tu je..*peace V(*_*)V hampir nak nanges nk reason y sebenar tu..seriously..!
where am i just now...yeah the trip-me giving lots of may-be-s..yeah..so probably i won't take up that position again..probably not in this short period of time..not a good leader..find someone who can really lead next time..pasni nk pegang watak tepi2 je..hoho..

ok need to continue study now..lots need to cover...so little time lots and tonnes to do..!
on that note..i hate myself right now..dushH..!

tata..
**ummi abah najiah iman adek an ammar are all currently in penang..oh how i wish i'm there with them..penang..i miss penang all of sudden..missing the moments there..place where i learn what need to be learn..

respect-belajar boleh tak

assalamualaikum~

hai again blog..ku kira sudeh sekian lama xmngunjungimu..meh nk tgk2 sikit...no post since....(tgk lah last post tu ble kt bawah~hee) dalam kepala ni ade lah 2-3-4 bende nak diwartakan kat bloq ni..but rasa macam xsume kot..(dlm kepala still berkira2 mane se nk dituliskan..hohui~)

oke pick this one..well recently (just this evening) got back from home..yeah~home sweet home~~wee..like the great escape lah camtu..err what am i escaping from....hmmm..not to be told..*peace
sengsangat lah need to be home this weekend if not i'm gonna be very sorry for myself..cannot take it..it too high..just wanna be home~seriously!

anyways~all the way home I commute via KTM..as usual..packed as always during the so-called peak hours..huaa..trapped in the midst of that hour lah pulak kann..i tot can avoid it..but what to do..just redah je lah..but before that packed-ness of people..there was very nice scene of malaysian scene-dah ala iklan petronas..seriously! hehe..it was just an accidental encouter between these two race-chinese and indian-watched by me-malay..okeh nak jgk masok dlm scene ni even as watak tepian..hoho..(need to make it short as it almost to 12.17am-tomorrow got class..) okeh basically they are harmoniously interacting..what a scene..that short huh..hee..both were really friendly..the chinese woman had tow kids with her-a boy and a girl..so the indian woman tegur sapa with the chinese kid-the boy..actually the mom asked the boy to give the seat to the indian woman as she is older..then she was very please with the act..good boy..hehe..a rare scene to be seen in the bsy days of our life..

actually nak cakap kat sini dah kurang nya budaya nak hormat orang tua..terutama bagi orang muda mudi sehat kuat sejahtera...sibuk nak rebut seat dgn org tua..sampai kn hari tu jgk kne seorang makcik ni cakap camni "bagi makcik duduk lah..kamu muda lagi..kuat..berdiri lah" adoi..sampai kne cakap diri sendir tua baru lah orang paham..hadey~ kadang2 nak je rebut seat tu jgk..then kasi seat tu kat orang tua..kira rebut seat tuk dyorg..sgguh xpaham dgn sikap buat2 xpaham ni..da terang2 pon tulis y kerusi2 tu diutamakan tuk elders, preggers, OKUs and women with kids..huu..

so kepada mereka2 yang menaiki KTM/LRT/monorail dan seangkatan dgn nya...do respect to the elders especially..xsusah nak buat baik pon..kte je xnak buat baik..hari ni hari mereka..esok luasa hari kita pulak..so renung2 kan lah ye:D

sekian~^__^
** don't stress up..be happy..sila berlapang dada..jangan masam-u looked more like mad at something if not smiling..:)
** test math is coming..hydro presentation is this week..weee:DD-bukan excited punye tone..faking.
** sila belajar bila kene ajar~

just coming around

as salam..

as written above..just-almost finishing the browse thru the reading list and clicking a few interesting posts..ok simple words just finishing blog browsing..daa:P this is one of things that rarely can do right at this moment because i'm so preoccupied with other stuff right now..i kinda miss the movie watching time..any movies..because of the same reason..sokmo ckp nk tgk lah malam ni..but in the end i ended p doing something else..huah~sight~~

something is changing a bit here and there..it good lah..changing is good once in a while..just make the right change move..and i'm here kinda stuck somewhere..huhu..need to be more motivated..the thing is i talk and tell to others this and that..but fail to follow what had been said..sadsad me..`:(

anyways~ yes we need to be driven..!what drive me here in SA-doing degree in civil engineering plus joining all sort of activity and attending meeting here and there plus joinig usrah-katibah-daurah and all that surround that...? why ?ever think about that readers..why you do the thing that you do right now...? it did popped in my mind not many days later..just suddenly-like in the tired mind and body of that day- i popped this question to myself..i'm not defying the fact or the takdir i'm doing this..just why..more like the reason...i'm soon to be an engineer (insyaAllah) so reasoning do take into account..but not everything need a reason..

do reflect back the reason of being "here"..hmmm..muhasabah diri semula..

WARNING!!

okeh ni masok mood ranting kejap..sila lah baca kalu mahu..kalu tidak sila lah berlalu :)

this semester mark the day that i really don't like is thursday...because (reasoning again~) that day my schedule is packed from 8.30am to 5pm..not so much you might say but th e amount of stress always elevated that day.. ALWAYS i repeat again..ntah lah..asal hari tu je nak terbanjir..don't know why..vulnerable betul hari tu..it always started with a lot of laugh and ended with sadness..tu lah kot sebab nya..ummi cakap ketawa sangat2 nanti menangis..memang kene lah...harap2 lah boleh control emosi ini yang sangat menyesakkan...so if you readers out there that knows me sila jangan terasa bila saya bermuka masam pada hari thursday..or it more like a tearsday then thursday..heh~ donG ``(--.--")
ohh~ writing in here just ease things a bit..hee..


ok..tata (>.~)
**everybody wants to say something..then who's listening then..?! be a good listener people!

re-visit~

as salam

just a very quick update because i'm sleepy already..SPM time..! of course just for fivers..muehehe..najiah is taking it this year..i think she is super ready for SPM..she even refusing to go back during raya haji recently so just she can study during that time..waaH sanggop sampai camtu sekali..siap nages2 xmo balik..ceh..if it was me..never say NO to hari raya haji..or even raya aidilfitri..tegar betol bidak sorang ni..ohh well you got my wish of luck..do your best..you have prepared..just do your best to answer the questions..leave the rest to Allah :)

actually planned to write like the memories i had during this so-called big exams..hmmm maybe a little later in other post..because rite now i'm kinda sleepy due to the visit i had earlier today..did went to kl tower..in this visit i'm the who's dealing with the kl tower people regarding the activity during the visit aka ajk program..fuuhh this is not a very easy task..NOT i repeat with capital letters..had to be well informed with their activity and also ours..the activity need to be parallel with our objective of the visit although mainly (mostly actually;P) sebab nak jenjalan..hee;p okay that was just like "sambil menyelam minum air" sort of activity lah..hehe..tolong paham ye..hee

it went well i guess..everyone seems to be enjoying their time during the visit..especially our lecturer, en shani...hehe..he even dressed up a little bit like the old days of his time..hehe with the jeans-ware..hehe muda lah sir..hoho..but there's a bit of miss communication between kl tower and me (as i'm the inter-person) so towards the end we did not get to visit the TM museum..just the technical visit to the floor that only the maintenance guy can go..wee..we did also went to the outside-means at the outside of the tower that is on top of it0-where they place the chiller of the aircond..and the view was picturesque..!with the mist still in the air..with the height of KL tower..and did see the neighbouring tower like KLCC and it was like kt sebelah je..haha..it was fun..(>.<)

then went to the observatory deck..this is where you're going to be in if you're a regular visitors not like us the taking the technical visit package..hehe...mostly seeing the foreigners during the weekdays..hari rabu kan pegi nye..so not many visitors actually..then seeing the view from there..hey i like being on top of tall buildings..hehe..being in tall places and seeing the view is like wow to me..menarik!intersting! seeing the bigbig talltall buildings in small scale when you are in taller building or higher place..seeing things in minuscule seems to be the hobby of mine these day..haha..funfunfun!

then shortly after that went out to the culture village outside at the ground level..back to the ground zero again..hehe..then it was picture time! haha..snapping here and there..did record a video of the boys dancing the traditional dance (but they all nari bertabur..seriously..haha..you invite the civil engineering students to dance the traditional dance..that is what you're going to get..hehehe:)) kelakar tgk depa nari..hohoho) BUT i miss-click the button..hoih! ter-click the power button instead of the shutter button..ohh well i just wasted the camera's battery recording it before when finally i didn't stop the recording but tros shut if off..hoih! so xdpt lah nk tgk semula rakaman dyorg tuu...seriously kelakar.hehe..sorg2 y naek tu kelakar..haha..oohhH sir shani pon menge-join jgk..hee..sir pon menari jgk..ohhH tu yang mahal tuu sbb tulah xdapat tgk rakaman tu..sbb rakaman sir shani nari sgt mahal..hehe..comel okehH!

then luch time..at first wanted to someplace else to eat but after the hungry-ness had taking over most of us..decided just to eat around the area..makan lah kteorg kt tepi2 tu..AND the lunch was prepare by us..nasi by the boys..ayam by my house..and sayur by kondo kristal..hehe..suke2..!first time masak sendiri tuk activiti sebegini..pengalaman~hee:D btw the nasi was banyak..hehe..dyorg letak ikot byk dyorg mkn (budak laki y pack nasi)..mmg lah jenuh cik hannan nk abis kannn..im the second last to finish (yes mange to finish..hehe) i tot i was the last one..rupe ny tggl nisa y last skali abis makan..hehe..di sini nak mintak maaf kut2 tgh makan tu ade rasa xcukup..sebab xpenah masak tuk reramai camtu..xreti nak budget2 garam kunyit kari chili sume..but not bad lah..haha tekan lif KL tower naek sendiri sorang2..hahaha:P rite after that went back to campus..:D

ok off..tata..already over the limit..did said quick before..but looked...this is not qick lah..haha..tata again~

hope we are seeing each other again:')

as salam

p/s: sila mainkan video y atas untuk lebih effect ketika membaca post ini


oke today's post is going to be dedicated to my dearest friend ainaa syazani rosli who's going to fly to US tomorrow  (today da pon..already 12am meh) so here it goes..

dear ainaa,
hey girl..i tot of calling you actually today (yesterday) but i'm sure we are going to here not more than crying sound each of us..if not it'll be just me who'll be crying..you know how I cried before this..hehe..malu pulak(>.<) save it for tommorrow (today) at the airport je lah all the tears..

hey again..hehe..you take care of yourself there..you are going alone but you are not there in bumi orang US tu..may Allah bless you di bumi US..you must be really glad/happy/super excited to be back in your birth place..hee..be happy there..enjoy your life..kutip banyak2 pengalaman kat sane..jgn lupa share cite ngn sy..da lame xdgr awk bercerita/ranting..haha..hey seriously gonna miss hearing them for real..already missed you:')
last but not the least..jangan lupa Allah dear:) He always with us..if you can find usrah kat sane better lah..keep on with it..
plus you have you camera rite..do capture lots of pictures and share them through FB if possible..hehe..

DO: eat well.live well.smile a lot.laugh when ever you can.cry don't make it a habit.home is what you gonna miss the most and also the food so don't be too homesick.pray to Allah.make dua always. (T_T) be a strong girl d(^_^)b if things fall just remember how to get it back up again.make mak and bapak awk proud..hee :D

DON'T: do drug.drinking while driving..hee..kawen xbgi tahu.(>.~).skip class.cry too much(say it again).be sad.

so here i re-post the video that i made last year..erm just thing that can remind me of you..:') tapi y bawah tu..y atas tu just dedicated for you (T_T)

ok tata:)

**sayang awak kerana Allah:)

redah sensorang

as salam

update update..!sekarang sudah masok cuti tengah semester..yep its already this time of semester. time fly fast..currently at home..enjoying myself at home with piles of work need to be done..haha..i'm a student meh what else i have to do..story of my life~hehe

tapi tadi went to my house in SA..need to get my stuff..planed to just tros balik je but been convinced to just take the stuff and continue the hols at home..heh..very convincing ok..!haha but oke je pon duk rumah..badan mau pegi hati kte xyahxyah..hehe..maka brangkat lah ke sana pagi tadi..dengan menaiki KTM..naseb pegi time off peak hours if not sure berasak2..tu y maleh tu..then sampi rumah sewa..trgerak ke peti surat..tgk2 ade flyers y mcm2..tgn tetibe gatal gi amek flyers a&w..hehe..flyers psl mkn je...hohoho..ohh rupenya ade hikmah amek flyers tu..sbb naek2 je atas kt rumah..sy lapa..hehe..dan kebetulan kt situ ade no. delivery..ngee:D pon before tu trase nk mkn a&w tetibe..tgk2 mmg dpt..alhamdulillah:D mcm tau2 je..hee:D

pastu kebetulan sengsangat..hari ni pegi balik dri stesen KTM naek teksi..sume dpt makcik pakcik teksi y peramah..hee:D jadi suka plak naek teksi cengini..sbb dyorg peramah..hehe..pastu sbb mereka peramah nk bayar tambang pon mcm xrase berat..bukan xberkira tapi rasa worth it..ooh pakcik y antr ke rmh blik tadi lgi peramah..pakcik tu tnye psl course sume..lahh pakcik tu pon keje antr material ke construction site..hehemmg boley bawak borak lah kann..byk je cite pengalaman dy time keje..(gaya mcm jaoh beno stesen ngn rumah ku..muehehe;p) dy byk antr brg ke highway construction sekitar KL-selangor..MRR2 je y ingt..lgi 2 tu highway apetah..pastu cite psl perempuan y jdi engineer..hoho..trbayang kan diri sendiri pulak sambil dgr cite..hoho.. tetibe inspiring pulak mndengar cerita org ni..hee:D

tema berjalan hari ni boleh di-sum up-kn: meredah dengan hati yang redha..:) jumpe macam2 org dengan macam2 ragam..jalan sensorang dengan berhati2 tanpa rasa paranoid..berharap ada teksi untuk dinaiki (nasib ade y sudi benti kasi naek..hihi)..Ooh ktm kalau xde ramai orang sgt suke je nak naek..tapi kalau ramai sgt org, nk beratur tunggu pon rasa mcm xpayah lah sbb esok bru boley naek..huu--.--

ok tu tuk hari ni..sila la rerajen update laen kali ye hannan!(~.~")

** tyme naek ktm tu trlelap kejap..pastu tren da smpi kl central..kuar2 je naek lift.yakin je lepas tu trun escalator gi tuka tren tuk ke ukm..pastu terkulat2 sensorg nape duk kt tern hala ke rawang..blur2 5 minit..pastu baru prasan y shud pegi tren hala ke seremban..dan sebenar ny pi turun tmpt y aku sampi tadi..means just pegi ke platform sebelah y boley je pegi ngn melangkah je but instead aku naek lift n trun escalator..haha..gara2 mamai..huhu(O.o")

the her that i love

as salam..

oke been on the roller coaster mood since last week..but this week-to note yesterday and today-is worsening..hoihh~

i bought a gift then i rethink of giving it up since the value (not the price value but the sentimental value) is not really worth..the one that made me cried yesterday in the middle of the shopping mall was definitely the gift that i should give..but then i was too emotional last night so it impaired my judgement..i wished i was more sane last night..huu....tengok kan da menyesal.."that" value over the price value ok..! it beats everything..hukhukhuk..:'(

friends..we have at least a friend if not a lot of them..to those who have just one friend go make more friends..hehe..but truth be told..each one of the friend is always different from one and another..will be different..because they are just a different person..and of course the feelings towards other friend compared to the other one is also different even if you are trying hard to say you like/love then the same way..it always be slight more..

so i had a friend that really gets me..gets me the way that i never thought she'll gets me..but she came around and understands me..wah susa nak cari tau..she'll be leaving soon..i pretend not to be affected by this..try to dig deeper and buried it..but it resurface..well mostly because i really can't lie with myself..and i'm a person who's action speaks louder than the voice (mainly because i have a very low voice:P hehe) hence, it resurface..waaa..:'(

to her (ainaa)

dear ainaa,

sy knal ngn awk time kt penang..dulu kte penah satu sekolah kt jalan 3..tapi tu lah..kte lenlaen crowds..mmg jarang clash kut rasa nye..tapi muka awk tu biase ternampak jgk lah...tapi kte mmg xknal pon time tu..then awk masok seseri pulak kan..hee..pastu tuptup..jumpe kat penang..pon mcm blur2 jgk..muka mcm familiar je mula2 tengok..hehe..but then somehow we became friend instantly kot..duk pulak sebelah2..(ok sape y duk sebelah sy mmg akan jdi kawan lah sbb i don't mingle around sgt..hehe) slalu la kuar sesame ngn pakcik prebet (pakcik tu antr je..xfollow pon..kteorg ade prebet y feveret..ainaa suke kol pakcik tu..hehe..sy ikot aje..) biase nye we all kuar mkn2 ke..dan shopping lah kot..daa..klu ngn ainaa mmg suke ber-shopping..dua2 pulak memang lah kaki shopping y agak tegar bila mood shopping tu da ade..hehe..tapi it was almost like this..mesti one of us y betol2 in the mood that day out..penah jugak both in the mood..haha..klu camtu lagi la seronok..hehe..

we also entered the same club for the extra-curricular act..dah pegi sesame kot..mmg lah..haha we all join IKRAM-ikatan kasih rumpun anak2 melayu yang betul2 sengsangat laen dari persatuan y penah aku join..more of family then a club itself..even skg pon still keep in touch with the alumni..hee..what a bond..:D
we grow even closer with that club..attended the mmetings..the PSKs..the kembara-s..hehe..and also activiti luaran anjuran sendiri2 oleh ahli ikram..hehe..mkn2 ubi-eratan..

masa dlm ikram tu jgk knal different people from various course and background..kenal ngn nabilah..dy ajak join usrah (secara lebey serius lagi..) ajak la ainaa join jgk..hehe..got the same group..maka bermula lah~ :)
we both joined seriously-means try to attended every week despite the kesibukkan belajar..alhamdulillah it paid off..:) but still a lot to learn..miles to go..ainaa lets keep on with usrah ye:D yosh! skg aku da kt shah alam pon alhamdulillha maseh mnge-join usrah..ainaa y skg nga keje sambil tunggu masa je pon still attend usrah as kerap as we can..:D

so yes skg kteorg berada di lain2 kawasan dalam satu negeri..hehe..dy di bangi kt rumah..aku kat shah alam kt rumah sewa..hehe..still keep in touch..but soon we will be in different continent kot..she'll be flying to US soon in this november...she'll be missed..lots of memories lah with you girl..but there is one thing..we rarely take photos together..seriously sgt rare..masing2 xde camera..dlu masing2 pki camera cikai2 je..xlawa lah nk amek gambar..and we all suke jln2 2 org je..huhu..sgt xde gmbr bersama..klu time prog pon..masing2 sibuk ngn adek2 we all..dan jrg2 nk enterprem gmbr..gmbr i mahal nk enterprem je cmtu..haha

ok out dlu tetibe..soon will be more..

**missing my family at home..ammar keep asking me to come home..wee..budak ni sweet tau tak..ish..geram nk cubit pipi2 kuat2..hehe..

tata..:)

mood: missing~

as salam..

oke sejak minggu ni mula dari hari khamis lagi dah mula homesick..ni skg lagi2 homesick..planned to go back home jgk actually but something came up last minute..so had to stay back..never mind..but still homesick..

** currently having difficulty in pressing the letter 'U' as it has not been that sensitive like other keys..huhh geram sy..had to be extra alert whenever there is U in any words..huaa

bulan ni agak sibuk..dan jgk bulan november akn dtg..sibuk blaja tu mmg lah..itu normal lah..tapi sem ni tetibe je rajen nk join aktiviti sampingan..nk kumpul KI...blaja pon kne..KI pon also kene..balance la sikit..ohh i missed the old days back in penang when i was busy with IKRAM uitmpp activities..missing the geng also..hey you know what this weekend insyaAllah going to meet up.catch up.eat up.LOL a lot. hehe...ade get together in shah alam..tetibe rindu kat ikramies..hehehe..(okeh mood hari ni rindu-rinduan..:P)

dannN ainaa da nak fly..hukhukhuk..the D day is just around the corner..huaaaAAA..she will be flying to US this coming november..insyaAllah wish her all the best! continuing her studies there..good luck dear! and i hope to send her at the airport..pastu nntikan drama air mata dari KLIA...huuu..

okeh update hari ni setakat in dlu..mata suda kelabu..TATA~

i'm glad =)

assalamualaikum....

waahh mmg sda kurang kerap menaip di sini...macam xde ilham nak menulis..huu..terok ni..terabai je..

okeh..hari ni agak gembira..hee..just now for dinner..its my turn to cook..hehe..yes we cooked in our house..and yes before this we did cooked..but this time more prepared because we bought the fridge..hehe..semangat lah sikit nak masak..hehe..bleh simpan lauk camni..daN boleh lah masak selalu..
ooOh sebenar ny aku macam dah bosan dgn lauk2 beli tu sbb same je..huu..hannan boleh bersyukur x..org laen dpt makan ape2 lauk pon dah ok sgt dahh..awk ni pulak y memilih2..pap! --.-- hait2! tapi sy nak makan masakan rumah..huu..oke tetibe rindu rumah..

anyways..i cooked simple je..just nasi goreng je tambah ngan telur goreng..sume makan..dan paling suke nya nasi yang masak tu habis..hee:D tu lah bnde y paling suka kalau memasak ni..i like when the food is finished after all the cooking process been done..so rewarding..hehe..rase macam nak masak lagi..hehe..dan rasa nasi goreng tu..hmm..jadilah..nak kate sedap dunno lah...hehe..mereka makan je..ok lah kot nye..:D

dan (tetibe je dan..haha) pon ade beli katil baru..wehehe..ooh tapi sakit2 belakang lah jgk..maybe not used to the matress jst yet..sooner maybe better..pastu tido makin nyenyak la pasni..hu..sila jgn bangon lambat2 utuk subuh ye hannan..!ketok kang bangun lelambat..

sume pon ade pros n cons..we had some we lose some..but make sure what we had is much more worth it than what we lose..maybe the thing that we lose is not beneficial for us thus we lost it..but been replaced with some thing worth much much more than we had before..so belajar lah berlapang dada dalam apa2 ketentuan yang terjadi ye..there is good in every thing that happened to us..if had been in the dark before made that as a reminder to not to enter that again :) ooH org sekeliling saya sesangat lah membuka mata about the real thing in life..i'm glad i had met u guys :)

oke..this blog will be missed until the next post..tata =)

sekian lama~

assalamualaikum...

huaa..agak bermingguan tak meng-update..huhu..busy...?! xde lah sangat..cume tak tergerak nak update..huu..
okey last post also dah lupa pasal ape..nmpk sgt blog ni dah di-anak-tiri-kan...--.--

okey already in new semester..and actually in the third week already..kelas sume suda setel..memula ade la a bit confusion with it..(this is only happens for me) but then Allah permudahkan everything and it went well..alhamdulillah..

although just 3 weeks in this current semester a lot of early improvement i see..hope to see it continues all semester round and constant..istiqomah lah ye hannan!
although just 3 weeks byk duit da abis ble jpa masok...hoihh..sila berbelanja sepatut nya sahaja ye hannan! mcm mane tuk masa depan camni..ish2 (masa depan~~)

.............tetibe blank kejap..idea xmai.................

actually byk bnde nk cite TAPI kne tapis2..wuwuwu...so idea tersekat2..last2 tak kuar sbb byk sangat nak sekat..kene tulis kt tempat laen ni..

okey da tau nk cite ape..

hee..2 minggu berturut2 sebelum ni ade banyak open house..hehe..ramai yang buat..suke je berjalan2..haha..okeh sbb ade trasnport tu yang best nye..klu xde xde lha nak berjalan jaouh2 sampai rumah yaya kt nilai..hehe..tahun ni rmh aku..rmh fathi dan rmh yaya..next week rmh syida pulak..seronok nye makan byk2..haha..saya suka makan..hehe..semoga mereka sume dimurahkan rezeki..next year buat lagi deh..hee:D

oohh..rase nya budak laki la yang suke sgt bab open house ni..haha..dyorg makan..ish2..letak je abis..kalu 10 kali letak..10 kali tu jgk lah ape2 yang terhidang tu abis..haha..tyme kt rmh aku..ummi dah takot xcukup makanan dah tuk tetamu y lepas dyorg..mereka suka makan..mereka makan banyak..hehe..tapi ok lah..makanan habis..xde lah memebazir..lagi better mcm tu dari membazir..conclusion nye mereka lah peng-habis makanan..haha *peace V(^_^)V

okeh update ni mcm xbape nak bagos lah rase nye..xselancar yang dirancang..huhu..that will be all for now lah dlu..

tata :)

after-months

as salam to all readers out there reading this..hoping there are still youyouyouyou out there reading this..even though this blog had been left out like quite sometime..like about a moth long un-updated..heh..sy sedikit malas sy mengaku!!hoho

okeh tdi sedikit trganggu ngn FB..haha..tetibe tekan page ni balik xde idea balik..huhu..xpe2.carry on..ok tujuan ny nk update blogku y sudah bersawang sawang dgn cob web bak kate ammar..haha..

ok cuti..berbaki seminggu lagii...hayaakk...masa y ditunggu2..ok disebabkn cuti sem kali ni sgt lama..lama ny smpi mnlayakkn dy mndpt jolokan cuti trpanjang y penah aku dpt sepanjang msok uni ni..smpi 3-4 bulan lebey..cuti summer lah kate kan..weh tapi kte kt malaysia..aku la je kot..every year round pon summer..kekadang brtuah dpt rainy season jgk..haha..ok itu bukan topik utama ny..back to the isi perenggang ni..sebabkan cuti y dah lame sgt..terperuk je kt rmh..aku je lah tu..haha..tetibe mcm xsabar2 nk masok blaja..itu pon aku rasa aku je cmtu..haha..korg ade rse cmtu x..??klu ade angguk lah sniri..hihihi...

pastu plan nk balik ke rmh sewa pon nk awal kan...dlm sejarah masok uni ni..time ble je orang brnama hannan ni suke sgt balik kolej awal2 dalm kira2 3 hari sblm nk setat kelas..tu kre pling awal la tu..ok dlu penah lgi awal sbb ade keje laen..tpi tu xkre..skag ni tetibe je nk blik 3 hari sblm..TAPI!! xboley rse ny sbb ade la sbb ny..pastu excited nk balik rmh sewa trchenta..haha..pdahal rmh tu PASTI habuk nya setinggi buku lali nti ble kteorg balik..haha.. ok agak hiperbola di situ..:P

oke tu update akan datang..skg update masa lampau y xde la lampau mane..

last post was about ramadhan..so i've not been updating this blog ever since that month..and today its syawal..actually more of the 6th of syawal..not the 1st...so sudah 5 hari syawal brlalu..maseh dlm mood raya sikit2..xbyk2 sbb balik beraya pon kejap2 je..sbb ny gee ade trial SPM dy..so cannot stay longer at kampong..she need to study..yeke study~~? ;p

alhamdulillah raya tahun ni sgt brserdahana dri pihak aku sndiri..tetibe mood mau beli brg bru (mood shopping) tu xbpe nk mai..tgk bju xde rse nk beli..tgk kasut xpadan tpi nk beli..last2 xmembeli dgn giat nya...siapa2 y kenal sy ni..mereka tau lah sy ble mood shoping tu ade mcm mane untung ny tukang kedai tu ble sy msok kedai dy..haha..sekeh kang kepala sendiri..haha statement tu ade sedikit hiperbola jgk..haha

next! ok sy dah habis update for this meantime..tdi post kt FB ckp nk update sikit je..ni sikit la buat masa ni..kang sambung brlambak pulak..sian kpd awakawakawakawak nk bce blog sy ni klu panjang lebar tulisan y isi xde lah sgt...ok nite2 all..tido bace doa sblm tido mngiring ke kanan..ni bgi spe2 y bce blog ni waktu mlm pstu lps bce dy nk pi tido..klu y bce siang hari..sila senyum lepas bce..sbb kmukamukamukamu akan lebey ceria bila senyum.. hannan sila stop mengarut skg.

tata :)

** SELAMAT DTG BERAYA KT BLOG SAYA..SORI NO DUIT RAYA..SBB SY PON MINTAK DUIT RAYA LGI KT ORG LAEN..HABIS LAH DUIT RAYA SAYA KLU SAYA BGI AWAKAWAKAWAKAWAK DUIT RAYA SAYA..HEHEE..
** terima kaseh kerana sudi membaca..ni update ringkas2 je ni plus byk mengarut..sila jgn sakit hati bace ye..DAN! ,aaf zahir batin sempena SYAWAL y mulia ni..so maro memaaf kan org laen dan memohon maaf..tiada rendah nya seseorang tu kalau dy memaaf kan org laen mahupun dy y memohon maaf :D

ramadhan resolution

as salam

oke ramdhan had arrived!!so excited..i have a few things that i intended to do this ramadhan..hehe..macam target lah jugak..hopefully i can manage to fullfill all my target..

harapnya boleh menambah baik lagi setiap amal ibadah ku di dalam bulan y penuh berkah ini..dan semoga nanti habis ramadhan pon akan berterusan melakukan nya..insyaAllah..menyahut seruan dhuha y berkaitan menjadi selebriti syurga..hee:D

buat diri ini yang bernama hannan binti nasharudin..sila beramal sebaik mungkin pada bulan yang amalan nya digandakan..macam dapat bonus kalau kte berkerja..so sape y tak nak bonus kannnN...:D saya NAK!! so kamu2 y kt luar sane y bace ni tak nak ke..??mari kita same2 rebut peluang ni...ini mungkin ramdhan kita yang terakhir..siapa tahu..ramadhan yang akan datang sempat lagi kah kita..so sila manfaat kan nya..hee:D

sekian dulu tuk kisah 1 ramadhan 1432H :)

cupcake~

as salam..

tdi mlm actually baru je sudah bwt cupcakes...buat keje "baking" tengah malam..haha..ni sume gara2 najiah..short notice..jadi acara membuat kek kejutan pulak..haha..naseb baek ade pre-mix..huhu..yup just used that..spe suro ckp lambat2 lagi..xpe je sebenar ny..

so buat jgk la..dy nak bwk esok ny gi sekolah..at first i wanted to do the regular cake that had been done like before this..a cake..but somehow remembered that i had bought the cups for cupcake recipe but never got the chance to make one yet..so the cups were still in good condition so i decided to make cupcakes instead of cake..hehehe..change of recipe at the eleventh hour..haha..mujur jadi jugak..hehe..also palnned to make the frosting sbb cuppies kannN..hehe..so i had two sets of the cups..tray-ed one set just to see did the mix is enough or not..and it was a perfect amount..one of those actually enough to accommodate the whole cake mix..i thought at first it may be too much for all the cuppies we had..so i stand by the baking pan as well so that any leftover from that could be put in the baking pan..but it was just right..ooh plus one extra cup actually..hehe..but anyhow..the cuppies tured out very well..kak even said that it was better than the cake..means the mix as cuppies well baked...hmm...for me it just taste almost the same..hehe..but sure much more easier to be eaten in small cup..it looked scrumptious...and cute!haha..i'll take picture of that..

like i said before i wanted to do the frosting as well..but the ingredients were not enough...did tried though..haha..but it did turned out as planned..ohh well you can have it all the way you wanted..plus this is a short notice baking scene..hehe..we are lacked of the icing sugar..can't really do the frosting with out one..what happened was that i tried to compensate the icing sugar with the granulated sugar (sugar used daily to make air teh petang2 tu..hee) but we used it by "hancurkan" with machine that is as it looked like one..but it did not work..the texture is not closed to the frosting even after long minutes of mixing it..tangan ku lenguh da pegang mixer..haha..ummi pon cakap y xjadi kalu buat pakai gula biasa tu..huu..xpe la..xyah buat lah..try for it another time..

ooh well..the cuppies made my day..hehe..even without the frosting..it still looked oso inviting...plus when i looked at it it appeared more of muffin haha..sebab it puffed..pon macam xsesuai je nak put the frosting..

kadang-kadang sesuatu yang kita tak rancang tu turns out more that we expected..some may turns out the way that didn't favour us..for tha just be "berlapang dada" and try next time..and as for the one that exceed our expectation in a way that favour us..bersyukur lah :D be glad..be happy..be thankful..like what happend to me..didn't plan to bake but did so..and it turns out very well..but the frosting didn't work out..so what..make it some other time laahH..nampak sebenar nya memang nak suro buat kek lagiii~hee:D

sekecil-kecil perkara kalau kita pandai melihat apa yang tersirat disebaliknya pasti akan menjadi perkara yang tidak sia2..look things beyond the minuscule..broaden your horizon even for the smallest little thing..it may be small and appeared unimportant but it make the big thing perfect..small thing does not mean it is unimportant..big thing does not it always the best thing..

tata..(^_^)

** tengah2 baking tadi abang baru balik dari keje dy...ohh dy pon suke kek jgk..pon da lama mintak buat cupcake..pastu dy tego la tyme tgh buat kek tu..y tu ok lagii..pastu dy tanye "hannan awak suke buat kek ke..??" pastu aku dlm hati jawab "derrr" tapi y sebenar ckp "dah tu yang selama ni yang han buat kek banyak2 tu ape ke...." ~stress! hahaha buleh pulak dy tanye cmtu lagii..hadoii abangkuu~ hahaha sabo jela~

julai sudah..

as salam

cube belek kalender hari ni...da 4 julai...da masok julai..semenjak cuti panjang ni..mmg jarang2 sangat nak tengok kalender..huu..cuti maseh berbaki lagi lebey kurang 2 bulan plus2..

minggu lepas balik ke kb..menemankan cik dhuha yang balik ke malaysia..dia buat cuti2 malaysia..hehe..after this she may not be back here until she finish her studies in NZ that still about 1 and a half year left..its not that long..pejam celik da half year..pejam celik lagi da a year..then pejam celik da one and half year..hehe..yeke camtu..hihihi..

kebetulan hari tu balik anniversary che and ayoh the 53rd...for that long they had been married to each other..waa...great example of a happy couple..hehe..but happy couple do fight sometime every now and then..bak kata pepatah sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit..inikan pula suami isteri..ape orang kata adat berkahwin..haha..(apakah aku sedang cakap tentang kahwin nii..hoho) 53 years in not a short time..its a long hard stretch years..but at the same time is happy sweet loving years..wonder if i ever reach that number..humm..hmmm..hmm..anyhow..semoga che ayoh sentiasa berbahagia..hee..couple of the century..hehe

next up..pembelajaran tersebut tergendala buat sementara waktu..huu..xkol2 lagi...wuwuwu..just dial it lahhH!hoh~

dan...hari semalam temankan abah ke alamanda cari handphone baru untuk abah..turut mengikuti iman..waa aku sangat2 la tergoda OK..!haha..pergi pon nak tengok2 kamera..sekali orang kedai tepon tunjuk tepon aku  tergodaa..bukan dengan orang tepon tu ye..dengan tepon yang dy kasi tunjuk tuu...hoh~ teros je cakap kat abah.."han beli tepon boleh.." hahaha..nak sepak diri sendiri je rasa..hahaha..kate nak beli camera..tengok handphone tros nak beli baru...hatthoii!! reality check: handphone da ade and still functioning although handphone zaman 5thn kebelakang..haha..camera of my own xde lagi..dan memang sedang mencari..tetapi tetibe got distracted with the handphone..haha.. (monolog dalaman: wuwuwu..nak beli jgk HP baru..rase mcm xbeli pape lagi tuk diri sendiri tuk jangka masa yang lama since last time i bought myself stuff..hoho) dan di alamanda mcm xjumpe cari pulak kedai kamera..uwuwuu..lagi nak sedeh..balik dengan tangan kosong..hukhuk..xbest ok! iman pon dpt novel..xaci ok! ohh kejar masa time tu..wak tu do..wuu~

cuti yang berbaki..sila la pegi belajar apa yang patot..hp..camera..
tata!

abe dan na~

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just got back from my friend wedding..asyraf or abe as we all called him..dah jadi laki orang pon dia..hehe..alhamdulillah..majlis berjalan lancar..:)

kteorg gerak reramai dari shah alam..berjalan malam naek bas reramai memang best walau pon the whole journey tu banyak tido je..hehe..ade dua trip malam tu satu naek sekali ngan aku nisa yaya masyi asma nad dan ayat..satu lagi megat ngn atok..masa bas gerak sama..tapi sampi lenlain..ofcos bas yang aku naek sampai dulu dalam 1.30 pagi camtu..hehehe..nisa cakap pakcik bas tu bawak laju..sebaba tu lah kot sampai awal..hehe..aku tido xsedar pon..kekeke..tau2 da nak sampai..hee:D bas megat ngn atok naek lambat sket sampai..abe la jemput kteorg di rumah dy..tido lah situ satu malam...

esok nya trip budak2 laki yang naek kete konvoi reramai sampai..dua bijik kete..kete faliq se kete syuk se..dyorg sampi dlm tengah hari camtu..pastu tolong lah ape2 yang patot tuk kenduri abe tu..
lepas lunch kat rumah mak abe tu kteorg gi homestay yang ayah abe da sewakan tuk kteorg...laki sebuah..pompan sebuah..lawa je rumah tu..sgt selesa..bilik air pon lawa..ada satu bilik tido tu siap ade air cond..hehe..dan aku dapat duk bilik tu..hehe..memang best duk homestay tu..hehe..rumah tu mmg selesa..pastu makan pulak mak abe yang sediakan..makan kat rumah abe je la..mak dy xbagi kteorg makan kt lua..segan2 da rase nye..hehe..terima kasih banyak2..!
tyra fara fatin basyah pulak sampi mlm tu...naseb baek la trjaga...hehe..klu x xmasok dyorg rumah mlm tu..hehe..

so akad nikah nya 23hb jun 2011..malam 23hb tu..selamat dengan dua kali lafaz..hehe..xpe2..xkesah la bape kali janji akad tu sah..maka dengan lafaz nya akad tu sah la mereka sebagai suami isteri..hehe..so sweet tgk mereka berdua..hehe..tahniah!

esok nya 24th june..kenduri di rumah na..pagi tu mak abe ajak makan breakfast kt rumah...hehe..makan nasi lemak..memang maka abe suka kasi kteorg makan..hehe..time kasih lagi..! tengah hari tu siap2..lepas budak laki pegi solat jumaat kterog brtolak ke rumah na..brkonvoi reramai pegi..suke nya...hee..makan2 lauk kenduri..then of to the beach..pantai kemasik..then took some more pictures..lawa pantai nye...naseb aku xterjun je mandi..heehee...ooO di sini la saat kejatuhan dan saat kesakitan pinggang faliq..haha..lompat xsedar diri..tu la jadi nya..then before went to our homestay we girls ate ABC..asma blanja..hee..tenkiu asma..!sedap~

keesokkan hari nya 24th june kenduri di rumah abe..pagi tu tolong la susun kerusi meja..set up tuk kenduri..dlm 11pgi tu ade tahlil..then tehgah hari nya kenduri abe..kenduri nyambut menantu..so sweet tgk abe ngn na..hee:D pastu ble tyme dyorg nk makan kat meja pengantin xde org nak makan bersama...ahli keluarga abe xmenang tangan nak layan tetamu lagii..so kteorg budak2 pompan disuruh makan bersama pengantin baru..hehehe..xpenah2 sebelum ni makan kat meja pengantin...tetibe kat kenduri rumah abe makan pulak semeja ngn pengantin..hehe..tapi tu la da mkn sebelum tu...just makan dessert je...da kenyang..pape pon happy sebab brpeluang mkn bersama pengantin..hehe..:D

we all semangat datang wedding dy ni..hehe..at least aku je lah yang semangat abis..hehee..semua ny sebab dy kawan cek y pertama yang sebaya yang kawen..hee:D happy for him and his wife, na..hehe..barakallah~semoga korang berdua berbahagia sentiasa..tabah menjalani hidup bersama..sentiasa bertolak ansur dan sabar..best of luck..dan selamat pengantin baru..!!!:)

trip kali ni memang laen dari yang laen sebab attend wedding kawan..3 hari berturut2..akad nikan..kenduri belah pompan..kenduri belah laki. dan kebiasaan ny klu kte ahli keluarga je dpt..hehe..sgt terasa honour  been invited to such lovely wedding..the people are so warm..family abe sgt friendly..hehe..ade la trase macam kat KB kampung ku pulak..hehe..gamba sile tgk kt fb yeh!

oowh will be going to KB tomorrow night..with kak and dhuha..seeing che and ayoh..

since last time

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berabuk blog ni walau dah brtuka wajah dua kali dalam masa yang terdekat..previous one had a bit problem with it...anyhow this is for the time being..latest for now...theme of the latest template is good life..hoping for the better life :D "ceria dan girang nya.."aha~

oke..just now baked the latest cake since that failure of the cheese cake..did not have enough to re-make the cheese cake..ummi said there's still the premix..ok premix pon premix la..time constraint..nak ajak abah yang kebetulan ade kat rmh ni pulak kuar..abah sakit kaki..just make use of what ever I had je lah..so used the premix making brownies..dark chocolate flavored..kebetulan jgk tok ade kt rumah ni..hehe..buat la..pon da lame jugak xbuat..

so buat tuk tea time this evening..sekarang da quater abis..mlm sikit nnti mesti separuh..haha..kek kat rumah ni  memang xbleh tinggal lama..sume jenis makan kek..ooO siap je buat n tunggu tuk kek tu sejuk kejap..pastu ammar mintak nak roti..cehh..da buat kek nak roti pulak...bawak satu piring kat dia..tuk orang laen jugak sebenar nye..buat2 la suap kat dy..haha..secubit dy ngap..bgi lagi secubit ngap lagi..bagi lagi tuk kali ke tiga..ngap jugak..last2 baki kek yang tiggal nak kasi kat orang laen dy makan sume...abis satu pinggan kat dyu sorang..hahaha..kunun nak makan roti..skali aku suapkan kek tros xmintak2 dah roti..haha..suke hati! tok suke abah pon suke..:D

buat kek paling best ble tengok orang laen makan dengan suke nya..hehee:D berbaloi2 buat kek camni..hee:D klu berbaki lagi nak bawak pegi esok..bekal dalam bas..btw on the mood of berjalan..haha..will be attending kenduri classmate..

waa classmate aku yang sorang ni da nak nikah pon lusa..xsangka~hehe:D since dapat kad jemputan tu macam jaoh je lagi tarikh nya..tuptup..da lusa pon dy nak nikah..!heheee:D tumpang gembira la tuk kau abe..hehe..ucapan nanti ye..hehe..waaa~actually first kawan yang sebaya yang da nak nikah..hehehee:D mmg waaa~ haha..ok da trlebey perasaan suda..haha enuf!:P

esok akan gerak mlm..tapi da kene ade kat SA pagi2 tu jgk..sbb klu tidak xde sape nak antar ke SA..ktm sgt brguna..hehe..oke singing off

wsalam :D

baru

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as you all can see..i had changed my template..at first decided not to..because malas..need to make few changes here and there if change the template..but the template design is oso tempting..haha..so tuka jgk la..hehe..picked this one out of the top four favorites..but before this one tried the other one..but somehow didn't fit my widget..so changed into this one..and this is it..tadaaa..!!

then browse around my lists of followed blog that listed in here..there way below this..hehe..and came about to my aunty's blog..she did a new post that i haven't had a chance to read it..so click it..plus she has a way of writing..really liked her way of writing..hehe..

so its about her latest baby delivery..yup she just delivered another baby..alhamdulillah both are well of...both mommy and baby are well during the delivery..she op for elective ceaser because the baby position in transverse line..

tetibe trdetik dalam hati..huu..susa ny nk deliver a baby..being in the state of labor is somehow cemas..it can happen anytime..just waiting the right time for the baby to come out..nak menghadapi keadaan tu memang mendebar kan..need to be mentally and physically as well as spiritually prepared..if not mommy may loose it..respect to all mom..

ummi herself delivered seven of us..all delivered normally..harap2 masa ummi beranak kan han dlu tak susa..cuma rasanya bila da besar ni y banyak susa kan ummi..huuu..banyak songeh..huu..

menjadi seorg ibu sememang nya sangat mencabar..first you have the pregnancy period..then delivering period..next up the journey of motherhood..which will not stop until you stop..a job that will have no MCs..no punch-in or punch-out card..means all the time mommy..even for working or carrier lady..when you have a kid..you still a mother to that child at all time..then no off days..there is no day that is like I-don't-want-to-go-to-work-today-day...it's a constant never ending job..even when your daughter are married..when she delivered a baby..she still needs her mom to help her go through the confinement period...

besar nya jasa ibu...sayangilah ibu anda :)

to enda and along y baru sje deliver two lovely babies congrats from me..have a pleasant confinement period..although as been heard from ummi that confinement period is not so happy moment..hehe..she don't like confinement period..hehe..take care the babies..may the babies be a good baby that listen to her mother (^_^)

sekali lagi ke sana!! (^__^)

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just got back from cameron highland...went there again..hehe..tapi kali ni pegi reramai..dlu pegi ngn fam che rah je..kali ni siap ade che ayoh skali..hehe..ala2 fam gathering la jgk tapi x cukup sume..busy and xtersampai nk ikot..huu...xpe la..buat pulak laen kali...next year..haha

oohh kali ni ikot sbb substitute kak..ummi iye2 nk suh dy gi..dy pulak ade prog laen..huu

oke..pegi sane hari jumaat..brtolak pagi..keluarga ku xikot brkonvoi sekali..lambat sket nk brtolak..heh~
walau macam mane sekali pon sampi jgk..hehe:D dan pegi tido dekat tempat y hari tu tu jgk..century pine~btw mmg best tido situ..suka sbb bilik dy best..haha..ade tangga klu amek bilik y jenis tu dpt la bilik tu ade tangga..sbb dua tingkat..hehe..seronok haha..tpi penat naek turun tangga je keje..hihihi..

kali ni pegi byk tngkap gamba..haha..gamba buat kelab peminat kipas-susah-mati-hana mizuka..agak2 ade la memeory card tu dipenuhi dgn gamba hana je..haha..separuh gamak ny..hehe..mmg suda melebey2..haha..
ooh budak kecik sorg ni mmg mengeram kan..haha..kecik serta comel..heee;D

naek cameron pegi tempat y hampir sama mcm hari tu...tapi saje la bwk che ayoh gi jalan..kebetulan da sampi kt rmh anak2 dy kt KL/selangor ni...bawak la gi jln2..y ade sekali ahri tu che ngah-ngn akim dan bee je..che -rah sekeluarga..che era and fam..suli and fam..seri and fam..che ayoh..pastu kami-ummi abah ammar najiah and me..

hari sampi tu..petang tu makan2 dekat bilik hotel..hehe..masak siap2..makan nasi..bagi2 tugas masak nasi sambal bwk pinggan dll...menarik klu nk save duit..!hehe..sbb gi reramai kn..mmg akan save duit klu buat camni..hehe..klu mkn kedai lgi byk pki duit ny...baek pki duit tu tuk beli brg2 laen..
pastu petang tu gi jalan tgk ladang teh...turun ladang teh..huaa curam..turun sket je..you know me..haha snap2 picture...minum2 teh sambil makan kek kt situ..view y menarik dan cantik..hijau je..green is good!
malam lepas dinner brsama aktiviti bebas...just hang out bersama..hee..

esok ny gi jalan kt mardi..xsure nama betul tempat tu..tpi aku panggil taman mardi..hehe..suke hati je panggil camtu..tgk strawberry flowers tomatoes and several herbs...then beli teh nk bwk balik kt mardi punya tempat tu...part ni ibu2 mmg borong la..ayah2 duk je kt luar tu..hehe..
pastu nk dekat tengah hari tu check out..otw back tu singgah kea farm..beli sayur jagung limau..then balik..:D

yang seronok nye trip kali ni sure lah budak2 laki bwh2 tu..tetibe geng mereka memonopoli bilangan pulak..tetibe trtanya2 manakah geng2 ku..jwp sendiri: mereka sibuk dgn hal laen..oohh..phuu~
ammar la sgt excited..haha..seronok dy dpt maen dgn cuzen2 dy mcm haziq ngn wafi..haha..seronok jgk tgk mereka maen sesama..hehe..seronok ny jadi budak2..maen2 je..hehegamba amek kali ni mmg byk gamba mereka jgk..mereka memonopoli~

aku pon sekali lagi trsibuk2 dgn ibu2 tak pon dgn anak dara 2nd class..haha..apesalah ny..sekali sekala parti bebas..ahaha..ibu2 pon seronok jgk..dyorg seronok la leh jumpe pastu borak..borak ape tah..tapi y dengar ni pon mcm join syok je dengar..haha..mlm tu che ngah tido sekali ngn fam aku..pastu ummi sampi tido kt bwh jgk..hihi..sebab ny nk borak punye pasal..haha..tapi mmg seriously ralik dgn mereka brborak pasal zaman dyorg kecik2 dlu..klaka...masing2 dgn cite trsendiri..haha..kami y anak2 ni dengar pon tumpang gelak sekali..hee:))
malam tu pon ammar siap sleepover kt bilik seri sbb geng dy kt situ..haha..naseb bilik sebelah2..tah ape y mereka buat mlm tu...tapi kann...hihihi..pagi esok ny tetibe dgr y irfan trpatah gigi..hehe..sian pulak..maen macam mane la tu sampi patah2 gigi..adey~budak laki mmg begitu kah..~?!

tapi kali ni pegi xsesejuk dlu..tapi cuaca dy baek la..xhujan mcm dlu..tyme pegi dlu musim ujan..pegi semalam ok2 je cuaca ny..cuma ny xbape sejuk dahh..cameron da xsejukk..!!huu..dlu2 masa kecik pegi mmg suka gi cameron sbb sejuk sgt..haha..da mcm pegi luar negara..tapi sekarang da tak daah...makin panas..ooh bumi semakin panas!

tata~

not so cheesy

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huaaa...tdi tengah hari nk petang2 camtu buat kek..like i always did before..but it did not turned out like it used to..huuh..

kali ni buat bersama hajar dan kak..along with the other subordinate(najiah iman and solehah:P) not to be forgotten the junior chef..ammar..haha..semangat sgguh kali ni nak buat..beli barang la..mintak recipe dari seri..tanye cara buat la..sampaikan seri siap cek barang2 y di beli...mmg mintak tunjuk ajar dari seri..sbb sebelum ni xpenah2 pon buat cheese cake..its cheese..and its cheesy..haha..whatever it means..

actually mmg xberani nak buat cheese cake..sbb texture ny lembut2 camtu..i afraid that when baking it..i can't tell whether it had already fully baked or not..tapi disebabkan hajar begitu brsemangat nk buat..maka sy pon OK je..just need some push..haha..

dan lepas je lunch tdi..tros buat..hehe..mula2 buat base ny..did i mentiond siap beli baking pan baru tuk buat cheese cake ni..haha..meaning nk buat selalu lah pasni..haha..oke sambung balik..base ny pakai biskut..baru tahu rupenye camtu buat ny..klu x buat mmg xthu sampi sudah...pastu let it be in the fridge..then the filling and this is the cheesy part..haha..just beat all the ingredient...actually not much of a different from making the the usual cake..the base and the usage of cheese make it different..beware the measuring of the ingredients play important roles though..and that was where we slipped up..huaa~ major disaster!

as seri told me on how to make the cheese i just listen and hope that all that her words will stick like glue inside my head..but of course being me with such small capacity in remembering things..haha..i messed up the units..huaa~ instead of 2 table spoons i used up 2 cups of flour..and being so YAKIN of it...is another thing..haha..dushH~

so there we go..the case of cheese cake being turn ntah nk kate ape pon xtahu le...frust..kek pertama y silap dan xsedap nak makan..except for the centre part..y tu ade rasa mcm cheese cake sket..sket je lah tpi ny..huuu..

to make thing worst..dah ajak ainaa dtg rumah tuk makan kek tu semalam ny..dan kek tu xjadi..sian ainaa makan kek y xbest..!huhu..tapi nak touching sgguh lahh..i had tasted it..and it was bad..but she manage to finished it all up the whole slice..dy nak rasa kek y aku buat..and she finished it..aku pon makan x abis sbb xley trima rasa dy..huhu..terharu ny...mmg la made my day a bit..hehe..:D tpi sgt segan sbb serve jgk kek tu kt ainaa...huu..

so laen kali nak buat lagi..!yeah..!(semangat..haha) but not in th emean time..
ohh nk test tpi xbace ape lagi..apelah perangai ni...shuuu~

voir~

kenduri = family gathering :D

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ye..seperti tajuk di atas..sabtu semalam baru je selesai kenduri kahwin pak sepupu sy..pak sepupu means sepupu kepada ummi..tapi ny dy baya2 umo sy dan cuzens y laen..dlm 20's yo jgk...so rasa mcm dekat je...haha..makna ny ape di siru..ntah~

tema ny garden wedding yand dibuat di maep bistro..dekat dlm MARDI punya tempat...hehe..theme colour nya GREEN..adakah brsempena ingin manyahut seruan kerajaan to go green..hmmm...xkot..well anyhow..both bride and groom i hope they will have a happy marriage life..have lots of kids :P and may both of you be happy together till the end..congratulation to khalil and izzah..:D

next up..WHO'S NEXT..??! hehe:P

WARNING: sila bce dgn accent kelate(walaupon y menulis ni xbape reti kechek klate..)

suda menjadi kebiasaan lah rase nye klu dah ade kenduri family t terdekat sume y dari perak, kelantan dan terengganu akan pakat2 turun seme..(klu event ny di KL/selangor) kebetule da sapa sini gok mreko pon gi jale serato KL/selangor..gi ziarah la we all yang duk sini..ehehe..so tadi ade le bowok jale tante and seri with family..bowok jale putrajaya..gi sightseeing di PICC..up hill veiw..lawa bena..nampok la permandangnge putrajaya..

lepah tu gak gi lah masjid putrajaya..solat zohor situ..tangkap gmbr sikit2..

then pegi beli ticket tuk naek cruise di tasik putrajaya..beli ticket dale puku 2.30pm gitu..tapi we all punya schedule cruise nye pukul 4pm..waah ape lagi brlegar2 lah kat kawasan sekitar...beli makanan..minuman..duduk melangok..tgk oghe lalu lalang..pastu gak ade binatang y di"display" tuk tangkap gambar...budak2 ni sume pakat2 nk puku gamba ngn ular sawa..ape lagi join je la...SUKEee~ ooO tapi sebelum itu..sy saje la try sentuh2 mr.python itu..oke first time sentuh ular..hmm..lembut lembik2 camtu kulit dy...licin pon ye gak...sentuh satu jari je..haha..pastu ntah mcm mane tetibe kepala ular itu brtentangan dgn kepala ku...almost been kissed by mr.python (not the usual way around where the human kissed the python) naseb baek lah org y jage tu sempat alih kan kepala ular itu..klu lambat sikit mmg da kne cium..haha..tgn tr"freeze" dari nk push away kepala ular tu..huu..

masa y dinanti telh tiba..maka naek la cruise tour tersebut...not bad...cover almost half of putrajaya..showing the building along the lake..which is quite a lot of buildings..kejap2 ke kiri..kejap2 ke kanan kepala ni sbb tour guide tunjuk kn bangunan itu ini..dan design2 bangunan ny mmg menarik..from engineering perspective really good exposure..with the bridges crossing the lake..about four or five bridges..all inspired by the well known bridges in the world like the golden gate bridge, san fransisco and sydney harbour bridge, sydney..in much samll scale size that is...ooH tetibe rase mcm nk buat site visit ke putrajaya..haha..

my point is..asal je ade event y mcm kenduri ni..sure sume y brkesempatan akan brkumpul...hehe..seronok je ble sume ade..meriah..haha..mcm y selalu diperkata kn..."pok2 kte je da mcm bekwoh.."so true..hehe:D
ooH ble sume nk balik rmh che secara serentak ni..hehe..

pesanan penaja: bulan jun ni bulan kenduri ke ape..??!byk jgk org kawin ye bulan ni..ooH cuti sekolah kann..sinonim ny malaysia ni..ble cuti sekolah je..sume org nk buat kenduri kawen..haha..nnti nk kawen tyme xcuti sekolah la..haha..ehh!xley2 nti sedara mara xdpt dtg..OKEH da ngarut..till next post :)

somewhere~

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 mood: traveling~
tetibe rasa nak naek kapal terbang dan berjalan ke tempat orang..
tetapi terasa di bawah cuaca (under the weather) tak baek2 sampai la ni..batukbatukbatuk..bersinbersinbersin..

bila pulak nak demam betol2..macam xsuda cerita pulak kalu batuk ngn selsema x demam..ooOh bukan mintak supaya demam tapi selalu nye macam tu..ble xdemam2 macam xsuda2 pulak y dua tu..huhu..ape lah..dah macam ni mintak sakit pulak..pa kahhH..??!patot langkah ke belakang dan ucap alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah~

wsalam~

обновление!!!

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mari update kedaan semasa..!!

hajar will come here to my house tomorrow..hehe..bleh la hang out..ehe..she'll be driving herself along with nu'man to my house..you go girl..hehe..for driving here yourself..!!ooh rumah dy tggl dy dgn nu'man je lah..sbb sarah kt matriks..epi kt uitm perak or melaka..she is on study leave...ganti mak ngn abah dy lah...achik and ayah chik had been departed to mekkah today..they went for umrah..smoga selamat menyelesaikn umrah dan balik dengan selamat..insyaAllah..smoga dipermudah kan urusan di sana..ooh..sarah dlm minggu ni telah di-admited-kn ke hospital sbb masalah lutut dy..risau pulak..takut2 ade prob dgn nerve..she had to undergo MRI and CT scan if not mistaken...just hearing those kinda scans made me shivers..smoga sarah xde pape yang serious..!

gara2 tengok banyak sgt grey's anatomy (back-to-back episodes)..hehe:P da paham sikit terms y doctor pki..daN dalam cerita tu klu buat MRI or CT scan mesti nya akan ade kes y either life or death..so they end up operating on the patients..yup its is the surgeons punye doctors punye cerita that i'm talking about..so in end mmg they will operate their patients..cut open their chest for the heart of lung problems..cut open their brain for the nerve or brain problems..cut open their stomach area for any abdomenial cavity disease..sometimes have to perform cesarean section or c-section for short to deliver babies..sgt tertarik..hehe..

in that drama..the heart surgeon is potrayed as the most "hardcore" surgeon..yeke dalam keadaan sebenar as in real life..??!doktor2 di luar sana sila lah jawap..hehe..dlu I personally like the heart of all most organ in our body..way back during spm time..dlu took biology..hehe..but somehow ended up with civil engineering right now..takdir (cehh~)..hmm...macam mane tah..??!hehe..

anyhow...suke jgk blaja biology ni dlu..intersting..learning about yourself..hee:D terasa lebih dekat dgn pencipta kita..one way to see Allah The Almighty punye kuasa is by looking to yourself..tgk tgn kita pon dah bleh rasa how besar nya kuasa Allah tu...bergatung kepada cara kita melihat sesuatu itu..syukuri lah nikmat Allah walau ia nya nampak macam simple je..:) se-simple2 benda itu lah yang made that one particular thing complete..seperti ibu jari anda yand bercap jari..kalu xde itu tak ke haru hidup..nak grab hold to things pon akan susa..asyik2 terjatuh je..sbb tangan kite licin..joints dekat jari tu pon ade guna ny..kalu xde..xde nya dapat sy nk taip sume bnde ini dengan mudah..sebab susa nk gerak..anda y baca pon akan susa nk scroll down sampi ke baris yang ni nak baca ape yang sy tulis..

fikir dan zikir..subhanallah besar nya ciptaan mu..

wallahu'alam

sekian dlu biat hari ini..:)

10 years~

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10 tahun akan datang..insyaAllah klu masih di beri kesempatan nyawa utuk sampi ke sepuluh tahun lagi hayat ni..ape y akan sy buat yeh...??

hmmm..some say i'll be replacing my mum..meaning being an engineer or being a mum..hmmm..probably both..insyaAllah :D

hmmm..the same person also said that i might be like prof jun-my lecturer in uni..great one..somehow seeing a bit of my mum in prof jun..workwise that is..hehe..hmmm...hmmm...dunno~

and that very same person also said that i'll get married...hmmm..hmmm..hmmm...find me one lah then we can talk..haha..joking~ sure i want to get married some point later in my life...when will it be..hmmm...wallahualam~

but the later is way out of prospective of discussion..way way off topic..haha..ade ke~adey~(--.--")

actually this came about because abah asked me before..where should we settled down when he(abah) n ummi retired later in years..that is about likely be in 10 years time..hmmmm...means where do we(kami2 anak dy) want to live..here in bangi or be backed in kuantan..hmmm...

for me..for this time being..being in bangi is ok..ok means xnak pindah..hehe..mungkin sbb da mula selesa dgn keadan..heh..it took about 6 years huh to finally said ok..haha..i tend to hold on the past much longer than i thought..haha..ape lah..maybe the condition of the house overall plays the role..are been renovated last year..makin suka dgn rumah di bangi...

plus mst of the sepupus are here..nearby the area..area around selangor/KL/nilai..its easier to see each other..get together or family gathering is awaited..hehe..with all the foods and the chit chatting..yep! sukeeeE~

its also near to school-uni...i can easily be backed home..hahaHAHA...plus i think being in selangor is stratigic..it is in the middle of the map..kak is in johor and i was a while ago in penang..so home is in the middle..made it more near to home..dannN sekarang dah kt shah alam lagiii lahhhh dekat nyeee~wee~

well back to the question..in 10 years time to come..i'll be what..31 year old by then..i'm sure i'll be finishing my studies..have a job..be married..maybe have a kid..hohoho(its funny thinking of the future like this..LOL)
haha..its ok either place actually...but its is good to be backed to where your're born and raised which is in kuantan..hmmm...but if ummi n abah wanted to stay here in bangi it's also ok..hmmm...
all in all it's fine either way..i hate making choices like this..phuuu...

sejak cuti~

as salam..

okeh ni post pertama semenjak pulang ke rumah...tarak idea sbnar nye..atau lebih kepada xtahu nk tulis macam mane sbnar nye..hehe..

mom's day

as salam...

hari ni tamat suda ketas menagement...hoping for the best :)
tomorrow is mother's day...

tdi bukak facebook...typed "ummi"-instead of her name- the result show so many people with the name of ummi...shocked!!hehe..nape byk sgt kawan aku brnama ummi..?br-pelik2 seorg diri..aloohh salah taip nama..daa..ngengg~! iye lah da pngil ummi mestilah" ummi"  takkn by nama pulak..!!

pokok nya sy hanya ade satu je ummi dalam dunia ni..one and only..not two not three or not even 10..only ONE...and i really love her so much *heart...

yup you can have many children as much as you want..wives if your spouse let you to..husbands if you re-marry..many aunts and uncles..lots of nieces and nephews..lots of cousins...but you can only have ONE mom and dad...i really love them both! yes i do..! you loss them even when they are still alive your are living with nothing...if there are already gone make doa for them..a lot of..applies even when they are still alive..love them..cherish them..whenever you still can..don't live with regrets for not being able to love them..

ummi selamat hari ibu..juga selamat hari ibu kepada ibu2 y membaca post ini dan ibu2 di luar sana..:) sanyangilah ibu anda sebelum terlambat :)

najiah dear...

as salam..

di atas permintaan anda wahai najihah nasharudin...brsempena dgn hari lahir anda...nah this is for you..as you wish my dear...but i don't promise any tears will trickle from you as you're reading this..so just enjoy the ride..

to day is 5th of may..but her birthday was actually on the 2nd of may..due to the exam today i forgot to wish her..but i do remember her birthday..cuma x wish je...x dan..sibuk belajar...haa..sbenar nye knn...sy ni x penah pon ingt tarikh birthday awk y sebenar..sbb i always thought of it-your birthdate-on the 5th of may...sokmo ok..!year in year out mesti dok ingt y birthdate awk bukan 2 mei...xtahu lah sbb ape...best sgt ke 5/5 ni smpi sy dok ingt asyik2 tarikh ni ble smpi bulan 5..tahu lahh..awk pon tahu knn...hehe..sorry dear..sbb sy suke tarikh tu agak nye...hehee..lalala..

hehehehe...TAPI..!tahun ni sy mmg ingt tarikh lahir awk...the actual one..the 2nd may...YUP i did..!hee:D dannN sy siap ingat kn ummi tarikh lahir awk tau..ummi xtringt pon..sbb before tu sy ade call rmh...hehe..kalu x xdpt lah awk mkn pizza najiah..haha..

ok dy ni hmmmm...one word to describe her: LOUD!!
dy ckp- kuat
dy gelak- kuat dan besar
dy jerit- nk pekak telinga org...
dy nanges- mmg kuat
dy mmg BISING...haha :))
dy suka br gossip- SUKA SGT~
dy SUKA MAKAN SGT2
dy suka GELAK

tapi ble je ade org laen..jeng3~ sume y kt atas tu brubah mnjadi y sebalik ny kecuali part makan...hohoho..
ckp nk bisik2..antara dgr x dgr je suara..hehe..adey~

dy dlu kecik2 dy lah y paling gemok..haha..sy xnk censored pon najiah..haha..sampi skg poN...hoho...anak2 ummi ngn bah ni sume nye jenis gemok2 tyme kecik2 except for kak..sbb dy mmg xnak membesa..tpi sume nye akn kurus pulak ble semakin besa..tpi tidak awk najiah..hehe..you maitain..hehe..but skg..da kureng  KOT lah..haha..but you are always big for me...hehe..

awk baek ngn iman..iman abek ngn awk..selalu maen sesame..DAN selalu jgk jadi musuh sesame..xpaham konsep ni..haha..disebab kn awk lahir jarak jaih sket je dri sy selang 4 taun..kte mcm ade dua generasi set..sy abg ngn kak masa kecik2 rapat 3 org..selalu maen 3 org...dan awk selalu maen ngn iman and solehah...jgk selalu gaduh ngn dyorg...

awk ni klu nk maen suke nk menang je...xpon nk sume bende sama rata..xde y blhe lebey dari dy..dy lebey xpe..haha..dan awk jgk agk kedekut..haha..:P duit xpasti lah..tpi kedekut barang..haha..klu buku conteng tu..awk gune konsep "susun-atur"...xpahm dahh...nama pon buku conteng..maka conteng lah sesuka hati..xyah lah susun2 atur...pastu xkan mula conteng kt muka surat laen klu x abes muka surat y sebelom ny...DAN pen dlm pencil case sgt byk..tpi sebtg je y boleh pki...sbb awk "syg" nk buang...haha..

tapi awk caring sbb awk brkira tu..awk pikir kt org laen sbb awk brkira dan nk sama rata kn sume bnde..hee...pastu senang nk suh awk tolong itu ini..hehe..you are very helpful sister..haha..tapi ble suh tolong kemas mmg masalah..haha..dan awk mmg ble suh tolong cari barang...sure x jumpe..haha..anda fail mencari barang..hehe..DAN sgt seronok jgk ble anda dibuli..hee:D siap ngn ammar buli awk jgk...

ok i swear that i never say this other than my blog or to any other people..ok you are sometimes make the house more lively...seriously...! ble sy balik cuti sem mmg baru nmpk bnde alah ni berlaku...well it's because your are LOUD..your loudness makes the house more lively..the quite house seems to be filled with your loudness..ummi did say this that the house was rather quite when kak and i went away for our uni's..with abg day in day out... you know the drill kan najiah....hehe..tapi kt rumah tu ade awk...seriously rumah tu akan lebih sunyi kalau awk kuar pegi masok uni nnti..trust me..seriously...ummi mesti lagi sunyi..iman dagn sports dy...solehah dgn sibuk dy y sy pon xsure ape y dy sibuk2 kan..hehe..tapi awk ade je dekat rmh..sbb awk xmnyibuk kn diri dlm aktiviti sekolah ke ape maksod nye..haha..

my point is ble sy bgn pagi2 tyme cuti2 sume org da kuar gi sekolah...gi keje...pastu sorg2 balik dari sekolah..dari keje...ble iman balik je dy bwt ape...tv...ble solehah balik dy bwt ape..tido..abg tros gi masok bilik dan kuar ble dy rase nk kuar...ammar balik pon tv dan toys dy...tpi awk balik awk greet org dlu..greet org y dlm rumah tu...you are people person ke ape..haha..maybe..mungkin awk ni ade perasaan lebih sket dari org laen..haha...pasyu rajen jgk layan ammar...ble dy mintak lukis kan ape2 pon awk suke je tolong...pastu suke jgk nk bwt plan2 y mantop...konon nk jdi mastermind lahh..hehe...

to najiah: hey awk mmg gemok je walau da kurus..hehe..have a blast in your life...although i don't play with alot during the childhood days but i'm glad that we remain close  rite now...gud luck for your upcoming SPM..blaja leklok..jgn asyik tgk korean je...sile lah selalu brborak dgn ummi...rmh akan sunyi ble awk xde..so jgn selalu xde kt rmh..huu..wei..mintak hadiah kt kakak taneem..hehe..bye~

wsalam~

spaghetti dan kereta

as salam...

semalam baru selesai satu paper..determinate structure..wuu..one word: PENAT..!

the papaer started during the evening at 2.15pm...so the whole day was so anticipated waiting for that paper to finally start..huu..tiring..menunggu nk jawab paper tu tuk tengah hari agak meletih kan...sepanjang hari rasa x selesai...huhuu..and when its finally over it was like pheww~ but not really doing well..hukhuk..pray for the best...it do consumed a lot from me..badan tros saket2..hehe..gara2 xbrganjak nk jawab paper..mmg "prakk" lah bunyi sendi2 ku tatkala masa mnjawab tamat..hehe...now should be focusing on design-the next paper to be..

as promised to my housemates that i would cook the spaghetti with the traditional sauce after the paper-for dinner..and i did..hee :D but right after the paper i said that "hari ni masak xsedap...spaghetti akan rasa xbest"-gara2 jawab paper determinate..huu..tros dyorg xnak makan...sbb takot x sedap..haha..memain je lahh~ well it went well..i cooked it with the help of teha potong cendawan dan rebus kn spag..sauce nye mcm biase cap prego-trbaeK..! tambah ape y patot...kuah nye x bape thick sgt sbb byk masok kn air..wished it be more thick but still good...y syok ny HABES..!!sambil buat "slumber party" di rumah we all makan spag tu..hehe..da lame nk mkn spag with traditional sauce then bru semalam dapat :D pueh hati (^_^)
dapat bagi satu bekas kt en faliq sbb dy ade mintak hari tu...tpi tu lah sikit sgt...dapat lah sorg mkn...sian x sume dapat rasa..hehe..xpe2 xrugi pon...lenkali je lah..huhuhu~

DAN...mlm tu jgk mrk2 kuar cari jalan tuk pegi knduri esok ny...malang memang x berbau...they got into accident...alhamdulillah sume xde y cedera..kete je y rosak sikit...kne langgr dari belakang...tapi org y langgar tu y trcedera...smoga dy xcedera trok...trkejot tyme dpt tahu...huu...naseb ade spy y bgi tahu..time kaseh lah ye...if not dyorg balik baru tahu y dyorg accident...

actually i was also supposed to follow them...but decided not to go because i'm too tired from before-jwab paper determinate n memasak straight after that..badan tetibe mcm lenguh2..so xjadi follow...if not i would also be in that car...alhamdulillah...makne nye suh duk diam2 kt rumah ble malam mnjelma...cari jalan ke ape ke esok2 pagi je lah...huhu...sian kt dyorg...memlm baru dpt balik lepas da report n setel kn sume hal y perlu...

sekali lagi pesanan penaja: bawak kete/moto/lori/bas dll secara brhati2 n brhemat...ingt lah org trsayang :)
sekian

wasalam

be strong dear self

note to self: 

be strong please :)

weep~

sometimes you just need to weep every now and then..weep all you want..you don't have a proud tear duct..so weep..all is better after that..

rumah or rumah

as salam~

mari br-blog sekejap..da penat hadap buku satu hari suntuk..huaa..byk lagi xcover..da kire2 tdi klu xponteng hari bce buku sempat la insyaAllah..tpi tu lah..suke beno ponteng bce buku..puhuuu~(--_--")

suda satu minggu duduk di rumah..blaja di rumah..hehe..who knows i CAN study at home..heh..(da tu dlu tyme sekolah blaja celah mane awk hannan haahh..?! >_< ) hehe..tpi tu lah sejak masok uni ni mmg susa..SUSA nk balaja di rumah..asbab ny mmg set dlm kepala asal balik NO BOOK..!!hohoho..at least buku blaja lah..hehe..tpi kn actually sgt best pulak blaja di rumah..hehe..sbb nye x yah pikir pasal mknan..sbb kalu lapo je..turun bawah..bukak tudung saji aje je mkn..bukak almari mkn ade je bekalan mkn y x kehabisan..hehe..alhamdulillah..time kaseh abah sbb beli mkn tiap2 minggu tuk kami :) kalu kat rumah sewa..huhuuu agak2 tentu2 dah mkn tunggang langgang..silap haribulan xmkn..xtrurus nk mkn...sbb nk kene gi beli kt makcik payung..nk masak..huu..exam period ni mmg x rajen nk asap kn dapur rumah sewa tuu..heh--.--"

dan kadar kemungkinan untuk nk STRESS sampi nk jerit2 itu AGAK TINGGI jugak lah...sbb pusing kiri org laen tgh blaja..pusing kanan org laen tgh blaja..pusing depan blakag sume nmpk osmate laen blaja..wahahaha..TENSION SAYA!! last2 kang pandagn atas je tros..meaning TIDO..ohohooO:P

tetapi..blaja di rumah pon agak tergoda..sbb serba lengkap..dgn TV nye..dgn tenet y agak2 laju nye..dgn AMMAR(>o<) hehe..mmg cek xblaja lah nmpk nye...ooO dan mmg dah trgoda beberapa kali..haha..ting tong kamu hannan..haha..TV tukar je channel mane..ade je y menarik hati nk tgk...paling2 kurang layan org memasak..sedap~;p tenet pulak...need not to elaborate more..ni tgk lah ni tgh bwt ape ni..haha..klu dok rmh sewa post ni xkn tr-post pn sbb tenet mcm siput2 je speed dy..hehe...oO not to mention FB (ooOpss da mentioned ;p)

DAN AMMAR (>o<) wehehe...mmg x abis2 kalu layan dy..haha..geram je...kalu layan dy mmg keje laen akn terbengkalai..haha..layan dy maen game lah..layan dy cakap lah..haha..selalu je..SELALU je tyme org dah bukak buku nk study..dy mari dekat mari dekat...haha..kebetulan lappy ini trbuka..dy pon ape lagi...brmodal kn muka comel :P dan ayat y sgt pure innocent nye mintak.."hannan can i play your computer..or when can i play games hannan..or can WE paly this game hannan..." n etc...saya sbagai kakak y baek hati :P ape lagi bukak kn game y dy nk maen..tpi ofcos dy xreti sgt nk mane game tuu...so spe y TOLONG MAENKAN...SAYA jugak..ehehehe..maka buku ku trbiar di tepi...wehehe...tyme jgk lah harap najiah ke iman ke ade..bleh maen ngn dy..huuuu..mereka ade sekolah...huu...

tapi tetap suke balaja di rumah :) sbb ade ummi n abah n mereka sume..hehe..huu..esok mahu pulang ke SA sudah..mule ny hari ni tapi ummi bleh antar kn esok..so got another night here...(=__*)

okeh..lapo...mkn dlu..pesanan penaja: hati2 di jalan raya..exam da dekat..sila study bebaek..!

wsalam..

allergic~

as salam....

semalam tema gatal lagi mangatal kn..smlm ummi masak mee bandung muar..sedap..!mmg best..!nak2 dah lame x mkn mkn y dimasak oleh ummi...

tetapi..xlama lepas itu...tgn mula trgaru2 tgn y sebelah lagi...mula2 ingt kn sbb bracelet y aku slalu pki tu..tpi pelik jgk lah klu sbb bracelet tu sbb dah slalu pki..dan biase ny paki kt tgn kiri..tapi tgn kanan pon dah gatal2...gatal ny sgt lahh..GATAL...oO kuku pulak ala bru lepas potong dan mcm tajam2 gitu..lagi la sedap nk garu2...aha..tros merah2...padan muka...

adakah aku sudah alah kpd udang2-an..tidak..!mungkin dlm rencah mee tu trlebey letak...mungkin...sebelum ni boleh je mkn udang sesuka hati..sebanyak y boleh mkn..huu..xkan lah xleh mkn dah..huuu...sedey2..

Ooo smlm balik2 je ade stu topik y best diutarakn...interesting...hmmm...jeng3~ (O_o)

** STUDY YEH!!!

HOME :)

as salam....

alhamdulillah da selamat smapi rumah...balik sbb cuti study week..ehh ape hal balik..??!bkn ke study week..bkn nye holiday..haha..(knn da lame x balik rumahku...rumah ku serta isi rumah-umi abah ammar dan mereka sume-nk aku balik..phuhuu :P ohh hannan awk mmg perhg-rah-saann...--_--")

tapi betol lah..da lame x balik rumah.. ohh malu nk ngaku diri sendiri nk balik rumah...haha...ok sy mmg nak balik..!:D hahahaha..

so kalau da study week makna ny kelas dah abis...test da habis jgk..tggl final exams...ooO weeks before the final week so stressed out..test brderet2...dgn nk siap kn assgn y last minute tetibe ade..dan dan dan....alhamdulillah dah lepas pon...TAPI..keputusan ny...huuu...sila bersemangat..!!(pujuk diri sendiri..hah)

ooO plan study week ni byk...mestilah nk study...tapi hari ni xtrmasok dlm plan..still mood xnak sentuh buku lagi selepas minggu y memenatkn...make it happen hannan...

balik punye plan semalam sgt bukan plan asal....hehe..anyway da kat rumah pon...xkesah lah...maaf kalau da susah kn org2 y tertentu sbb kn aku nk balik ni....thanks for the help anyways..

what i can say is that i'm glad to come home :) and as usual ammar...tnye lappy dlu before kakak dy nih...err xtnye pon actually..sedey ny..huu...cubit jgk budak nih..hahahaha...ish~ :P oO tok ade kt rmh..seminggu dah...

~situasi semasa: prgaduhan ammar ngn najiah..ammar da pandai slammed the door..pintu depan pulak tuh..hahha...ngajuk kuar rmh...harap org pujuk..kihkihkih...intai2 ikut sliding door..kt balik2 dinding..haha..adey adek aku sorg ni..haha..

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we.us.human

as salam

baru je suda tgk vid nie..sgt terkesan..kerdil nye kita sebagai manusia ni..baca post my cuzen dhuha tdi y ade post psl ni..sile lah..

wsalam :)

broga hill hiking

as salam...

post ni agak lambat ye brbanding dgn ape y bk dicerita kn di sini..gara2 internet y a bit slow..phuuu~

akhirnye smpi jgk ke bukit broga pada ahad lepas..panjat bukit tu..hehe..best2..sgt best..ooh tpi sbnar nye xplan langsong nk pegi...gini...mula nye teha la cite kata bdk2 laki y laen sume nk gi naek broga pagi ahad tu..aku dgn penuh rse excited nye ckp NK IKOT..!!!hehe..suro teha tnye kt faliq so that we all can tag along..hohoho..mmg muka x malu..sbb nye mmg nk sgt2 naek broga...hari tu abg naek pon da jeles da...tpi dia..so kali ni mmg nak sgt2 ikot..hehee:D sorry la kaco plan korg bdk2 laki sekalian..huu..ape lagi ajak lah budak2 rmh ika masyi teha yaya n nisa..yaya n nisa tyme ni da kt rmh masing2..tpi sbb yaya dekat serdang which is dekat jgk ngn broga tuu..n kebetulan ade yana y bleh drive...so ajak la jgk..then tetibe asma pon tnye psl ni jgk...so finally perempuan y pegi naek skali broga ialah aku teha yaya nisa yana ika masyi asma nad...itu pon sbb secara tetibe last minute jemput diri sendiri..hoho~ maaf x ajak y laen skali..sbb mmg rse nye xmuat kete nk ajak sume...kteorg ni pon last minute pnye plan...maaf korg!

then brtolak lah kami sume ke broga :) jam 5.30pg cmtu...brkonvoi reramai ke sane sbb y tahu jln nye pon sorg je...hehe...sbb kn sengat nk naek bukit broga bngun pkul 4am siap kn brg nk pegi..tido pon aci lmbt jgk mlm tu..hehe...siap kn keje..pagi tu sempat la bekal kn roti sapu coklat..bungkus  kn nk bwk naek n makan kt atas nnti..hehe...kete y jemput kami kt rmh pon smpi..then brtolak lah ke tmpt y dituju...yeahhh!!:) ~semangat


sampi2 je tros mula naek bukit..mmg la aku x warm up x ape..tros je naek..haha..bagOs sgt la tu...mula2 mmg la laju je..kte y kt depan...then i don't think even halfway through pon..da mula pancit..haha..stamina x kuat..tros bagi laluan tuk bdk laki lintas..sile lahhh!hehe..then smpi kt part  y agak cerun tpi still bleh naek lagi la...huu..takot jgk sbnar nye..almaklumlah.....then smpi la ke puncak y pertama..FYI broga ade 4 puncak..rest kejap lama kt situ..huu..amek nafas dlu..xnyawa naek cerun tdi...hehe..ooh ade incident kt sini..asma fainted..almost..!situasi cemas...mujur xpengsan betol2..alhamdulillah..

then aku pon tros kn panjat ke 2nd puncak..skali ngn nisa..ooO bdk2 laki da lame smpi kt puncak ke 3..huu..kami lambat..haha..smbil2  tu ade la snap few pictures..tgk kt FB lah..maleh nk upload kt sini..huu..then da dekat nk smpi tmpt nk daki the 3rd puncak...tgk2..waaaa...sgt la curam...sgt bgi pandang aku mmg curam..huu..masalah..!sbb takot curam..try jgk naek sikit..but cannot go any further...takot satu hal..pastu licin..kasut ku turut x membantu..so decided not to go..kang jatuh xde org nk angkat kang mmg la susa...so baek lah xpayah...xpe lah keselamatan lebih penting...i wanna go back in one piece ok!hehe :P

da xleh naek tu pandai2 lah menurun kn diri sendiri..haha..nisa ngn adek nisa tros kn jgk naek..aku trun dgn heppi-heppi ke sbb x dpt naek..?!:P laju je trun pegi puncak y pertama tu...haha..nk naek sikit pnye lambat..hehe..trun2 tros cari roti y bwk bekal tuu..lapo sgt..mkn dln dua keping then its snapping time..hehe:D
ok tempa dy mmg sgt cantik...lawa..indah..nyaman..saujana mata memandang..mmg layan je~ best2..tetibe trfikir..kan best rmh kt ats bukit haha..sejuk je hari2..haha..hari tu pegi cameron pon ade trfikir jgk kan best kalu dpt tinggal kt situ..jdi petani..haha..ape lah~

after long hours been there its time to go down back to the ground zero...phuu...ni pon mncabar jgk sbb nye licin..mmg turun dgn penuh brhati2..klu any missed steps mmg akn jatuh...alhamdulillah xde y trjatuh...selamat turun :) tpi bleh tahan laju jgk lah speed turun tu sbb licin..beberapa kali jgk lah nk trgelincir tpi xde pape y serius...turun2 tu hayat belanja air..ok syok dpt air free..haha..then next stop is to faliq's house..mak dy masak kn kami sume nasi lemak..sedapsedapsedap..!mmg lapo pon..da lapo sume sedap..hehe:D rehat la kejap agak lama jgk kt rmh faliq...lepas penat..naseb keluarga dy xkesah...huu sila jgn serik trima kami sbgi tetamu yeh..!tengah hari sikit gerak pegi rmh abe..mak dy masak lunch utk kami..mmg la hari tu murah rezeki..alhamdulillah..mak abe masak kn nasi minyak..hehe..aii mmg la xlame da tu abe..haha :)) insyaAllah~ tpi tu lah..kt rmh faliq da mkn nasi lemak..tpi pegi rmh abe still jgk lapo mcm ape je...agak nye sbb panjat broga pnye pasal lah kot..pon best jgk..sedap! dan dan...ade durian..! (>_<) teha la hantu durian hari tu..haha

finally headed back tu shah alam..weee :D what a journey..tiring but equally fun n joyful...lepas ni kne plan proper..ni pon pegi seriously last minute..mmg xsempat nk ajk semua..ni pon pegi ats ehsan bdk laki y sanggup bwk kami y perempuan..if not xpegi jgk..so kpd y xdpt join hiking ni sorry sgt..sgt2 la last minute..!maaf klu korg trase mcm xdiajak..sgt2 mintak maaf..! (-__-")

wsalam..

**actually post ni da lame nk du=i tulis..gara2 internet y slow kne edit separuh2..so skg bru la dpt siap kn..