moving on

salam..

after previous post i was taken aback a bit..but those who still have life in their soul should move on..pick up your pace..

so did my-suppose-to-complete-in-the-holiday-proposal..manage only to re-do the introduction-background..previous one macam tak satisfying enuf for moi..want to proceed to problem statement but caught up with the urge to stop..haha..buat baru sikit nak rehat..rabu dah kot hannan oii!ketok jugak budak ini..hai3~

why so no mood to do this proposal..grrr..

so the hot topic currently is the 13th General Election (13th GE) or oso know as PRU13..woot3!
ermm sy pon xreti pasal politik..jujur cakap.xreti. amik port la jgk tapi kurang faham lagi..byk kene baca lagi lah rasa nye..rasanye umo mcm ni mmg patot2 sgt la reti2 kan diri pasal politik ni..sebab sooner or later we are what the country have..tak kan lah ciri2 orang nye tak amik port psl politik gara2 alasan sy student dan politik bukan untuk pelajar..eh~ penah tak terdetik dalam hati camni? hmm...

you know what...the decision made by the political leader-whom yang kte ckp xnk amk port tulah-akan secara lansung/tidak langsung akan effect diri kita when we work so on so forth nnti..even masa tgh belajar ni pon effect jugak..seriously!

every votes counts.
and they just loose one vote sbb sy pon sedey sbb xdpt join voting for PRU13-which for me looks like a big change is in the making..maybe new chapter for malaysia..insyaAllah..kte undi Allah tentukan:)
sebab gara2 tak mendaftar dgn segera..pengajaran tuk diri ini..daftar awal2 lain kali..huu..sungguh kesedaran peri pentingnya politik amat lambat lah jugak tuk diri ini..

so to para pengundi2 sekalian y membaca ini..undilah tuk masa depan yang lebih baik..tor betterment of future..make a change..your vote counts:)

akhir kalam: biru pah dale! ^__^

tskk..tskk..

salam..

innalillah..baru je tertahu tadi..berita ni mungkin basi lah kot tuk org sekeliling dia..tpi macam baru "tertampar" tuk aku..seriously rasanya aku boleh santuni dia dgn lebih baik..tapi...astaghfirullah

met her during study year in penang..way back then..after I moved campus to shah alam met her back..alhamdulillah dalam suasana y lebih baik:)
masa kat penang dlu we all duduk bilik sebelah2..jiran satu aras..my roomate pon kawan dgn dia jgk..we all sesame part one time tu..kadang2 lepak2 lah jugak bilik dia..baik org nya..byk ckp..ketawa pon semangat..hehe..then next few sem masih kawan lagi dgn dia..jumpa kt sekitar kolej tegur2 macam biase..then one sem tu..sem 3 diploma..masa tu dh mcm tgh2 sem dan bilik aku masih kekosongan seorg lagi y shud be 4 org sebilik..so tgh2 sem tu kami dipertemukan lagi..and she's my fourth soomate that time..and she actually had some kind of sakit..sebab tu lah masok kolej eventhou dah tgh2 sem..she was very very very different from before..physically different..getting skinnier and had sort of skin problem..dlu badan dia sihat2 je..memang mcm org lain je..emotionally pon a bit different maybe due to the sickness shes bearing..she can't take solid food..sian sangat masa tu tgk dy..sebab tu lah jgk kot bdn dy jadi makin kurus..but shes stable as in takde serious case thorughout the end of semester..

then i moved into shah alam campus..dan sungguh jodoh kuat dengan dy..kami jumpa lagi..dalam suasana y sungguh lebih baik dari sebelumnya..dan kami satu liqa' usrah :) she said that her sickness had been better than the semster before..she looked better..dah tak sekurus masa kteorg satu bilik tu..tapi xsesihat masa first jumpa dy..as i mentioned..kami satu liqa' usrah..kdg2 texted her tnye kabar..but suddenly she stops replying..but i kept in touch with her and one day her brother replied saying shes got warded..terkejut..!
itu lah last heard from her..lepas tu ade tnye lgi..tpi abg dy xbalas..huu..

dan tadi..sungguh Allah nak kasi tunjuk kot..tergerak nak bukak FB dy..innalillah..baru dapat tahu..rasa mcm tak menunaikan hak seorg sahabat :c

Ya Allah semoga dia bersama orang2 yang beriman..semoga dia tenang di sana..

**terkesan sangat sebab lambat tahu akan kepergian dia..alhamdulillah dia sempat di-introduce kan pada jalan ini..hamba mu ini belum tentu ke mana nanti..astaghfirullah..

setahun lalu..tahun kini

assalam

lets flash back..to the last year..by last year i meant to the last year in tahun hijrah..biase tahun masihi kan..jom tuka angin sekejap..

p/s: mmg lambat sikit lah masa nya..sbb actually regarding maulidur rasul..huu

as I checked back the calender and also my previous posts..it falls back to the time I went to hiking..according to masihi calender it was due to next month if consider it last year..but if its according to hijr calender..it was right after 12 rabiulawal me and my friend went hiking to KK..so why I bring this up eh?

actually to reflect back..how different things are in a year..I think I'm not the same person as a year before..who knows me are you agree?

i felt different..i acted different..i think differently..i meant maybe i have grown up a lil bit..just little bit..so the way I think sort of a bit different..hmm..
well as you grow older you should also think differently..its called maturing with age..true some people said that age is just a number..sometimes people didn't change at all..that is a problem maybe..heh..mungkin~

but we should mature through time..or through experience..setuju?

let that be your pause and ponder moment..

now back to the date of 12 rabiul awal..well its none other speacial occasion of our beloved prophet muhammad SAW..
it didn't hit me as hard as this year about the important of keeping his sunnah alive..a year ago and years before I was like other people..most people kot..just celebrating it with the usual stuff..so-called berarak, selawat and stuffs..and mmg so common lah kalau kat malaysia tuk anak2 sekolah berarak satu kampung sambil berselawat..yep itu suatu suasana yang sy penah tempuhi..every tahun hijrah dtg..dtg tarikh ini..akan sambut mcm ini..ye..mmg tidak lah salah langsung..sebab berselawat ke ats Baginda rasulullah amat2 digalakkan..sila teruskan berselawat:)

but then..there is no meaning to me..to me ok..from my prospective..dri pandangan sorg budak daif ini..mcm..its that all I can do for him after so much he did for us..dlm hadith y sohih (xingt riwayat ny) on the day of resurrection (hari kita dihidupkan smula lepas mati) the first thing Rasulullah thought of is his ummat..ingat tak ustaz penah cerita yang masa Rasulullah nak wafat tu pon perkara terakhir dia sebut2 ialah umati umati umati (umatku umatku umatku)

dan siapa ummat Rasulullah? KITA lah..!

cinta nya Baginda pada kita..subhanallah..!

tapi kita cinta ke Rasulullah mcm itu?atau lebih?

so ape je lagi yang boleh kita buat tuk Rasulullah selain berselawat ke atasnya..?
hidupkan lah sunnah2 Rasulullah..dan ketahuilah sunnah nya yang terbesar itu adalah menyampaikan Islam keseluruh alam..

erkk..berat tu..even gunung pon bila Allah nak bagi tanggungjawab ini dia xberani..kita pulak?how are we?how are our iman?

something interesting happend to me this day of maulidur rasul..maybe some penah undergo such situations..that is interviewing the public..

and our task (during daurah) to do interview about maulidur rasul to public..and i was very excited (although tak tunjuk dengan action tapi dlm hati ekseted nak buat interbiu ni..ehehee) so i thought how was their (people's reaction) reaction..sure they knew him..we came up with a question: what character of Rasulullah that you like? something like that..and to none-muslim we asked the same..but before we asked do they knew who is Rasulullah..

and i was actually quite surprised that some know Rasulullah well and that is the none-muslim who said the beautiful character of Rasulullah..amaze!
and also shocked that so-called muslim didn't know much..some even refuse to answer..kami bersangka baik to that person maybe shy..hmm..
the reaction was really and eye opener to me..seriously..it trigger something inside me..huh~

as for all the reactions we recorded..and make a short video of all interviews done..yang mention kat atas tu about my group..other group also got some shocking reactions..
as i recall..the question was what if Rasulullah is here with you right now..? and that person answer was: I won't get day off (kalau rasulullah ade sy xdpt lah cuti hari ni) and when i heard it first time I was like seriuosly! no day off?! seriously!! errkkk~

mungkin reaksi aku tu teruk..huu..

terdetik lah saat tu..kerje kita masih banyak lagi..banyak lagi..jalan ini masih panjang..

so to that lets reflect ourselves back..how much love is our love to Rasulullah..to Him Almighty?
do check up on your heart..

mari menjadi hamba~

dia ada..kau ada?

assalam..

alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..

akhirnya hari ni selesai satu perkara..smoga Allah redha..

sekarang ni kalau tanya kat orang ramai..rata2 topik nya berkisar mengenai graduation sebab kebetulan kat uitm skg ni mmg tgh minggu konvo (jem satu uitm y sememangnya already congested..huihui..) ok itu satu perkara..satu lagi mungkin orang akan banyak berkata2 mengenai isu PALESTINE..rata2 classmate pon tanya pasal hal ni..erk to be honest..saya tahu tapi tidak secara terperinci pasal sejarah palestine sejak saudara se-aqidah kita ni diserang..mungkin kene lebih tambah ilmu pasal ini..hmm

ok itu bukan peri penting ape yang nak saya utarakan di sini..nampak lah masa sekarang ni orang2 di luar sana sangat concern akan isu ini..tapi yang agak menyedihkan..ianya seperti seakan bermusim..paham ke? means..certain period of time je orang2 di luar sana sangat kecoh pasal isu palestine..after awhile..lelame lepas tu akan senyap balik..dan akhir nya saudara kita di palestine tu macam seakan-akan kita lupakan..bila isu ni dah macam reda orang pon beransur2 mula melupakan mereka..

ketahuilah bahawa..mereka tidak hanya diserang pada certain time sahaja..hari2 mereka sgtlah mencabar dengan keadaan diserang oleh bom secara tiba2 oleh tentera israel..ye memang lah bukan everyday..tapi bukan jugak selang 6 bulan sekali!

mereka hidup dalam keadaan yang tersangat limited dari segala segi..ya Allah bantu lah saudara kami di palestine dan gaza..

so apa yang korg rasa korg perlu buat dan boleh buat sekarang ni? kita boleh terus bersama2:

• doa untuk mereka
• menderma di mana-mana tabung palestine
• memboikot syarikat/produk/kedai yang memberi sokongan padu pada tentera israel
• teruskan berdoa buat mereka

insyaAllah usaha kita y kita lihat sedikit dan seolah2 tidak memberi significant ini kalau kita buat dengan ikhlas kerana Allah akan diganjariNYA..ketahuilah bahawa Allah tidak melihat kepada result akhir apa yang kita buat tapi apa y kita buat tuk menghasilkan sesuatu hasil itu..paham ke?

mari saya kisahkan satu cerita yang saya kira amat lah sweet..hee:D

ni kisah yang sudah tidak asing lagi..kisah semasa zaman nabi Ibrahim..camni cerita nye..semasa nabi Ibrahim dibakar oleh kaumnya dalam satu unggun api y amat besar dan marak..ade lah kelibat seekor burung ni..kelihatannya dia sedang cuba memadamkan api y besar lagi marak itu dengan hanya menggunakan paruh nya y kecil..
errkk! logik la..nak padam api pakai paruh kecik je..memang lah effek sangat pada api y besa lagi marak tuu..lalala~
ye nampak kecik dan macam usaha yang sia2..tapi at least burung tu ada hujah pada Allah bila Allah tanya pada dia apa usaha yang dia buat semasa nabi Ibrahim sedang di bakar oleh kaumnya..kita ade ape? tettt!

jom ambil iktibar..buat lah sesuatu tu even kita rasa perkara itu sekecil2 perkara untuk bantu saudara kita di Palestine..

sekian:)

guilty pleasure

assalam..sekali lagi

ye memandangkan hari ini macam tiada kerja yang membebani..hoho..mari hapdate belog ini lagi sekali..
ya Allah rajen nye budak ini..anak sape lah niii..teeheeee;D 

truth be told..i kinda like being alone from time to time..its not really a guilty pleasure like the title of this post but boleh lah sikit2..hehe..kadang bila kena masa dan tempat nya sesuai lah untuk ber-lone ranger ini..tetapi tidak dalam berdakwah ye..itu sangat perlu kepada kekitaan kebersamaan dan ke..an2 lain..hehe

measti penah dengar kan kisah biri-biri dan sang serigala..ye biri-biri ini memang hidupnya dalam kawanan..hidup reramai..in one herd..makan sesama..jejalan sesama..tido sesama..ape2 pun bersama2 dengan kawanan nya yang besar itu..tapi..kekadang adelah seekor yang tersesat..terlari dari herd nya..terlepas jalan seorang diri dek kerana asyik benar makan rerumput yang rangup menghijau di padang seberang jalan..tanpa pengetahuan si seekor biri-biri itu sang serigala sedang galak memerhatikan dari kejauhan..menanti ruang dan peluang yang sesuai tuk menerkam sang mangsa nya..

kannn..tengokkk..kan tak selamat makan rerumput sensorang tu..satgi kene terkam dengan sang serigala terus hilang..tiada orang perasa ke hape..sebab itu perlu nya bersama2 dalam buat dakwah ini or being in this path..being in this path we need each other..because its is impossible to change all people when only you are the one whose doing the work..the world is too pleasing now days like I said in previous post..too pleasing that one biri-biri yang tersangat taksub dengan rumput rangup tu tersesat dari kawanannya..lantas menyebabkan dirinya mudah diserang anassir2 luar yang jahat macam sang serigala..

apedahtadi point kite...alaahh~ *.*
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lepas 3minit: oh ok dah dapat balik ~.~

yes..we need one and another..and I need to be with the others..seriously..! biah solehah itu amat lah membantu..bak kata kak.A dari mereka kita dapat tarbiyah secara langsung (direct) dan ekstra..mahal ehh nak dapat tu..dengan hanya bersama mereka kita dapat rasa..duduk sekejap je bersama mereka rasa banyak sangat apa yang mereka ada compare to myself..kat sini lah masanya nak mencedok ilmu..huhu..bahasaku~

point nya: hidupkan surrounding mu dengan mecipta biah solehah itu..jika tidak mampu..maka carilah biah itu..boleh ke? hmm..mari cuba lagi dengan lebih gigih..haiyaak! :D

stop and stare and ponder

assalam..

rasanya baru rejoice iman..alhamdulillah..buat beberapa ketika ini sangat tidak membantu ye suasana nye..adakah mungkin ini masa nya mencari biah solehah itu..mungkin saja..hmm

adelah series of incidents that i felt that i've been drifted..ya Allah sila tarik hati hamba mu ni kembali ke jalan yang kau redhai..sila lah hantar sesorang yang boleh buat saya jalan2 sekali dalam jalan ini..serius!

ye betul la kalau nak make a move or change or words yang boleh disamaertikan kene diri kita mulakan dahulu..sangat betul dan saya sendiri setuju! itu pernyataan! tapi tulah kadang2 diri ini sangat lah mudah terhanyut terjerat dek arus keduniaan ni..the world is too pleasing till we forget that we are here not to just sit and relax like a king..we have a job to do lah hannan (in case awak lupa!)

sungguh penah terlintas dalam diri..kenapa nak teruk2 fikir itu ini..sedangkan diri kita rasanya takde lah buat sehabis baik lagi tuk bantu ummah yang tengah tenat ni..tapi kenapa sibuk sangat..?! err well itu kan arahan Allah..siapa pula kita nak question kenapa dan mengapa dan sebagainya..astagfirullah3~

sempena maal hijrah ni..jom make a change..! yes you can dear! its in you..just take a time to find yourself..sit..lie down..or stare at one corner..and think deeply back on what are the reasons you are being made as human in this world..non other than to be an abid wa kahlifatullah :) alhamdulillah masih sedar..bagus! teruskan dengan langkah yang lebih gigh lagi lepas ini..serius ganjarannya amat lumayan kalau buat fillah..serius tak rugi..lagi best dari dapat mini cooper macam dalam iklan peraduan KFC sekarang ni..hewhew :E

ok lupa point *.*

point nya kat sini ialah...sila jaga maratib amalmu..jaga ukhuwahmu..jaga akhlak dengan orang sekelilingmu..dan paling utam..jaga hubunganmu dengan Allah..kerana dengan Allah sahajalah aku berada di mana aku berada sekarang..dengan izinnya lah aku tetap berdiri di mana aku berdiri sekarang..kerana nya lah yang memegang hati-hati yang ingin kau santuni..maka mana mungkin membelakangkan Dia yang membenarkan segala nya buat kita..subhanallah alhamdulillah allahuakbar!

ya Allah kau tetapkanlah hatiku ini dalam jalan dakwah mu..jangan kau tarik aku dari redha mu..berikanlah aku kekuatan dalam menempuh dugaan duniawi yang kian hari makin menarik saban hari..hanya padaMu hambaMu ini berserah..ameen ya rab~

let the game begin!

assalam

kita memang xsempurna..segala kesempurnaan tu adalah milik Allah..hanya Dia :)

latest update about my studies: currently part 6 (yeay panda!)

tapi sebelum boleh masok belajar sem ni..kami kene mendaftar dlu..secara Online~ which is like crumbsime for some of us..because the system is (sebab sekarang pon maseh ngeng jugak) weng! it accidentally register some of my friends with the wrong ID plan..including me as well :( we should have the common majoring...but instead we've been registered to the structure majoring..duhhH crumbsome!

well this just show to me that our system is nonetheless perfect as the system He created which is flawless!

sungguh tidak arif nye penciptaan kita ye..nak daftarkan orang je..seems simple but once the thing gone haywire most people will get affected..but they did their best to help us..the office people in HEA..improve please!

erkk motif nak tulis pasal masalah ni di sini..well~ tehee:D

anyways~ thats done..I've make peace with the haywire system this sem..may it wont go haywire next coming semeste!

as the new semester is already starting..I think its best to set my goal..done that- the setting where my goal..there can you see it?! situ lah..haha..here and there..lalala..
anywhere it might be...the goal is there..you just have to kick the ball..the game started already as the "wisel" is had already been blown by the "referee"..so we as the player must start kicking the ball..play it well or play it cool or play it like a fool..you determine that..you may take a rest if you must but do continue as you have enough strength..

ohh btw sgt cool kalau boleh bermain sgn hebat dengan gaya cool macho..aha erkkk!;P LOL~!

ohwell! nite2 dear readers if you are there :o au voir~ tata;)

kegelapan vs kecerahan o.O

assalamualaikum..

yes finally i got the chance to update the long-time-no-see blog of mine..hyakk..masa memula buat kate nak rerajen update..ohtukate2sje..hoho..(o.o)

sejak kebelakangan ni suka tuk kembali kepada kegelapan..oh before you think of funny2 thought when i said so..sila hold that thought..recently more than sebulah dah kot bilik tidur ku (actually tumpang bilik najiah iman sol) berlampu malap..sbb 3 lagi mentol xmenyala..so sudah terbiasa dgn kedaan malap..toilet pun begitu..siap xde tros..bercahayakan lilin aje..bermain2 dengan api dikala menyalakan lilin..terbako jari I walau xmaen mercun even nk raya ni..so sempena raya ni..lampu2 itu ditukar ganti..cerah kembali..
oh to me its too cerah at first..sampai dlm bilik tidur tu klu bleh xnak bukak sebab ceran nyeee..ceroh mateku O.o (adey silau~) maybe jgk power silau ke bertambah..MUNGKIN~lalala ~~''

so ape kaitan nye lampu dan blog update ku kali ini..hmm..you be the judge..

like us human..hey i don't say to ALL of us..but some of us (including myself) had their dark moment..ok dark tu mcm ohsohitamkelamxnmpkape2..the kelabu moment ok? xsuke pilih la kaler y korg suke (pemilihan kaler xpentng kat sini)
so my point is...so we have had our kelabu moment..some still finding the way out..some already did..tahniahtahniah! but somehow we tend to be stepping back..gara2 saje2 nak intai2 ke dlm kekelabuan tu..it tend to pull us in..in a more simpler word we tend to "futur"..dan beruntunglah kalau kita y apabila kita futur tu kita sedar that we are actually tgh/sdg "futur"..

futur mcm tend to be malas in amal..amal khusus that is..like solat sunat..bace quran..zikir..hati pon boley jgk futur..its like when we apart from Allah..ade orang cakap iman kan turun n naek..so its a norm lah kann?
my answer to that is yes and no..yes iman will be up and down for us human..not like malaikat at the constant state..but its not a norm..so not a norm for a daie to have that kind of norm..sooo not cool..! have other kind of norm like berzikir and reading quran regularly everyday..now that's norm to us! (~.o)

so kalau dah sedar you are in the futur stage tu..better do something fast to counter that..don't let i be a NORM to you..nak ke jadi org y normally futur..? heh~ adey..

semoga dijauhkan dari kefuturan..tetapkan lah hati ini di jalan Mu..amin ya rabb..

omo omo..

selamat ramadhan y ke 27 ^_^

tata:)

hampa!

assalam..

sedikit kehampaan..xpelah..maybe mmg nak suh gune jgk template ni..actually nak renovate blog ni..but the template xsesuai..or maybe aku y xreti nak alter..huhu..xpe lah pki dlu y ade skg ni..

keje masih still in progress..keje BEL on hold..buat cos.Tech pulak..almost finishing..more work to come..yaakkk! tulah ble cakap pasal keje mmg xpenah sudah..so dah lah..xyah cakap pasal tu..next!

lately makin banyak pulak isu kengkawen dibicara sana sini..dibaca sana sini..well xda lah isu sangat kot actually..rasanya bile kite sendiri dah kawen baru lah kite xcakap lagi pasal ni..ye tak..?hmm..

aku pon sendiri sekarang dok sibuk baca tulisan hilal asyraf on topic of "sebelum aku bernikah"..setakat y aku dah baca mainly dy mengisahkan cara dy purpose to the girl that he love as he told..yup like the way he purpose to the girl..thru he mother..being rejected at first then the girl somehow accepted him..and now they are engaged..sweet:) oh..actually aku duk baca cite ni dari last to first..kut klu baca buku tu baca dari bab last ke bab pertama..kuikuikui..so dah tahu dlu lah what to come..cume xtau the past..insyaAllah akan continue reading the story.. even though dah tau cite latest..hope it ends well :D

byk nasihat sepanjang cerita y dikisah kan tu..yup mengaku jgk dulu secara membuta tuli sokong org kawen awal..but actually kene check balik reason sebenar kita nak nikah awal tu..mungkin boleh pause and ponder kejap kut korg2 ade hajat camtu..then pikir lah next step secara bijaksana..jangan disebabkan hanya kerana nak kawal nafsu tu kita menjadikan ia hujahan tuk kawen awal..sebab Allah dah pon ajar kita how to suppress our nafs..mungkin bleh check balik diri kita..hmm

ye nikah is also another way to suppress our nafs but its the last way..with nikah come the other responsibility..ye kita nikah bukan penamatnya..tu baru permulaan nya..tu kene ingat..another chapter in our life..kita bukan hidup tuk kawen je..kawen lah tuk hidup..bina diri..then bina isteri..then bina anak..then bina ummah insyaAllah..this goes to both men and women..sebab tanggungjawab nak menjayakan sesuatu marriage tu not only upon the husband..also the wife..so don't just hope we will be marrying someone is good (baik) but instead we ourselves be good..bukan kah lelaki yang baik tu untuk perempuan yang baik dan perempuan yang baik tu untuk lelaki yang baik..? so untuk nak yang baik..baiki lah diri kita..insyaAllah yang "the other half" tu pon insyaAllah baik..doa lah kita dapat yang terbaik dari Allah..:)

btw saya still sokong org kawen awal2 ni..hohoih ~.~ cuma both partner kene matang lah..ye matang ye bukan tua..matang iman dan pemikiran serta amal nya..MATANG is the key word here! *peace*

wait-ta-minute..cane tah tetibe ble tuka channel cite pasal kengkawen kat sini...phuuu~.~


oke2..saya merewang2 lagi..haha..donggG!dah lame xjogging kat luar..since balik dari KK hari tu..last time jog adalah a month back..haha..kut kalu xpi KK mmg xakan bejogging sampi sudah..hehe..malas sungguh ye hannan nk pi jogging..btw mmg xsuke jogging pon..hoho:DD


ok tata!;D


**tetibe rajin nak update blog..hee:D sebab kebetulan nga cuti mid sem..so layan je lah ye:D

deforestation of belog ku~

assalam..

wahwahwah..lama betol xmenjengah ke sini..sungguh dah berhutan lah blog ni..kesian dy..(sambil buat2 sapu screen- kononnya..)

semenjak dari peristiwa itu..ni lah first time menge-post di sini..peristiwa ape yeh..??? alah pasal kes kecurian..grrr..stolen.taken.without permission.dan segala perkataan yang seerti dengan nya..phuui~ redha dah dengan ujian ni..its been like a month kot..nearly a month after that incident..at first was shocked! mana tak nya..sebelum dapat tahu rumah kene masuk pencuri tengah duk gelak2 dalam kete..tulah ummi dah pesan jdn gelak2 sgt..satgi nanges lepas tu..tgk betul2 terdiam terus pas tu..hoho..padam muka mu..ponggG!
so yes..someone broke in our house in SA..he/she/they managed to take with him/her/them 4 laptops and sum of money plus a laptop charger:p did the report to nearby police station..the usual lah..paper report..then police came to the crime scene-yes our house dah jadi crime scene..hoheh-took photos here and there..questions about this and that..blablabla..then done..lepas tu xdengar pape dah..(motiffffffff......!) what's done is done..what happened had happened..berlapang dada lah..

sesungguhnya Allah nak uji sejauh mana aku nak redha dengan ujian Allah..sejauh mana aku bleh sabar dengan dugaan ni sebab my laptop is also stolen that time..nak ajar hannan mcm mane nak terima keadaan tu bila sesuatu barang dia lost..sesuatu barang yang dia syg tu kene amek..kne curi..dsbg..cakap nak jadi org yang sabar..so nak lah kene uji sabar dah redha tu bila cakap nak jadi org y sabar..xcukup beriman seseorg tu sebelum dia tu di uji Allah..

ye ade nanges (kejap je sbb shocked) bila abah call tanye psl kecurian ni..tapi dah make peace with this matter..in sense that let go benda ni..dah tambah reinforcement kat rumah tu..insyaAllah harap xberlaku lagi lepas ni..oh belajar jgk tuk berharap pada Allah dalam semua benda..even harap Allah jaga kita sentiasa setiap masa..jaga rumah kita..ye mangga dan kunci xdilupakan..mohon jgk pada Allah supaya Allah jaga..Allah kan maha penjaga kita:) sweet nya my Creator;)

oOh sebenar nya ni nak tulis pasal perkara laen..tgk lah suke merewang ke laen..ke laut..:P
xde..actually in middle of doing research for my BEL..doing the speech..about objectification of women..particularly in advertisements..researching for the content..sungguh teruji nak cari maklumat pasal ini..visual effect! hoih byk sungguh *_* article byk jgk..but just now terjumpa research org laen about the effect..yup mainly wanna talk about the effect in the women themselves..psycho n emotional effect..and it is due another 2 weeks..hope will do excellently..:D

oh..nak update pasal rakan sekeliling..short update:

• asma dah kawen people (people y kenal dy jelah!hehe)!!! happy for her sgt..mlm tu aku lah dok pi inai kan jari dy..inai xbpe nak merah..but that's okay..not really matters here..she looked so not like the usual asma..so beautiful and so the ayu..hihihi..sir fandey segak as always..may both of you be blessed by Allah till jannah..:D barakallahumafikum
• waiting for someone's big news! soon insyaAllah!
• sidek dah kawen (my cousin) but that time cannot attend..anyhow barakallahumafikum...!full car meh..huu..pon xdapt tgk k.na tunang..hukhuk..
• bakal xdapat pegi wedding k.nuha jgk..sebab masa tu dah lepas midsem break..what to do..wed will be in KB..wahh terlepas wedding cousins lagii...gugugu..
• err..update y short ni pasal org kawen je..pasai apa tah..errkk??!! (?_?)
• oh baru install wordweb..tetibe je..haha..btw it is so helpful in finding meaning of word in english..happy download! cheers!

tu je kot cite y nak share for this moment..bless all of you who read the post..tq for spending time here..come visit again..sila jgn serik dengan saya! ;)

** baru beli cd maher zain y baru..forgive me..ohh tetibe semangat beli..haha..dan dari semalam lagi dok dengar playlist album tu je..haha..dah nak hafal da ni lagu2 MZ..suke lagu number one for me, ku milikMu, so soon and mawlaya...overall best! happy listening people!:)

tata!!:D

Gunung Datuk.....

assalam~

entri sakit2 tuk kali ni sebab tulis dlm keadaan sengal2 otot..hoho

ye tau da ade sesawang dlm blog ni..baek nak update la ni..!

oke excited nak update dari tadi3 lagi..hehe..tadi pegi panjat daki gunung..gunung Datuk di rembau, negeri sembilan..ohh best!

panjat memula dgn semangat y sgt..pastu xsampai 30 minit..take 5! aku la y jerit tu..hoheh~ semput..agak curam lah terrain gunung tu..but the good thing is ade tempat nak grab dengan pokok disebelah2 laluan kteorg redah tu..akar2 kayu pon membantu tuk pijak tanah tu..xmcm kat broga..gunung ni punya terrain nye memula mcm landai lah..lepas tu sikit2 makin curam tapi possible tuk naek dgn akar kayu sume..then akan jumpa kawasan berbatu..ohh part ni xsuke..batu susa kasut nak grip..plus size besa2 so kalu nak naek tu lenguh lah nak angkat badan sendiri ke atas-even rase xde lah aku ni berat sgt hoho:P then akn jumpa stu tmpt lapang..last skali kat atas big2 boulder..macam xpercaya je panjat batu2 besa tu sume..hehe

it took about 2 hours xsilap tuk naek ke atas puncak nye..sepanjang nak naek tu memanglah memaksa diri tuk mendaki setiap steps..maybe half way up my leg started to rasa lenguh2..ditambah pulak dengan xcukup oksigen nye..fuhh cukup mencabar..aku nisa n nad mmg jauh lah kne tggl ngn bdk laki laen..tapi ade jgk y tggl kt blkg tgk2 kn kteorg kut2 jadi pape..but in the end ble sampai je atas tros hilang penat..hee:D the wonders of the great view just made it worth taking the steps all the way up..:D sesampai kat atas angin menyambut kedatangan kami..sgt relax dan nyaman terkena hembusan angin atas bukit ni..fresh! then snapping tyme..
ohh terserempak dgn pendaki berlima..dyorg naek dlu so jumpa kat atas je..ingtkn kteorg je y naek..ade jgk org laen naek sekali hari ni..oh ye orang xramai naek gunung ni..xmcm broga sentiasa ade org..masa naek tu mmg hutan tu dah mcm kteorg y punya..hehe..sesuka hati naek dgn bising nye..hoho:P

sepanjang naek tu ade satu y menarik..ade nampak se"geng" semut ni..semut hitam hutan..yeke tu nama dy..suke je bagi nama sendiri..sgt bersatu..ade lah tu keje semut2 tu..tapi kat 2 tempat je xsilap nampak semut tu..ntah kenape sgt tertarik tgk behaviour semut tu..but then didn't get the chance to take pic of them..mcm terkilan lah jgk..xpe lah..huu..

antara tujuan naek g.datuk ni tuk training naek gunung lah before naek gunung KK..ohh KK will be six times tougher..hyakk!

sesungguh nya kebesaran Allah tu tesergam di serata alam..ambil lah iktibar dari setiap yang diciptakan..

oke tata~
**actually dlm pendakian tu..ade je tyme y betol2 tgh penat tu ade thought y mcm ni-"err apesal tah nak sgt naek gunung ni sampi berpenat lelah sakit kaki2 sume.." itu thought org penat..in the end naek jgk sampai ke atas..
**nak naek tangga rumah sendiri pon dengan sakit nya..wahai badan sila recover dengan cepat ye:)

just coming around

as salam..

as written above..just-almost finishing the browse thru the reading list and clicking a few interesting posts..ok simple words just finishing blog browsing..daa:P this is one of things that rarely can do right at this moment because i'm so preoccupied with other stuff right now..i kinda miss the movie watching time..any movies..because of the same reason..sokmo ckp nk tgk lah malam ni..but in the end i ended p doing something else..huah~sight~~

something is changing a bit here and there..it good lah..changing is good once in a while..just make the right change move..and i'm here kinda stuck somewhere..huhu..need to be more motivated..the thing is i talk and tell to others this and that..but fail to follow what had been said..sadsad me..`:(

anyways~ yes we need to be driven..!what drive me here in SA-doing degree in civil engineering plus joining all sort of activity and attending meeting here and there plus joinig usrah-katibah-daurah and all that surround that...? why ?ever think about that readers..why you do the thing that you do right now...? it did popped in my mind not many days later..just suddenly-like in the tired mind and body of that day- i popped this question to myself..i'm not defying the fact or the takdir i'm doing this..just why..more like the reason...i'm soon to be an engineer (insyaAllah) so reasoning do take into account..but not everything need a reason..

do reflect back the reason of being "here"..hmmm..muhasabah diri semula..

WARNING!!

okeh ni masok mood ranting kejap..sila lah baca kalu mahu..kalu tidak sila lah berlalu :)

this semester mark the day that i really don't like is thursday...because (reasoning again~) that day my schedule is packed from 8.30am to 5pm..not so much you might say but th e amount of stress always elevated that day.. ALWAYS i repeat again..ntah lah..asal hari tu je nak terbanjir..don't know why..vulnerable betul hari tu..it always started with a lot of laugh and ended with sadness..tu lah kot sebab nya..ummi cakap ketawa sangat2 nanti menangis..memang kene lah...harap2 lah boleh control emosi ini yang sangat menyesakkan...so if you readers out there that knows me sila jangan terasa bila saya bermuka masam pada hari thursday..or it more like a tearsday then thursday..heh~ donG ``(--.--")
ohh~ writing in here just ease things a bit..hee..


ok..tata (>.~)
**everybody wants to say something..then who's listening then..?! be a good listener people!

ramadhan resolution

as salam

oke ramdhan had arrived!!so excited..i have a few things that i intended to do this ramadhan..hehe..macam target lah jugak..hopefully i can manage to fullfill all my target..

harapnya boleh menambah baik lagi setiap amal ibadah ku di dalam bulan y penuh berkah ini..dan semoga nanti habis ramadhan pon akan berterusan melakukan nya..insyaAllah..menyahut seruan dhuha y berkaitan menjadi selebriti syurga..hee:D

buat diri ini yang bernama hannan binti nasharudin..sila beramal sebaik mungkin pada bulan yang amalan nya digandakan..macam dapat bonus kalau kte berkerja..so sape y tak nak bonus kannnN...:D saya NAK!! so kamu2 y kt luar sane y bace ni tak nak ke..??mari kita same2 rebut peluang ni...ini mungkin ramdhan kita yang terakhir..siapa tahu..ramadhan yang akan datang sempat lagi kah kita..so sila manfaat kan nya..hee:D

sekian dulu tuk kisah 1 ramadhan 1432H :)

baru

as salam

as you all can see..i had changed my template..at first decided not to..because malas..need to make few changes here and there if change the template..but the template design is oso tempting..haha..so tuka jgk la..hehe..picked this one out of the top four favorites..but before this one tried the other one..but somehow didn't fit my widget..so changed into this one..and this is it..tadaaa..!!

then browse around my lists of followed blog that listed in here..there way below this..hehe..and came about to my aunty's blog..she did a new post that i haven't had a chance to read it..so click it..plus she has a way of writing..really liked her way of writing..hehe..

so its about her latest baby delivery..yup she just delivered another baby..alhamdulillah both are well of...both mommy and baby are well during the delivery..she op for elective ceaser because the baby position in transverse line..

tetibe trdetik dalam hati..huu..susa ny nk deliver a baby..being in the state of labor is somehow cemas..it can happen anytime..just waiting the right time for the baby to come out..nak menghadapi keadaan tu memang mendebar kan..need to be mentally and physically as well as spiritually prepared..if not mommy may loose it..respect to all mom..

ummi herself delivered seven of us..all delivered normally..harap2 masa ummi beranak kan han dlu tak susa..cuma rasanya bila da besar ni y banyak susa kan ummi..huuu..banyak songeh..huu..

menjadi seorg ibu sememang nya sangat mencabar..first you have the pregnancy period..then delivering period..next up the journey of motherhood..which will not stop until you stop..a job that will have no MCs..no punch-in or punch-out card..means all the time mommy..even for working or carrier lady..when you have a kid..you still a mother to that child at all time..then no off days..there is no day that is like I-don't-want-to-go-to-work-today-day...it's a constant never ending job..even when your daughter are married..when she delivered a baby..she still needs her mom to help her go through the confinement period...

besar nya jasa ibu...sayangilah ibu anda :)

to enda and along y baru sje deliver two lovely babies congrats from me..have a pleasant confinement period..although as been heard from ummi that confinement period is not so happy moment..hehe..she don't like confinement period..hehe..take care the babies..may the babies be a good baby that listen to her mother (^_^)

обновление!!!

as salam..

mari update kedaan semasa..!!

hajar will come here to my house tomorrow..hehe..bleh la hang out..ehe..she'll be driving herself along with nu'man to my house..you go girl..hehe..for driving here yourself..!!ooh rumah dy tggl dy dgn nu'man je lah..sbb sarah kt matriks..epi kt uitm perak or melaka..she is on study leave...ganti mak ngn abah dy lah...achik and ayah chik had been departed to mekkah today..they went for umrah..smoga selamat menyelesaikn umrah dan balik dengan selamat..insyaAllah..smoga dipermudah kan urusan di sana..ooh..sarah dlm minggu ni telah di-admited-kn ke hospital sbb masalah lutut dy..risau pulak..takut2 ade prob dgn nerve..she had to undergo MRI and CT scan if not mistaken...just hearing those kinda scans made me shivers..smoga sarah xde pape yang serious..!

gara2 tengok banyak sgt grey's anatomy (back-to-back episodes)..hehe:P da paham sikit terms y doctor pki..daN dalam cerita tu klu buat MRI or CT scan mesti nya akan ade kes y either life or death..so they end up operating on the patients..yup its is the surgeons punye doctors punye cerita that i'm talking about..so in end mmg they will operate their patients..cut open their chest for the heart of lung problems..cut open their brain for the nerve or brain problems..cut open their stomach area for any abdomenial cavity disease..sometimes have to perform cesarean section or c-section for short to deliver babies..sgt tertarik..hehe..

in that drama..the heart surgeon is potrayed as the most "hardcore" surgeon..yeke dalam keadaan sebenar as in real life..??!doktor2 di luar sana sila lah jawap..hehe..dlu I personally like the heart of all most organ in our body..way back during spm time..dlu took biology..hehe..but somehow ended up with civil engineering right now..takdir (cehh~)..hmm...macam mane tah..??!hehe..

anyhow...suke jgk blaja biology ni dlu..intersting..learning about yourself..hee:D terasa lebih dekat dgn pencipta kita..one way to see Allah The Almighty punye kuasa is by looking to yourself..tgk tgn kita pon dah bleh rasa how besar nya kuasa Allah tu...bergatung kepada cara kita melihat sesuatu itu..syukuri lah nikmat Allah walau ia nya nampak macam simple je..:) se-simple2 benda itu lah yang made that one particular thing complete..seperti ibu jari anda yand bercap jari..kalu xde itu tak ke haru hidup..nak grab hold to things pon akan susa..asyik2 terjatuh je..sbb tangan kite licin..joints dekat jari tu pon ade guna ny..kalu xde..xde nya dapat sy nk taip sume bnde ini dengan mudah..sebab susa nk gerak..anda y baca pon akan susa nk scroll down sampi ke baris yang ni nak baca ape yang sy tulis..

fikir dan zikir..subhanallah besar nya ciptaan mu..

wallahu'alam

sekian dlu biat hari ini..:)

spaghetti dan kereta

as salam...

semalam baru selesai satu paper..determinate structure..wuu..one word: PENAT..!

the papaer started during the evening at 2.15pm...so the whole day was so anticipated waiting for that paper to finally start..huu..tiring..menunggu nk jawab paper tu tuk tengah hari agak meletih kan...sepanjang hari rasa x selesai...huhuu..and when its finally over it was like pheww~ but not really doing well..hukhuk..pray for the best...it do consumed a lot from me..badan tros saket2..hehe..gara2 xbrganjak nk jawab paper..mmg "prakk" lah bunyi sendi2 ku tatkala masa mnjawab tamat..hehe...now should be focusing on design-the next paper to be..

as promised to my housemates that i would cook the spaghetti with the traditional sauce after the paper-for dinner..and i did..hee :D but right after the paper i said that "hari ni masak xsedap...spaghetti akan rasa xbest"-gara2 jawab paper determinate..huu..tros dyorg xnak makan...sbb takot x sedap..haha..memain je lahh~ well it went well..i cooked it with the help of teha potong cendawan dan rebus kn spag..sauce nye mcm biase cap prego-trbaeK..! tambah ape y patot...kuah nye x bape thick sgt sbb byk masok kn air..wished it be more thick but still good...y syok ny HABES..!!sambil buat "slumber party" di rumah we all makan spag tu..hehe..da lame nk mkn spag with traditional sauce then bru semalam dapat :D pueh hati (^_^)
dapat bagi satu bekas kt en faliq sbb dy ade mintak hari tu...tpi tu lah sikit sgt...dapat lah sorg mkn...sian x sume dapat rasa..hehe..xpe2 xrugi pon...lenkali je lah..huhuhu~

DAN...mlm tu jgk mrk2 kuar cari jalan tuk pegi knduri esok ny...malang memang x berbau...they got into accident...alhamdulillah sume xde y cedera..kete je y rosak sikit...kne langgr dari belakang...tapi org y langgar tu y trcedera...smoga dy xcedera trok...trkejot tyme dpt tahu...huu...naseb ade spy y bgi tahu..time kaseh lah ye...if not dyorg balik baru tahu y dyorg accident...

actually i was also supposed to follow them...but decided not to go because i'm too tired from before-jwab paper determinate n memasak straight after that..badan tetibe mcm lenguh2..so xjadi follow...if not i would also be in that car...alhamdulillah...makne nye suh duk diam2 kt rumah ble malam mnjelma...cari jalan ke ape ke esok2 pagi je lah...huhu...sian kt dyorg...memlm baru dpt balik lepas da report n setel kn sume hal y perlu...

sekali lagi pesanan penaja: bawak kete/moto/lori/bas dll secara brhati2 n brhemat...ingt lah org trsayang :)
sekian

wasalam

we.us.human

as salam

baru je suda tgk vid nie..sgt terkesan..kerdil nye kita sebagai manusia ni..baca post my cuzen dhuha tdi y ade post psl ni..sile lah..

wsalam :)

awhile~

as salam..

aha..kini brwajah baru...xde sbb y solid lgi jitu tuka templete..tetibe nk mnukar kn ia..maka brtukar la...
actully da trlanjur tuka mnukar ni...tetibe mcm nk gi bce blik sgale post y penah di post knn...tpi xbis bce sema lgi...skip2 y mane xbest..ehh ade ke y xbest..wahaha..pergh-rah-san:P ~:G

ble bce smula it sort of refresh all the memories that brought me writing it here..or there:P some were more of a reminder..reading it back just give me the "ring a bell" inside my head....ade y mmg nk nasihat kt diri sniri..so mmg kene lah...some y tulis tu mmg nk suh jdi in one of  "lipatan sejarah hidupku" waah gitu:P hence act as a warning whenever requires...sometimes writing in this or other as an escape route..or whenever needed to enter the panic room...its good actually...but this varies from one person's blog...for me it did acts as i hope it would...sometimes...
yup..whenever need to throw my thought or feelings or share memories or whatsoever my me-mine-myself did it job as it should...another site to let it out..part of it...well it's not all i throw it here..like 80% of it je...another 10% keep it to myself..the other 10% only i now where is it...ngeh3~

ooO setelah mbaca sumula post2 trdahulu...didapati..huuhuu..sy mempunyai mslah bhs y agk membimbang kn para guru2 BM di sekolah seluruh malaysia...ahaha..:P seriously..!!:P tgk je y skg ni..betapa byk ny bhs y (1) dipasar-mlm-mini-kn oleh ku...(2) rojak-buah-kn oleh ku jua...(3) typo-y-honestly-done by myself...komp xde mslh kekunci ke ape..keyboard sume bleh tekan dgn setekan2 ny...ahahaha...trok sgguh...kdg2 xprasan-tang typo je...huuu....pdn la BM ku tidak 'A' tyme SPM dahulu...waaahh...huu..cikgu BM sy pasti sedey melihat blog ni..huu..(--.--") tpi tu la..xreti2 nk betol kn..n xreti2 utk benti at least mrojakn bhs...
penah cube nk BM pasar je...tpi MESTI...MESTI nk rojak jgk..kot ckp pon cmtu knn...huu..well my thoughts are sometimes in english dan kdg2 dlm BM...so..bear with me loh...:D

smbil bce2 post trdahulu...trgelak sensorg...asking myself.."did i posted this".."did i wrote this such.."
.."seriously..?!!".."ooO penah yek cmni n cmtu".."Ooo y ni la hri tu dlu tu..".."adakah..?!!" dan sebagai nye y seerti dgn nye...hahahaha..seriously kdg2 x igt ape y dah di tulis..so this is one of the reason why i write in this...ooO i tend to forget things...huhuuu..capacity memory card sgt ciput...hwaa..(T_T) so ni la external hard disk nye...weee:D ehh i bought new one..kak bli kn..wee:D it had been installed n used still have more space..agagagaa..:D

there more to tell but this is all i can share for now...

ooO ni medium y baek nk mnyampikn pesan...maseh perlu memesan pd dri di smping brpesan2...:)

" ...mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar..." (al asr 103:3) 

okei out..:)
wsalam

about being 20 yo

as salam..

blog ni sudah brlalang..lama x lawat...sebab cuti barangkali..maka tiada apa y trlintas nk crita kt sini...

ade pegi langkawi itu hari..tpi tgk gambo dkt FB dah le..hehe:)

so iyep..sy sudah brumo 20 tahun dan satu hari..=)
tpi maseh byk y x dicapi dlm jangka usia ni...what had i been doing this while...?!huumm...mcm x contribute plak ape2...perlu buat sesuatu...hmm..

so 20 years of living...had been in many state of self...rebellious-err still am sometimes..every now and then..:P happy and loved-glad to have all people around me that care for me..my family always by my side..friends for supporting..one thing about friend..i'm good at being friend-at least i thot so..hehe-but not good at keeping friend around...ape la masalah nye tu..haiih..
afraid of losing them when we are apart..like what's happening now...but we still keep in touch..it's ok la so far..worries that i should not be worried...susa kn diri je..-ok da setat nk ngarut..

drop the topic.

ok dah flash a bit about the past..now look at the future..kte kne pandang ke hadapan..tpi jgn lupa tuk toleh ke belakang sekali sekala..sbb xde kt dpn klu y kt blkang tu xde..."those who forget the past may repeat the past"-modified version..suppose to be "history" tpi letak "history" kt situ kang mcm la lama sgt..brubah mngikut keadaan semasa...

byk lgi x achieve dlm masa y muda ni..sgt rugi klu x manfaat kn...lihat pada pejuang2 islam dulu most nye mada 20-an la da smpi kemuncak...tpi kte ni maseh brtatih-tatih lagi-at least sy je la-dlm medalami islam sebenar, menuntut ilmu..construction on being anak solehah..construction on being wanita solehah..dan.....:)

still miles and miles to go..set your millage high...aim high..at least if you haven't reach it yet you'll be proud of yourself because the road you had choose is leading you to the right path..if you gonna try hard let it be on the right path..mati dgn proud nye dlm jalan Allah..mati sbgi syuhadah..walau x pegi berperang angkat pedang sekali pon..biar la hanya menangkat sebatang pen keran menuntut ilmu..klu kte betol2 lakukan kerana Allah pasti ada habuan y setimpal dgn nye..insyaAllah..-ow sesuai plak ngn lagu mahir zain y sedang sy dgr skg ni.."InsyaAllah":)

ok HANNAN BINTI NASHARUDIN sem baru da nk dekat..set up your priorities..you know what are they...tebus la ape2 y xdpt buat-or y "slip"-next sem..do your best..then you won't regret of what you have done so far..

hoping for better~

tata for now..
assalam~

new environment part II

salam,

okey smbungn...so after less than 3 weeks in here(shah alam)...here's how things fare..

ow sbnar nye ade short cut to the class..xde nye susah payah nk naek bukit tggi2 sgt..sbb nye ade bngunan makmal y ade connection..mmg lgi dekat n senang je..dekat ngn kelas dekat jgk ngn makmal..
ow mnulis pasal kelas ni kelas aku kt sini stu kelas je utk sume subjek...hehee senang la mmg xkan trsesat la klu cmni sbb kelas x trtukar2..tpi bosan la cket sbb asyik2 kelas y sama je...tpi dkt ngn kedai photostate..hehe..

nk naek bas pon da mcm cekap cket sbb naek bas y hampir sam stiap masa nk kuar...jln kt dlm sini pon mcm da hafal cket2...setakat laluan y bas lalu je la...klu jln y bas x lalu tu mmg x tau la hujung pangkal nye....

ow kt cini byk jumpe senior2 y kt penang y smbung degree...sbb itu jgk kurang la rse asing kt cini..cehh ayt mcm laa dok negara y asing..padahal pindah negeri je...hak3...emo trlebey...

hrrmmm...org2 nye..hrmmm..just wanna clear things up..i am fortunate to get penang on the first place..alhamdulillah..i may not be the person i am if i got shah alam when doing the diploma...alhamdulillah...itu hikmah nye dpt penang dlu...so fortunate..ntah la ape jdi kt aku klu dlu2 mase dip dlu dpt shah alam tros..mau x jdi serupa org...huhuu...kpd org2 y tlah bimbing n tegur sy same ade antr sedar atau tdak sgt2 terima kaseh ye...culture shock sekejap ble tgk ngn sendiri nye..."bebas" is the word...actually dh tulis tdi tpi trase too harsh pulak..lalu dipadam kn komen2 y laen...tgk sniri la klu dtg sini...point nye kampus cawangan lebey trjaga sahsiah nye..

part y last tu susah nk ckp knape n mengape cmtu jdi nye..x paham hal y satu tu je kt sini...ade enforcement law y brbeza2 ke ikut tempat..??maybe..ntah..smoga diri ini sentiasa trpelihara dari maksiat dan semoga hati y mudah berubah2 ni sentiasa ditetapkan iman nye...

rse x nk tulis pasl hal y satu ni tpi part of me says that it need to be told if not thoroughly may be a hint or two...byk dugaan duduk kt main campus ni...x sume telur dlm peti sejuk tu elok isi nye-buat peribahasa sniri...x semesti nye kek yang hangus luar nye isi nye x sedap...-trkeluar pribahasa y ade mkn je hehe..itu tanda nye ape..??hahahahaa..

wasalam

*nk mkn ape la mlm nie..tdi cik tikah da bli kn roti jala nk brbuka...nk turun pi pasar kt bwh tu je pon sgt malas...harap mknan turun dri langit mmg x la..haha...
*newest craving: nutella wit bread..nyamm...ehh puasa la..pikir mknan pulak..