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salam..

innalillah..baru je tertahu tadi..berita ni mungkin basi lah kot tuk org sekeliling dia..tpi macam baru "tertampar" tuk aku..seriously rasanya aku boleh santuni dia dgn lebih baik..tapi...astaghfirullah

met her during study year in penang..way back then..after I moved campus to shah alam met her back..alhamdulillah dalam suasana y lebih baik:)
masa kat penang dlu we all duduk bilik sebelah2..jiran satu aras..my roomate pon kawan dgn dia jgk..we all sesame part one time tu..kadang2 lepak2 lah jugak bilik dia..baik org nya..byk ckp..ketawa pon semangat..hehe..then next few sem masih kawan lagi dgn dia..jumpa kt sekitar kolej tegur2 macam biase..then one sem tu..sem 3 diploma..masa tu dh mcm tgh2 sem dan bilik aku masih kekosongan seorg lagi y shud be 4 org sebilik..so tgh2 sem tu kami dipertemukan lagi..and she's my fourth soomate that time..and she actually had some kind of sakit..sebab tu lah masok kolej eventhou dah tgh2 sem..she was very very very different from before..physically different..getting skinnier and had sort of skin problem..dlu badan dia sihat2 je..memang mcm org lain je..emotionally pon a bit different maybe due to the sickness shes bearing..she can't take solid food..sian sangat masa tu tgk dy..sebab tu lah jgk kot bdn dy jadi makin kurus..but shes stable as in takde serious case thorughout the end of semester..

then i moved into shah alam campus..dan sungguh jodoh kuat dengan dy..kami jumpa lagi..dalam suasana y sungguh lebih baik dari sebelumnya..dan kami satu liqa' usrah :) she said that her sickness had been better than the semster before..she looked better..dah tak sekurus masa kteorg satu bilik tu..tapi xsesihat masa first jumpa dy..as i mentioned..kami satu liqa' usrah..kdg2 texted her tnye kabar..but suddenly she stops replying..but i kept in touch with her and one day her brother replied saying shes got warded..terkejut..!
itu lah last heard from her..lepas tu ade tnye lgi..tpi abg dy xbalas..huu..

dan tadi..sungguh Allah nak kasi tunjuk kot..tergerak nak bukak FB dy..innalillah..baru dapat tahu..rasa mcm tak menunaikan hak seorg sahabat :c

Ya Allah semoga dia bersama orang2 yang beriman..semoga dia tenang di sana..

**terkesan sangat sebab lambat tahu akan kepergian dia..alhamdulillah dia sempat di-introduce kan pada jalan ini..hamba mu ini belum tentu ke mana nanti..astaghfirullah..