kegelapan vs kecerahan o.O

assalamualaikum..

yes finally i got the chance to update the long-time-no-see blog of mine..hyakk..masa memula buat kate nak rerajen update..ohtukate2sje..hoho..(o.o)

sejak kebelakangan ni suka tuk kembali kepada kegelapan..oh before you think of funny2 thought when i said so..sila hold that thought..recently more than sebulah dah kot bilik tidur ku (actually tumpang bilik najiah iman sol) berlampu malap..sbb 3 lagi mentol xmenyala..so sudah terbiasa dgn kedaan malap..toilet pun begitu..siap xde tros..bercahayakan lilin aje..bermain2 dengan api dikala menyalakan lilin..terbako jari I walau xmaen mercun even nk raya ni..so sempena raya ni..lampu2 itu ditukar ganti..cerah kembali..
oh to me its too cerah at first..sampai dlm bilik tidur tu klu bleh xnak bukak sebab ceran nyeee..ceroh mateku O.o (adey silau~) maybe jgk power silau ke bertambah..MUNGKIN~lalala ~~''

so ape kaitan nye lampu dan blog update ku kali ini..hmm..you be the judge..

like us human..hey i don't say to ALL of us..but some of us (including myself) had their dark moment..ok dark tu mcm ohsohitamkelamxnmpkape2..the kelabu moment ok? xsuke pilih la kaler y korg suke (pemilihan kaler xpentng kat sini)
so my point is...so we have had our kelabu moment..some still finding the way out..some already did..tahniahtahniah! but somehow we tend to be stepping back..gara2 saje2 nak intai2 ke dlm kekelabuan tu..it tend to pull us in..in a more simpler word we tend to "futur"..dan beruntunglah kalau kita y apabila kita futur tu kita sedar that we are actually tgh/sdg "futur"..

futur mcm tend to be malas in amal..amal khusus that is..like solat sunat..bace quran..zikir..hati pon boley jgk futur..its like when we apart from Allah..ade orang cakap iman kan turun n naek..so its a norm lah kann?
my answer to that is yes and no..yes iman will be up and down for us human..not like malaikat at the constant state..but its not a norm..so not a norm for a daie to have that kind of norm..sooo not cool..! have other kind of norm like berzikir and reading quran regularly everyday..now that's norm to us! (~.o)

so kalau dah sedar you are in the futur stage tu..better do something fast to counter that..don't let i be a NORM to you..nak ke jadi org y normally futur..? heh~ adey..

semoga dijauhkan dari kefuturan..tetapkan lah hati ini di jalan Mu..amin ya rabb..

omo omo..

selamat ramadhan y ke 27 ^_^

tata:)