Thursday, April 15, 2010

falling from grace

salam..

b4 ape2..post y b4 nie sbnarye da tulis mggu lps..post bwh ni utk mgu lepas tpi bru post skang sbb hr tu line x clear so br la post hri nie..just a heads up..

so today's post which i'm currently writting n u actually reading it now is this one..

hri nie agk well emo trun naek sket...huu~~-_T..aku da buat stu ksilapn y aku rse smpi skng nie x dpt nk maafkn diri sendiri..huh...nk jdi org y biase pon xley..bkn nye ape kita nie dlihat org so every tindak tanduk tu mmg sume org skeliling tgk...once slip up mmg akn di"bahas" scukup nye..okey harap bole trima kemaafan diri ini....but i can't really put myself to forgive my wrong doings..huh..!!!

mmg mbuka mata la ble ade org tegur kte..sdngkn kte nie sibuk nk tegur org laen tpi kte sniri x jaga prangai, mane la org nk ikut..trase amat memalukn diri sniri n org2 skliling..mmg x best nye prsaan nie..harap anda2 y tau ape y sy tulis nie x ikut langkah y amat trok ini..huu~~~..

tetibe je rse self-esteem trun menjunam mcm jatuh dr burj dubai ke bumi..sgt2 la menjunam..rse nk je benamkn muke dlm tanah mcm sang ostrich slalu buat..hehe..tpi mmg xley trus myorok..it's really not gonna help that way...baiki la tguran tu ye hannan (sdg pujuk hati sniri...)mmg prkara y aku pling tkot skali dah jadi...org dh b"kata2"....mmg sgt la x tau nk letak muka ni..how i wish i can change my face right now...huuh..!!

ya Allah berilah petunjuk kpd ku..hindari aku dr perbuatan maksiat n fitnah...
please jgn ulang lagi oh cik hannan..mmg hati amat x tenteram...x senang..
tpi naseb baek la ade y tegur dr aku ros buat salah...but I AM NOT PERFECT...i hv flaws too that i'm trying my best to "unflaw it"-ade ke prkataan tu..huuuu~~

daa..

p/s: mmg ..... ble org ckp aku ni dah brubah..hv i??sorry for the so-called emo entry..tpi klu xpaham psl ape aku tulis nie xpe la...xyah la ssh2 nk paham kn sbb x masok final y akn brlangsung mmgu dpn..tension nih..huh!!
**someone..do make me laugh..for real...*_T...

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