WARDED...!!!

salam..

what came to be a fine day on the last monday turn into a total chaos in my life...

pgi isnin tu bgnn2 je mmg da trase smacm je..after mandi n brsiap2 tetibe ckp kt rmate xmo gi klas sbb rse x larat-pnat2 brsiap br ckp x larat..then mrk pon gi la klas tnpa ku..aku pn dok je dlm bilik n ingt after mkn brkfast-just biskut oatkrunch-nk gi UK-unit kesihatan-nk gi amek multivit y aku da cdng nk amek mgu lepas y x tramek2 lgi..the pegi la..lalalala..pegi brlenggang..

smpi2 je jumpe sister banu n ckp nk amek multivit..tpi sister sbnrnye hri tu da prsan mke mmg pucat laen mcm..so pn nk check dlu b4 bg ubat-check darah..so da di check darah-ingt da clear walupn tau mmg x clear sbnrnye-kne check ngn dr meor..then afer that doc ckp gi kt klinik luar la wt further check-ups..takut ade pape..dy cm suspect thalasemia but i hv no family history of thalasemia..so utk kepastian y jitu, gi la ke klinik sbrang jaya..ni kputusan ala tibe2..

sesmpi nye di sane ngn menaiki van uitm-ambulans xde-daftar la..n tgu la buat bbrape ketika..b4 tu naseb baek trgerk nk bwk skali gi UK tdi bwk ic..klu mmg btul2 brlenggang y x bwk pape tu kn ke susah..lpas puas mnuggu sbb tyme tu dah rmi org sbb smpi dlm kul 9am gitu, no ku di sebut..n msuk la utk di check..then brmula la aku cite sume skali..last2 doc suro wat blood test..so kne la amek darah..dah la xde darah lagi kne amek..aiyoo..then the result came out..teng..teng..teng.. my heamoglobin count is just 3.5 hg below gile dr avg normal la tu y trsgt la low..I repeat VERY VERY LOW bcoz normal is like 12 hg...



ape lagi kne bleter dlu la sme doc..last skali dy kata y brbunyi lebey kuang cmni-"I warded to dekat hospital sebrang jaya hri jgk..nurse-ade nurse skali dlm blk tuu-call ambulance..kte hntr you pegi.."terdiam aku kt situ x taw nk balas ape..tertelan air liur..dgn x bwk stu brg pon..dh la pegi klinik ni sorg2 je..mmg cri pasal pulak kne thn ward..bgi tau ummi, ummi pn trkezut..zeeeet..aku pon bwat le mke seposen kt dlm blk tu smtara tgu doc call hosp sbrangjaya nk uruskn aku pegi ngn ambulance..ambulance tau x..huuu..lps tu siap pgi cucuk drips IV lgi kt tgn b4 nk pegi..dhla tu 2x cucuk..sakit nye..last2 drips tu x jln-meaning x msuk pn fluid tu-sbb xkne pressure or mmg x msk dlm vein..buat sakit je..adoi..



actully on da way nk ke sni mmg rse nk ngis da tkut ape la nk jdi kt aku ni siap kne msk sepital bagai..
sesmpinye di hosp sbrang jaya ngn ambulance-first tyme msk ikut blakng ambulance tuu..msk ikut pintu kcemasan...pstu nk trun la..konon nk jalan cm biase la.."x yah jln...kte amek kn wheelchair"-kte pck y bwk ambulance tdi..ala bkn nye aku x bole jln pon..haiyoo..mndgr kata dok je la ats wheelchair smbil dtolak oleh pck tdi tu..segan org kiri kanan tgk..then smpi je sne kne daftr diri sniri..then msk ke ward..bilik y 2 org dah hepi da..at least privacy cket la..da elok borak2 ngn makcik y kbtulan dah msuk dlu dlm tu...pastu tukar bju "uniform"..halamak..cket pnye beso..kain nye siap bleh wat slimut da n bole balut 2 org sklai stu kain tu..mmg bkn saiz aku la..tpi nk wat lagu mano...pki je la..da tukr bju tu ade doc pulak msk nk tnye detail about my prob n cite la from A to Z..then skali lgi kne amek darah..n sbb result nye 3.4 plak kali ni..kne tukar tmpt y mmg need attention lebey..which is in bigger room consist of 8 beds facing each other..mmg xbpe syok la..rmi stu pastu itu tmpt mcm open y mmg snang la doc n nurse nk moniter kteorg..maka mula hari ku di hospital..huuu~~..

mmg x ske la atmosphere kt dlam hosp..tpi dgn ade nye doc n nurse2 y frenly mmg make it all a lil bit better..tpi ade jgk la y a bit kasar but they just doing their job..

i'm glad that i'm out now..tpi darah ku da trcmpur..dh x fully me..ntah darah spe la ye..dh la smpi four pain..ye la nak naek kn hg level tu ketahap y selamat..ambik smpi empat skali gus-dua hri isnin, dua hri selasa..mkn darah je..dracula..pasni leh join "team edward"-twilight..hehehe..tpi y x leh blah nye kne cucuk smpi 6 tmpt..ye la vein kte ni halus n susah nk cri..da msuk skali bengkak..kne tukar laen..ni ade lgi kesan cucukn nye..tgn ni nk gerak tyme transfusion tu mmg x trgerak la..asl gerak je darah x jln..kne pgil nurse nk suro jln kn balik..tpi ya Allah mmg sakit la ble dye nk bgi jln balik tu..mcm kne gigitsemut or mcm vein kte tu kne picit smpi darh x ley jln n lepaskn smule then darah tu jaln ngn begitu tggi pressure-if x paham mksud ni just layan je la..pokok nye sakit la..



first night kt sane mmg x dpt tido..trleelpa kejap je..pastu akn kejap2 trjaga..dh la mlm tu darah mmg tgh tranfuse wktu tido d snnkn first beg tu mmg br mashl nk trun n mmg amek mase y lame nk transfuse...so y kedua tu agk lmbt brmula...but the second night is better sbb dpt lelap..ok la dri first night...

mknn kt hospital org kte x best ek...tpi aku lalu je mkn..ok je mkn..xde plak rse x best..mcm lauk kt kafe je lgi x best..ntah la laen orh laen rse nye..aku thn la mkn mknn hosp..xde slah nk mkn kt sne..mmg mkn je..hehee..ainaa pek kn mknn pn mmg byk..mcm dah nk suro aku tggl sminggu da kt sepital tu..xpe2 habis gak mkn2 tue..buah pon ade mkn..

hari first addmitted ainaa, saz, ainaa a, nasy, anne dtg lawat first skali..mmg tyme dyorg dtg tu mmg rse nk ngis la..trharu sgt..wuuu....T_T....sbb tyme tu aku tgk sume org laen ade org lawt aku je tyme tu x de spe dtg..huuu sedy je..pastu bwk pulak mkn y mmg wah sgguh byk x trhingga..T_T..trharu btol..then x lame pastu seri dtg lawat..walau ngh mgnadung y tguu ble2 je nk kuar tu still dtg dr kulim...sian kt ayah ma duk kt luar je sbb rmi sgt org tyme tu..then my rmates dtg..bwk la sgala bju n toiletries..tenkiu sgt2 ye sbb dtg mlawat..the next day pon ainaa dtg lgi kali ni ngn dina n nabilah..diaorg ni mmg bleh jdi nurse la kt citu..bleh harap..hee..:))
mlm second day tu pon ummi abah n mrk brtiga compliment with ammar dtg-bru smpi dr rmh..trus ke tmpt aku..rindu btol tyme tu..umi abah dtg smula on the third day kt hosp....n tyme tu la bole balek..yay..((:)

-label trippin' coz trippin' to hospital..huuu..