hospital..ohh~

assalamualikum..

hari telah pegi ke hosp. sultan abdul halim di sg petani, kedah..buat ape la ke situ anda2 sume tnye...?hehe ke sane wat sket aktiviti kemasyarakatn..

actully kami pegi melawat or ziarah sume pesakit2..tpi bkn stu sepital tu..jenoh la cmtu..x pasal2 kteorg plak y sakit sbb ke'capet'an melawat org..kami-geng2 usrah brserta amira-mlwat stu wad je..wad kenanga 6..kt situ byk la jgk pesakit y ade-keling nye ayt..kmi tlah dibhgi2 kpd 3 group sbb kt sane ade lgi makcik2 n kakak2 y laen y join skali ziarah ni..pakcik2 pon ade jgk..tpi x skali la..mrk wad laen..

so after dipecahkn ikut group y ade 4-5org stu group, kami gi la dri katil ke katil..kmi tnye la kaba dlu kt pesakit n famly y kbtuln ade kt citu..dgr la msalh or sbb2 mrk kne msuk wad ni...tnye la sakit ape dll..pastu key point nye kmi nk tnye mrk ni tau ke x cara2 solat klu dlm waktu sakit tu...kdg2 ade y taw tpi x tau cara nk prktikkn secara betul2..so kmi ajarkan la..mmg mjoriti nye x bape arif psl bnde ni...

solat sbrn nye mmg perkara wajib y mmg xleh dtngglakan dengan sngaja..hanye bleh nk qadha bile kte TERtido n TERlupa saje spti y dkte kn oleh mak nabilah..mmg x leh tolak ansur walau sakit camne skali pon..Allah maha mengetahui segala ape y dciptakan nye..jdi Allah pon beri rukhsah/kmudahan kpd kte klu nk tunaikn solat ketka sakit..ade care2 nye y mudah sgt nk amlkn..cume kte je y amek jln mudah y mnyimpang smpi tggl je solat yme tgh sakit..patot nye waktu sakit tu la gi nk kne solat nk mgharapkn prtolongan Allah supya smbuhkn kte..lgi la perlu solat dgn lebey byk..tpi kte trbalik pulak..sakit je x solat sbb alasanye sakit kte tu..da x betul tu..mcmne nk cepat smbuh klu cmtu..Allah pn jauh dr kte cmne Dia nk tolong kte..pikir2 kn la bersame..sy ckp ni pon utk ingatkn dri sniri jgk..

so brbalik kpd ziarah..kmi bgitau la cara2 nk amek wuduk sume klu ngh sakit..cara ni mmg sy x pnah tau pn b4 ni..mmg bnde bru la..ni nk kongsi ni..klu da tau xpe..layan je la..

kn ke susah kte nk pi tndas kn klu sakit cth nye patah kaki..klu nk amek air isi dlm bekas pon cam agk leceh la kn sbb nnti habis mandi stu bdn sbb kbsahan-yela kte tyme sakit ni motor coordination ni kuang cket-been there...

>>so the solution is by using spray bottle...kn ke lebey mudah n efficient..xde nk basah stu bju sbb basuh muke je..klu gne kn nye mmg sgt senang..spray je air tu ats tgn ikut byk mane nk then sapu ke anggota wuduk kte..at least kadar kebasahan tu kurng la..klu kt kaki tu just sembur je biar kne n rata stu kaki..sgt mudah n senang-bpe kli ntah sebut..mmg x trfikir pn b4 ni nk gne cara ni..sgt2 mmbantu klu anak ke adek/kakak ke abang ke ayah/ibu ke yang sakit trlantar x leh bngun langsung..kte y jaga ni mmg bleh tolong dgn cara y mudah nie..tpi dgn syarat bekas itu kene la berisi air ye..hehehehe..

n lgi stu klu kte nk tolong utk org make sure org tu niat sendiri wuduk tu bru la sah wuduk y kte tolong dy amekkn tu..ape2 pon org y nk solat tu kne niat dlm hati sniri..n amek je la anggota wuduk y wajib je lebh memudahkn..klu x ley gne air gne la taymmum..

klu ade y nie gerenti x basah sbb ade kipas pngering skali tuu...

pastu kmi jgk edar kn pmplet ttg cara2 nk solat tyme sakit ni tkut2 la mrk trlupa cara nye klu just ckp2 je..actully klu sakit ni ade bbrape cara nye nk solat..pertama nye dgn cara duduk-ats krusi @ duduk cm duduk antara 2 sujud..y tu rse nye rmi y tau care nye..cme klu nk rukuk tu just bend cket bdn kte y laen sume in position duduk n sujud adalah spt biase..
then baring y bleh gerak2 lgi tgn..y tu tgn tu buat la gerak angkt takbir sbb tu je yg mmpu then utk rukuk tunduk kn kpala cket.
then klu mmg x leh gerak sgt gne je la isyarat mata y seolah2 kte buat prgrkn solat kte...
*klu sy ade trtggl sila tmbh kn dlm comment ye..sy pn msih blaja lgi..sme2 la kte saling ajar mgajr..

tu tuk patient muslim klu non-muslim kmi just tnye kaba je..kmi pon ade bgi cenderahti cket2 kt mrk2 n bgi jgk alat spray tu..hehehe sgguh convenient..mule2 tu ingt kn nk buat ape la ngn spray tu..rpe2 ny sgt2 la begunen begitu menyenangkn..

tuntas nye..hehe..mmg sgt ske join aktiviti ni...mmg sg brmanfaat slain dr mmbntuk rase kasih sayng n rase empati dlm diri n kte sniri sdikit sbnyak dpt blaja bnde2 bru camni...so thing of the week goes tu spray bottle..n actully every hospital should have this-kmudahan utk pesakit muslim utk solat...at least adekn spray bottle ni kt evry ward in the hospital..for their patient convenient...really helps..the nurse should also inform the waris y melawt pasal kmudahn ni so senang la nk bersolat tyme sakit..

*kira la bape bnyak prkataan 'senang' n 'mudah' ade dlm post ni..hehe:P
-oh hajat nk mkn RFC x kesampaian...trmimpi2 la mlm ni..

DNA ku~

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darah kte klu da transfuse DNA x brcampur ke?knape ye?

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WARDED...!!!

salam..

what came to be a fine day on the last monday turn into a total chaos in my life...

pgi isnin tu bgnn2 je mmg da trase smacm je..after mandi n brsiap2 tetibe ckp kt rmate xmo gi klas sbb rse x larat-pnat2 brsiap br ckp x larat..then mrk pon gi la klas tnpa ku..aku pn dok je dlm bilik n ingt after mkn brkfast-just biskut oatkrunch-nk gi UK-unit kesihatan-nk gi amek multivit y aku da cdng nk amek mgu lepas y x tramek2 lgi..the pegi la..lalalala..pegi brlenggang..

smpi2 je jumpe sister banu n ckp nk amek multivit..tpi sister sbnrnye hri tu da prsan mke mmg pucat laen mcm..so pn nk check dlu b4 bg ubat-check darah..so da di check darah-ingt da clear walupn tau mmg x clear sbnrnye-kne check ngn dr meor..then afer that doc ckp gi kt klinik luar la wt further check-ups..takut ade pape..dy cm suspect thalasemia but i hv no family history of thalasemia..so utk kepastian y jitu, gi la ke klinik sbrang jaya..ni kputusan ala tibe2..

sesmpi nye di sane ngn menaiki van uitm-ambulans xde-daftar la..n tgu la buat bbrape ketika..b4 tu naseb baek trgerk nk bwk skali gi UK tdi bwk ic..klu mmg btul2 brlenggang y x bwk pape tu kn ke susah..lpas puas mnuggu sbb tyme tu dah rmi org sbb smpi dlm kul 9am gitu, no ku di sebut..n msuk la utk di check..then brmula la aku cite sume skali..last2 doc suro wat blood test..so kne la amek darah..dah la xde darah lagi kne amek..aiyoo..then the result came out..teng..teng..teng.. my heamoglobin count is just 3.5 hg below gile dr avg normal la tu y trsgt la low..I repeat VERY VERY LOW bcoz normal is like 12 hg...



ape lagi kne bleter dlu la sme doc..last skali dy kata y brbunyi lebey kuang cmni-"I warded to dekat hospital sebrang jaya hri jgk..nurse-ade nurse skali dlm blk tuu-call ambulance..kte hntr you pegi.."terdiam aku kt situ x taw nk balas ape..tertelan air liur..dgn x bwk stu brg pon..dh la pegi klinik ni sorg2 je..mmg cri pasal pulak kne thn ward..bgi tau ummi, ummi pn trkezut..zeeeet..aku pon bwat le mke seposen kt dlm blk tu smtara tgu doc call hosp sbrangjaya nk uruskn aku pegi ngn ambulance..ambulance tau x..huuu..lps tu siap pgi cucuk drips IV lgi kt tgn b4 nk pegi..dhla tu 2x cucuk..sakit nye..last2 drips tu x jln-meaning x msuk pn fluid tu-sbb xkne pressure or mmg x msk dlm vein..buat sakit je..adoi..



actully on da way nk ke sni mmg rse nk ngis da tkut ape la nk jdi kt aku ni siap kne msk sepital bagai..
sesmpinye di hosp sbrang jaya ngn ambulance-first tyme msk ikut blakng ambulance tuu..msk ikut pintu kcemasan...pstu nk trun la..konon nk jalan cm biase la.."x yah jln...kte amek kn wheelchair"-kte pck y bwk ambulance tdi..ala bkn nye aku x bole jln pon..haiyoo..mndgr kata dok je la ats wheelchair smbil dtolak oleh pck tdi tu..segan org kiri kanan tgk..then smpi je sne kne daftr diri sniri..then msk ke ward..bilik y 2 org dah hepi da..at least privacy cket la..da elok borak2 ngn makcik y kbtulan dah msuk dlu dlm tu...pastu tukar bju "uniform"..halamak..cket pnye beso..kain nye siap bleh wat slimut da n bole balut 2 org sklai stu kain tu..mmg bkn saiz aku la..tpi nk wat lagu mano...pki je la..da tukr bju tu ade doc pulak msk nk tnye detail about my prob n cite la from A to Z..then skali lgi kne amek darah..n sbb result nye 3.4 plak kali ni..kne tukar tmpt y mmg need attention lebey..which is in bigger room consist of 8 beds facing each other..mmg xbpe syok la..rmi stu pastu itu tmpt mcm open y mmg snang la doc n nurse nk moniter kteorg..maka mula hari ku di hospital..huuu~~..

mmg x ske la atmosphere kt dlam hosp..tpi dgn ade nye doc n nurse2 y frenly mmg make it all a lil bit better..tpi ade jgk la y a bit kasar but they just doing their job..

i'm glad that i'm out now..tpi darah ku da trcmpur..dh x fully me..ntah darah spe la ye..dh la smpi four pain..ye la nak naek kn hg level tu ketahap y selamat..ambik smpi empat skali gus-dua hri isnin, dua hri selasa..mkn darah je..dracula..pasni leh join "team edward"-twilight..hehehe..tpi y x leh blah nye kne cucuk smpi 6 tmpt..ye la vein kte ni halus n susah nk cri..da msuk skali bengkak..kne tukar laen..ni ade lgi kesan cucukn nye..tgn ni nk gerak tyme transfusion tu mmg x trgerak la..asl gerak je darah x jln..kne pgil nurse nk suro jln kn balik..tpi ya Allah mmg sakit la ble dye nk bgi jln balik tu..mcm kne gigitsemut or mcm vein kte tu kne picit smpi darh x ley jln n lepaskn smule then darah tu jaln ngn begitu tggi pressure-if x paham mksud ni just layan je la..pokok nye sakit la..



first night kt sane mmg x dpt tido..trleelpa kejap je..pastu akn kejap2 trjaga..dh la mlm tu darah mmg tgh tranfuse wktu tido d snnkn first beg tu mmg br mashl nk trun n mmg amek mase y lame nk transfuse...so y kedua tu agk lmbt brmula...but the second night is better sbb dpt lelap..ok la dri first night...

mknn kt hospital org kte x best ek...tpi aku lalu je mkn..ok je mkn..xde plak rse x best..mcm lauk kt kafe je lgi x best..ntah la laen orh laen rse nye..aku thn la mkn mknn hosp..xde slah nk mkn kt sne..mmg mkn je..hehee..ainaa pek kn mknn pn mmg byk..mcm dah nk suro aku tggl sminggu da kt sepital tu..xpe2 habis gak mkn2 tue..buah pon ade mkn..

hari first addmitted ainaa, saz, ainaa a, nasy, anne dtg lawat first skali..mmg tyme dyorg dtg tu mmg rse nk ngis la..trharu sgt..wuuu....T_T....sbb tyme tu aku tgk sume org laen ade org lawt aku je tyme tu x de spe dtg..huuu sedy je..pastu bwk pulak mkn y mmg wah sgguh byk x trhingga..T_T..trharu btol..then x lame pastu seri dtg lawat..walau ngh mgnadung y tguu ble2 je nk kuar tu still dtg dr kulim...sian kt ayah ma duk kt luar je sbb rmi sgt org tyme tu..then my rmates dtg..bwk la sgala bju n toiletries..tenkiu sgt2 ye sbb dtg mlawat..the next day pon ainaa dtg lgi kali ni ngn dina n nabilah..diaorg ni mmg bleh jdi nurse la kt citu..bleh harap..hee..:))
mlm second day tu pon ummi abah n mrk brtiga compliment with ammar dtg-bru smpi dr rmh..trus ke tmpt aku..rindu btol tyme tu..umi abah dtg smula on the third day kt hosp....n tyme tu la bole balek..yay..((:)

-label trippin' coz trippin' to hospital..huuu..

one year old

salam...

sedar x sedar rupe2 nye blog ni da setaun aku buat...btul2 x sngka...kirenye klu baby ni bru2 nk blaja jalan la...tetibe je hari ni nk check n customized blog n tertengok kt profile blogging since march 2009..then tgk kt my first post is on 12 March 2009(12/3/09)..mmg sgt2 kebetulan on this day..hehehee..umo da setahun jagung..

i will keep writing and thanks to all who had follow my blog either publicly or anonymously..give comments if you like or dislike so that I can improve my writing...sometimes writing is calming me from within...it's expressing my thought..so xde la trbuku je dlm hati..

well will write soon n more to come from me...

btw tarikh mule blogging tu sgt cantik..combination of my feveret numbers and almost same as my birth date..what a coincidence...hahahaha(12/3/09)

30+1

hee..ni post rentetan dri y tdi..tetibe nk tulis lgi plak mlm ni...tpi y ni just very shrot entri..regarding my no of post so far..either posted or just a draft, I have about 31 posts including this very one...





betul x sngka da tulis sebnyak tu..well not gonna stop until here..will keep posting soon..now I'm gonna stop for this post..STOP.

days left in penang

salam...

there is good news and of course there's also bad new..which one you want to hear??...
I'll tell you the bad news first becoz i was once told that it's better to have happy ending..

so what's the bad new..??well I'm moving..yep not gonna be in penang for the next semester..huuuu..really gonna leave all my friends here..surely will miss you all so very much..back in this early semester, I wasn't feeling like being parted with my friends although I continuing to the degree prog becoz I'm still in penang...same campus as them..can still see the or bump into them wherever or whenever in the campus..but thing are gonna change when I'm moving from penang..really hate this parted thing....

I had been really close to them..they are like my family here...kinda my strength...when firstly parted from my best friend, I felt like losing my right hand...but as time being I got adjusted but it wasn't that far as we can still meet each other whenever we want..when I'm moving, cannot la see her like I used to..huuuu....

I'm also gonna really miss my IKRAMies...we are all connected merely as people who are organizing an organization, instead, we are more like families to each other...not once after knowing what IKRAM really is that i felt like an outsider to the other members...everyone is very2 helpful, kind, backing each other...we cried and laughed together...
I had once trying to make some weird kinda decision...I kinda made promise to myself to choose between IKRAM and other society I'd joined in case of being busy n can't keep up between both..that i would choose only one..but how can u choose over family..so I stayed on for both..heee..can't let go either one..and I'm glad I'd made that decision...

so where am I shifted..??well I have to say is pretty close to home..closer than penang of course..moving to shah alam..if there is no problem arise, I'll be in shah alam for the remaining years of studies..in some way other than being closer to home, i think is good for change of wind sometimes..although I think shah alam will be a lot tougher n bigger not to mention..I'll take it as a challenge...(nape ntah ske bnde2 y challenge..y biase2 x mo plak..adui..)may be it is needed in the maturing process..back in penang I think I'm too dependent on the lecturer...we'll see what's going to happen to me..whether it's going to be well or upside down..I'm hoping for the best in my life..only Allah knows what's best...insyaAllah...

well if it is closer to home, other things that excites me is that the chance of me to attend whatever family event held, is very high-if I'm not busy with the studies that is...more time at home i guest..heheheee...may be more time as well for the beloved cousins who are soon-two of them-gonna fly2 to other continents..exaggerating..hahaha..-ntah sempat ke alin tgk aku kawin nnti..hahahaaaha...

well both places are equally have pros n cons of their own..can really argue much..hoping everything will go well..tata..salam..

update..update

assalamualikum wbt...

rse nye ah lame sgr2 x mg'update' blog y satu ni..ni je pon stu2 blog y sy ade..haaih....ape nk tulis sbnar nye x dirngka ngn bgitu baik..juz maen tulis je nih..maaf klu entri ni cam tngkap muat je..

so ape y dh sy wt slame ni ye..??hmmm..stil mcm biase..xde y brubah sgt..well just finished all the tests on the last friday..the last one is the "best" one-if u know what i meant...don't know la...i think i got t he problem of imagining the drawng....huhuhuhu...what's done is done..moving on now..

well there was good new from home...whenever there's bad new, there's alway the good news right(positive thought)...i was told by ummi that she passed the PTK5 n got really great grade n plus beating all the guys of t=her collegues...happy for her so much...ummi bole pass exam with flying colour how can't I not be like her(injecting positive thought)...alhamdulillah...hehee the part y paling trsentuh ialah when she said that "berkat doa anak2"...huhuuu..sgt trharu..ummi doakn anakmu y sornag ini..smoga brjaya dunia dan akhirat...ameen..

as for today, i just finished an event-movie premier that was planned like a month ago..alhamdulillah it went well although not many participated but the effort was not wasted..there's some glitch-if I would say-about the notice..but let that teach my team n I to be more prepared next time...however there was feeling that was playing inside me during the event held...a very happy and very plaesing feeling like I want to do the event again n won't feel regret doing it...well there is next week to repay an undo all the mistakes done..hope the next movie premier will be even better with better n more crowds...thaks for all my team members for helping and work so hard in making it happend..i know u all work hard enough to make it work...thanks u guys..now i know that u all can do any event next time around when i'm not with you all...leaving with ease...heheee..

I did wrote about leaving right..well if there is no problem-xde aral melintang-mybe akn continue my study at uitm shah alam..hehe bunyi nye cam nk pi tmpt jauh je..padahal kt sini2 je..hahhaa..mybe agk exaggerate cket..hehee..well yeah i'm soon leaving uitm pnang..T_T..leaving all my friends and my best friend...huhuhuuu..sgt sedey..thought that i still hv about another semster ni pnang...but it turns out the otherwise...hope the change of wind is for the better..insyaAllah..smoga Allah prmudahkn segalanya...ameen..

smoga semua brjalan lancar ameen...(:->)...