somewhere~

as salam

 mood: traveling~
tetibe rasa nak naek kapal terbang dan berjalan ke tempat orang..
tetapi terasa di bawah cuaca (under the weather) tak baek2 sampai la ni..batukbatukbatuk..bersinbersinbersin..

bila pulak nak demam betol2..macam xsuda cerita pulak kalu batuk ngn selsema x demam..ooOh bukan mintak supaya demam tapi selalu nye macam tu..ble xdemam2 macam xsuda2 pulak y dua tu..huhu..ape lah..dah macam ni mintak sakit pulak..pa kahhH..??!patot langkah ke belakang dan ucap alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah~

wsalam~

обновление!!!

as salam..

mari update kedaan semasa..!!

hajar will come here to my house tomorrow..hehe..bleh la hang out..ehe..she'll be driving herself along with nu'man to my house..you go girl..hehe..for driving here yourself..!!ooh rumah dy tggl dy dgn nu'man je lah..sbb sarah kt matriks..epi kt uitm perak or melaka..she is on study leave...ganti mak ngn abah dy lah...achik and ayah chik had been departed to mekkah today..they went for umrah..smoga selamat menyelesaikn umrah dan balik dengan selamat..insyaAllah..smoga dipermudah kan urusan di sana..ooh..sarah dlm minggu ni telah di-admited-kn ke hospital sbb masalah lutut dy..risau pulak..takut2 ade prob dgn nerve..she had to undergo MRI and CT scan if not mistaken...just hearing those kinda scans made me shivers..smoga sarah xde pape yang serious..!

gara2 tengok banyak sgt grey's anatomy (back-to-back episodes)..hehe:P da paham sikit terms y doctor pki..daN dalam cerita tu klu buat MRI or CT scan mesti nya akan ade kes y either life or death..so they end up operating on the patients..yup its is the surgeons punye doctors punye cerita that i'm talking about..so in end mmg they will operate their patients..cut open their chest for the heart of lung problems..cut open their brain for the nerve or brain problems..cut open their stomach area for any abdomenial cavity disease..sometimes have to perform cesarean section or c-section for short to deliver babies..sgt tertarik..hehe..

in that drama..the heart surgeon is potrayed as the most "hardcore" surgeon..yeke dalam keadaan sebenar as in real life..??!doktor2 di luar sana sila lah jawap..hehe..dlu I personally like the heart of all most organ in our body..way back during spm time..dlu took biology..hehe..but somehow ended up with civil engineering right now..takdir (cehh~)..hmm...macam mane tah..??!hehe..

anyhow...suke jgk blaja biology ni dlu..intersting..learning about yourself..hee:D terasa lebih dekat dgn pencipta kita..one way to see Allah The Almighty punye kuasa is by looking to yourself..tgk tgn kita pon dah bleh rasa how besar nya kuasa Allah tu...bergatung kepada cara kita melihat sesuatu itu..syukuri lah nikmat Allah walau ia nya nampak macam simple je..:) se-simple2 benda itu lah yang made that one particular thing complete..seperti ibu jari anda yand bercap jari..kalu xde itu tak ke haru hidup..nak grab hold to things pon akan susa..asyik2 terjatuh je..sbb tangan kite licin..joints dekat jari tu pon ade guna ny..kalu xde..xde nya dapat sy nk taip sume bnde ini dengan mudah..sebab susa nk gerak..anda y baca pon akan susa nk scroll down sampi ke baris yang ni nak baca ape yang sy tulis..

fikir dan zikir..subhanallah besar nya ciptaan mu..

wallahu'alam

sekian dlu biat hari ini..:)

10 years~

as salam..

10 tahun akan datang..insyaAllah klu masih di beri kesempatan nyawa utuk sampi ke sepuluh tahun lagi hayat ni..ape y akan sy buat yeh...??

hmmm..some say i'll be replacing my mum..meaning being an engineer or being a mum..hmmm..probably both..insyaAllah :D

hmmm..the same person also said that i might be like prof jun-my lecturer in uni..great one..somehow seeing a bit of my mum in prof jun..workwise that is..hehe..hmmm...hmmm...dunno~

and that very same person also said that i'll get married...hmmm..hmmm..hmmm...find me one lah then we can talk..haha..joking~ sure i want to get married some point later in my life...when will it be..hmmm...wallahualam~

but the later is way out of prospective of discussion..way way off topic..haha..ade ke~adey~(--.--")

actually this came about because abah asked me before..where should we settled down when he(abah) n ummi retired later in years..that is about likely be in 10 years time..hmmmm...means where do we(kami2 anak dy) want to live..here in bangi or be backed in kuantan..hmmm...

for me..for this time being..being in bangi is ok..ok means xnak pindah..hehe..mungkin sbb da mula selesa dgn keadan..heh..it took about 6 years huh to finally said ok..haha..i tend to hold on the past much longer than i thought..haha..ape lah..maybe the condition of the house overall plays the role..are been renovated last year..makin suka dgn rumah di bangi...

plus mst of the sepupus are here..nearby the area..area around selangor/KL/nilai..its easier to see each other..get together or family gathering is awaited..hehe..with all the foods and the chit chatting..yep! sukeeeE~

its also near to school-uni...i can easily be backed home..hahaHAHA...plus i think being in selangor is stratigic..it is in the middle of the map..kak is in johor and i was a while ago in penang..so home is in the middle..made it more near to home..dannN sekarang dah kt shah alam lagiii lahhhh dekat nyeee~wee~

well back to the question..in 10 years time to come..i'll be what..31 year old by then..i'm sure i'll be finishing my studies..have a job..be married..maybe have a kid..hohoho(its funny thinking of the future like this..LOL)
haha..its ok either place actually...but its is good to be backed to where your're born and raised which is in kuantan..hmmm...but if ummi n abah wanted to stay here in bangi it's also ok..hmmm...
all in all it's fine either way..i hate making choices like this..phuuu...

sejak cuti~

as salam..

okeh ni post pertama semenjak pulang ke rumah...tarak idea sbnar nye..atau lebih kepada xtahu nk tulis macam mane sbnar nye..hehe..

mom's day

as salam...

hari ni tamat suda ketas menagement...hoping for the best :)
tomorrow is mother's day...

tdi bukak facebook...typed "ummi"-instead of her name- the result show so many people with the name of ummi...shocked!!hehe..nape byk sgt kawan aku brnama ummi..?br-pelik2 seorg diri..aloohh salah taip nama..daa..ngengg~! iye lah da pngil ummi mestilah" ummi"  takkn by nama pulak..!!

pokok nya sy hanya ade satu je ummi dalam dunia ni..one and only..not two not three or not even 10..only ONE...and i really love her so much *heart...

yup you can have many children as much as you want..wives if your spouse let you to..husbands if you re-marry..many aunts and uncles..lots of nieces and nephews..lots of cousins...but you can only have ONE mom and dad...i really love them both! yes i do..! you loss them even when they are still alive your are living with nothing...if there are already gone make doa for them..a lot of..applies even when they are still alive..love them..cherish them..whenever you still can..don't live with regrets for not being able to love them..

ummi selamat hari ibu..juga selamat hari ibu kepada ibu2 y membaca post ini dan ibu2 di luar sana..:) sanyangilah ibu anda sebelum terlambat :)

najiah dear...

as salam..

di atas permintaan anda wahai najihah nasharudin...brsempena dgn hari lahir anda...nah this is for you..as you wish my dear...but i don't promise any tears will trickle from you as you're reading this..so just enjoy the ride..

to day is 5th of may..but her birthday was actually on the 2nd of may..due to the exam today i forgot to wish her..but i do remember her birthday..cuma x wish je...x dan..sibuk belajar...haa..sbenar nye knn...sy ni x penah pon ingt tarikh birthday awk y sebenar..sbb i always thought of it-your birthdate-on the 5th of may...sokmo ok..!year in year out mesti dok ingt y birthdate awk bukan 2 mei...xtahu lah sbb ape...best sgt ke 5/5 ni smpi sy dok ingt asyik2 tarikh ni ble smpi bulan 5..tahu lahh..awk pon tahu knn...hehe..sorry dear..sbb sy suke tarikh tu agak nye...hehee..lalala..

hehehehe...TAPI..!tahun ni sy mmg ingt tarikh lahir awk...the actual one..the 2nd may...YUP i did..!hee:D dannN sy siap ingat kn ummi tarikh lahir awk tau..ummi xtringt pon..sbb before tu sy ade call rmh...hehe..kalu x xdpt lah awk mkn pizza najiah..haha..

ok dy ni hmmmm...one word to describe her: LOUD!!
dy ckp- kuat
dy gelak- kuat dan besar
dy jerit- nk pekak telinga org...
dy nanges- mmg kuat
dy mmg BISING...haha :))
dy suka br gossip- SUKA SGT~
dy SUKA MAKAN SGT2
dy suka GELAK

tapi ble je ade org laen..jeng3~ sume y kt atas tu brubah mnjadi y sebalik ny kecuali part makan...hohoho..
ckp nk bisik2..antara dgr x dgr je suara..hehe..adey~

dy dlu kecik2 dy lah y paling gemok..haha..sy xnk censored pon najiah..haha..sampi skg poN...hoho...anak2 ummi ngn bah ni sume nye jenis gemok2 tyme kecik2 except for kak..sbb dy mmg xnak membesa..tpi sume nye akn kurus pulak ble semakin besa..tpi tidak awk najiah..hehe..you maitain..hehe..but skg..da kureng  KOT lah..haha..but you are always big for me...hehe..

awk baek ngn iman..iman abek ngn awk..selalu maen sesame..DAN selalu jgk jadi musuh sesame..xpaham konsep ni..haha..disebab kn awk lahir jarak jaih sket je dri sy selang 4 taun..kte mcm ade dua generasi set..sy abg ngn kak masa kecik2 rapat 3 org..selalu maen 3 org...dan awk selalu maen ngn iman and solehah...jgk selalu gaduh ngn dyorg...

awk ni klu nk maen suke nk menang je...xpon nk sume bende sama rata..xde y blhe lebey dari dy..dy lebey xpe..haha..dan awk jgk agk kedekut..haha..:P duit xpasti lah..tpi kedekut barang..haha..klu buku conteng tu..awk gune konsep "susun-atur"...xpahm dahh...nama pon buku conteng..maka conteng lah sesuka hati..xyah lah susun2 atur...pastu xkan mula conteng kt muka surat laen klu x abes muka surat y sebelom ny...DAN pen dlm pencil case sgt byk..tpi sebtg je y boleh pki...sbb awk "syg" nk buang...haha..

tapi awk caring sbb awk brkira tu..awk pikir kt org laen sbb awk brkira dan nk sama rata kn sume bnde..hee...pastu senang nk suh awk tolong itu ini..hehe..you are very helpful sister..haha..tapi ble suh tolong kemas mmg masalah..haha..dan awk mmg ble suh tolong cari barang...sure x jumpe..haha..anda fail mencari barang..hehe..DAN sgt seronok jgk ble anda dibuli..hee:D siap ngn ammar buli awk jgk...

ok i swear that i never say this other than my blog or to any other people..ok you are sometimes make the house more lively...seriously...! ble sy balik cuti sem mmg baru nmpk bnde alah ni berlaku...well it's because your are LOUD..your loudness makes the house more lively..the quite house seems to be filled with your loudness..ummi did say this that the house was rather quite when kak and i went away for our uni's..with abg day in day out... you know the drill kan najiah....hehe..tapi kt rumah tu ade awk...seriously rumah tu akan lebih sunyi kalau awk kuar pegi masok uni nnti..trust me..seriously...ummi mesti lagi sunyi..iman dagn sports dy...solehah dgn sibuk dy y sy pon xsure ape y dy sibuk2 kan..hehe..tapi awk ade je dekat rmh..sbb awk xmnyibuk kn diri dlm aktiviti sekolah ke ape maksod nye..haha..

my point is ble sy bgn pagi2 tyme cuti2 sume org da kuar gi sekolah...gi keje...pastu sorg2 balik dari sekolah..dari keje...ble iman balik je dy bwt ape...tv...ble solehah balik dy bwt ape..tido..abg tros gi masok bilik dan kuar ble dy rase nk kuar...ammar balik pon tv dan toys dy...tpi awk balik awk greet org dlu..greet org y dlm rumah tu...you are people person ke ape..haha..maybe..mungkin awk ni ade perasaan lebih sket dari org laen..haha...pasyu rajen jgk layan ammar...ble dy mintak lukis kan ape2 pon awk suke je tolong...pastu suke jgk nk bwt plan2 y mantop...konon nk jdi mastermind lahh..hehe...

to najiah: hey awk mmg gemok je walau da kurus..hehe..have a blast in your life...although i don't play with alot during the childhood days but i'm glad that we remain close  rite now...gud luck for your upcoming SPM..blaja leklok..jgn asyik tgk korean je...sile lah selalu brborak dgn ummi...rmh akan sunyi ble awk xde..so jgn selalu xde kt rmh..huu..wei..mintak hadiah kt kakak taneem..hehe..bye~

wsalam~

spaghetti dan kereta

as salam...

semalam baru selesai satu paper..determinate structure..wuu..one word: PENAT..!

the papaer started during the evening at 2.15pm...so the whole day was so anticipated waiting for that paper to finally start..huu..tiring..menunggu nk jawab paper tu tuk tengah hari agak meletih kan...sepanjang hari rasa x selesai...huhuu..and when its finally over it was like pheww~ but not really doing well..hukhuk..pray for the best...it do consumed a lot from me..badan tros saket2..hehe..gara2 xbrganjak nk jawab paper..mmg "prakk" lah bunyi sendi2 ku tatkala masa mnjawab tamat..hehe...now should be focusing on design-the next paper to be..

as promised to my housemates that i would cook the spaghetti with the traditional sauce after the paper-for dinner..and i did..hee :D but right after the paper i said that "hari ni masak xsedap...spaghetti akan rasa xbest"-gara2 jawab paper determinate..huu..tros dyorg xnak makan...sbb takot x sedap..haha..memain je lahh~ well it went well..i cooked it with the help of teha potong cendawan dan rebus kn spag..sauce nye mcm biase cap prego-trbaeK..! tambah ape y patot...kuah nye x bape thick sgt sbb byk masok kn air..wished it be more thick but still good...y syok ny HABES..!!sambil buat "slumber party" di rumah we all makan spag tu..hehe..da lame nk mkn spag with traditional sauce then bru semalam dapat :D pueh hati (^_^)
dapat bagi satu bekas kt en faliq sbb dy ade mintak hari tu...tpi tu lah sikit sgt...dapat lah sorg mkn...sian x sume dapat rasa..hehe..xpe2 xrugi pon...lenkali je lah..huhuhu~

DAN...mlm tu jgk mrk2 kuar cari jalan tuk pegi knduri esok ny...malang memang x berbau...they got into accident...alhamdulillah sume xde y cedera..kete je y rosak sikit...kne langgr dari belakang...tapi org y langgar tu y trcedera...smoga dy xcedera trok...trkejot tyme dpt tahu...huu...naseb ade spy y bgi tahu..time kaseh lah ye...if not dyorg balik baru tahu y dyorg accident...

actually i was also supposed to follow them...but decided not to go because i'm too tired from before-jwab paper determinate n memasak straight after that..badan tetibe mcm lenguh2..so xjadi follow...if not i would also be in that car...alhamdulillah...makne nye suh duk diam2 kt rumah ble malam mnjelma...cari jalan ke ape ke esok2 pagi je lah...huhu...sian kt dyorg...memlm baru dpt balik lepas da report n setel kn sume hal y perlu...

sekali lagi pesanan penaja: bawak kete/moto/lori/bas dll secara brhati2 n brhemat...ingt lah org trsayang :)
sekian

wasalam