D for dilemma

warning:might involve some emo feelings n maybe this entri will lead to nowhere in the end..we'll see hw it turns out..

D for:

dilemma of diploma
dilemme og degree

i'm in the midst of dilemma of choosing somehow i describe it as a the "one way ticket" of life. it means if i chose the other way, there's no way of turning back..must make very2 determined n follow through decision...it's involve my future...argh...can't decide it right now..

i'm babbling about the fact that i hv to choose whether to further my study to degree or just proceed the diploma program which i'm currently am studying right now-that is about to enter the 4th sem(2nd year, 2nd sem)....

one way or the other...


both choices hv their pros n cons n concern that i hv to take into account of-very carefully consider...if i just proceed with what i'm currently doing right now i'll be graduating the dip in another 1 n half yr..then proceed to the degree-with the good result of course-starting from the 2nd yr(from the 3rd sem) until the 6th sem..which is another 4 sem before graduating as n engineer...this of course i will hv my friend from the dip prog with me...

however if i decide to choose to further my study to degree, i'll start immediately-entering it the as soon as this semeter starts...it's gone be shocked to my system-it can be overcome as time passes by...i'll be starting from the 1st of the deg prog until the 6th sem..if so, i pass with flying colour, it will be short of about 1 sem compared if i finish dip prog n go to deg prog...

this hw i felt right now....

but most of my friends don't want to take risk of failing to finish the deg prog n not having the dip cert...

its very confusing~~....

then there is the jpa schrlshp...they say that if we presented the offer letter to further the study to deg prog they can support us through...it's like an oppertunity to study deg with the sponsored of jpa...jimat duit ummi abah skaligus..haaiish~...

tpi diri ni bole ke trus ke degree???itu prsoalan trbesar nye..am i prepared if i'm going to further it without the support of my friend...tell u the truth, half of my strength is from my friend..da la hidup jauh ngn family lg la rse sgt br'support'kn kwn...mmg x ley nk diri ngn kaki sniri la aku ni...

yg prog deg tu pon da la kt kmpus penang jgk..pn jauh sme family...tpi dgr2 ade baek nye jgk..becoz bdk nye x de rmai mcm kt s.alam..n lectr pn akn lebey tumpu pd kte..mkin akn mbntu kot tyme study nnti..tpi it's all up to urself jgk la..

suda makin konfius nk pilih mane satu ni...dilemma2....

one road will u lead to the other side of the world while the other shall lead u the other that shall meet at the one intersection point-sometimes-or other times they won't meet at all in the end...

what a decision to make....ALLAH the all knowing, plaese guide me to make the right decision in my life...