tribute to decemberians~

as salam

as the title says..hehe ape lagi..post december tuk the december babies..lalala..spe2 y jeles sebab lahir laen bulan bleh la skip post kali ni sekian.hee:D

alhamdulillah masih di beri umur lagi untuk menghirup udara di dunia..menginsafi diri yang masih diberi masa utuk beribadah kepadaNYA..manfaatkan..manfaatkan..manfaatkan..!sila pertingkaktkan lagi usaha2 awak hannan..!banyak lagi y xterlaksana..duk maen2 je..dushh~ duk maen2 je idea dlm kepala xjadi..idea macam sebiji benih..kalau just ade benih tapi tak disemai..tak dibaja..macam mane nak bercambah benih2 idea itu..tapak semaian dan baja pon kene yang terbaek dari ladang ye! tingggG~ so sila lah jgk tingkatkan..tingkatkan..tingkatkan! tangga y nak dijejaki tu masih tinggi..awak baru kat level bawah..if tak tingkatkan usaha cane nak naek lagilagilagi tinggi (walapun sedar diri ini xsetinggi mane lah kann:P )

so..note to self: dear self..hannan..sila baiki baiki baiki diri awak tuu...ketok kang malas2 nak baiki diri..byk flaws..ye manusia byk flaws tapi itu indah nya jadi orang islam..ade je ruang2 yang boley kita baiki..so baiki diri anda untuk islam..tak menyumbang ape2 pon lagi ni...huu..you just turn 21 years old..but what have you done so far..? (do pause and ponder)

okeh serius pulak post kali ni..dahdah..:D

mari sini nak dengar xcite yang xde lah menarik sangat pon nak kasi tau..tapiiI nak jgk bagitau..

this year the date falls during the middle of semester (even really the last day before the study leave)..so yeah..i was a bit different..different how you might ask..well i'm really sure for those others (means yang lahir bulan selain disember) but one thing i'm sure of is that for us yang memang lahir in this holiday month in malaysia..for sure lah yang macam aku jgk yang xpenah sambut dengan kawan2 sebab nya waktu cuti..okey you might say boleh je sambut dgn kawan walau waktu cuti..but not me lah kot..tatau lah org laen y lahir dlm disember cane pulak keadaan nya..tiada kajian pulak psl ni aku baca..hoho (bel punye pasal)..
anyways..as for me..memang xpenah walau setahun dalam selama 21 tahun ni sambut dengan kawan2 birthday aku ni..except for this year..seriously! means this year was the year i celebrated birthday with my friends..seriously tak tipu punyee..!

malam tu (22nd dec) like usual..membace buku sebab lusa ade common test..ohh mereka yang di rumah sewa pon sibuk dgn membaca dan hal ehwal masing2..like they were forgetting ("like" lah~ ) okeh da sedey je pukul 12 je berlalu tanpa sebarang ucapan..hukhuk..xpe2 bz kut..aku pon malas nk bising2..just continue studying..lalala..then suddenly everyone become so active..da suspicious..terhidu bau2 nak dikenekan..but remain cool je..hehe..then suddenly (lagi suddenly) pintu diketuk..pukul 12..pintu diketuk..jeng3..pastu nmpk helmet nisa..ohh dyorg balik..tadi before ni actually ckp nk brmlm kt kristal je nk siapkn assgmnt skali ngn iqa..tup2 ade pulak..pelik suda~ pastu memang aku y kene bukak pintu kannn..sekali nisa n iqa bwk kek..cheese cake..bluberry cheese cake~ :D da trnanges tros kt depan pintu tu..xdan air mata nk menitis..donggG ade habuk2 putih2 melayang2..saya suda kene tepung dari belakang..hahaha..ini keje masyi..hahahaha..xpe lah...bleh jadi putih kejap..hohoho..:DD

just for fun~:D

aloh mereka ni...so sweet:D kunun buat2 selambe je..huhu..seriously terharu..huhuhuu..:') sayang korang:D yaya teha masyi ika nisa iqa sume komplot naa..hehe..rupe nye kek tu disorokkn kat rumah bdk laki..hehe..korg pon same..komplot jgk..hehe..thanks for the surprise..first time kene baling tepung ngn korg..biase nye baling ke orang..kali ni aku y kene..hohehe..
ohh tenkius for all the du'a..keep it coming..doakan sy sentiasa..:D may Allah bless you all :)

hee:D oke..tu y kat rumah sewa..rumah sini pulak(buat on the 25th dec)..xde tepung nak dibalingkan..kalau ade kene la ngn ummi..hehe:P but ummi buat makan2..wee:D along with other december babies~ weee:D ade ing anis aimi che rah suli (xhadir hari tu) and ayoh jgk! we all share the same month..hehe..seronok nye kalau lahir dlm bulan ni..always been celebrated sebab ianya falls in the holidays..kalau dulu2..sure sambut dekat KB ke..beli 2-3 kek pakat2..then nyanyi lagu HBday reramai..hehe..ohh ade orang jeles biase nya..hehe..asal je ade sambutan ni dulu kat kb alin sure jeles..hehe..;P dear alin tahun ni menjeles kan awak dari jaoh je lah..hehe..tetap terasa aura jeles mu wahai alin..hihi:P

kali ni ummi mimpi apetah masak all out..western style mixed with asia sikit2..ummi buat roast chicken(yummm~)..grilled lamb(yummmmm~)..mashed potatoes(mmmmm~) with the gravy(+ the yummminess..ohh i made this..wee:D tq nisa 4 the recipe)..mihun(ni xleh klu xde)..ade sayur sikit y roasted skali dgn ayam tu..pastu cakesss..n duriannss..hehehe..:D ohh malam tu makan dengan banyak nya..alhamdulillah..kenyang membulat..hehe..sampai kne benti jap before makan durian...:D ohh malang nya tiada bukti gambar pulak..gara2 penat menolong ummi masak..aku xdan nak cara ke kamera..last2 tuk kamera sniri xde simpanan..tguu org laen upload lah ye..anyhow..sgt suka mkn mlm tu..sume buat menjadi..dan sedap..:D siap dyorg mintak recipe gravy tu..again nisa tqvm..hihihi :))

ohh post ni macam sangat panjang ye..so tahniah lah kepada yang dapat menuruskan pembacaan sampai ayat ni. tq for bear with my words y banyak..hoho..give yourself a smile like this (^_^)
tata d(^.^)m

weekend off n retreat~ finally!

as salam..

tadi tengah2 dalam kelas indie tetibe dapat sms..from ummi..saying that iman got 8 A's for her PMR..hehe..i tot ape lah..hee..TAHNIAH!CONGRATS! this news was like the great news in the middle of all the madness happening right now
even ble awk setat nak study je..sure mata merah mcm mngantuk gile2..asal bukak buku je tido..asal tido je sure sbb bukak buku..hehehe..study pon depan TV..buku di tangan..mata di kaca TV..last2 buku di tepi..TV di depan...haha..even so..you manage to get 8 A's..but hey..PMR mmg senang pon kan..bahaha :)) ni berkat doa ummi abah :) so belajar lah molek2 tuk next year..ehh..this year xdapat nk bercuti school hols bersama..huu..xbest lah..xleh nk hangout sesame kat rumah (kat rumah je pon:P) sambil bangon lambat pagi2:P sambil konon nak setat jog y even dah nak abis cuti pon xmula sampi ke sudah..hu..xsyok~ i want more time with my girls~ >.<

that was a short note for you iman!

next topic~

looking forward for this upcoming weekend :D che and ayoh will come from KB for kenduri..then they will be staying here for a while..visiting all her anaks and cucus y ade kat sekitar sini..duduk2 kat rumah setiap sorg y ade kat sini..hehe basically visiting us lah..rather than we visit them..hehe..tahan mereka selama boley kat sini..hihihi..ayoh sejak jadi imam kalu nk buat visit camni kne plan..if not nati rushing nak balik..xpe2..best je..ohh ape y best you guys might asked..sebab nanti ade gathering..gathering tuuu yang penting! sebab ade MAKANAN~ COUSINS~ AUNTIES n UNCLES~ CHE n AYOH~ hehe:D

ohh~ actually this weekend pon ade week off to MELAKA~ running from shah alam..like retreat sekejap..pegi melaka ade kenduri adek asma..tahniah adek asma :) pastu mereka plan tuk bat BBQ 2nd round kat rumah nenek nisa (kampung nisa) kat melaka jgk..tido smlm kt rmh nenek nisa..couldn't join them lah this time around..sokay~ insyaAllah next time..

oh ye..before this we all 2 kelas A n B ade buat BBQ jgk..bbq di pagi hari...hehe..ni ad-hoc BBQ nama nya..last minute plan and run...ye ye je aku xmo involve ngan sume ini..tgk2 aku jgk la juru beli barangan BBQ..hoho..suke je kan..suke~ buat di taman permainan dekat rmh bdk laki sek 7..rmh megat abe faliq sume..mmg pagi tu playground tu kteorg je y maen kt situ..hoho..budak2 besa maen kt playgorund mmg la mcm xpenah jumpe playground sblum ni..haha..seronok je dpt naek buaian..muehehe..buai lelaju..weee:DD da lame benor xnaek..hehe..dyorg bdk laki y juru bakar ayam..we all gurls duduk borak2 sambil buat sandwich..ohh sandwich tu pon ad-hoc..pagi tu bru gi bli brg n buat kt taman tu jgk..hehe..selamber je..buat kt atas gelongsor..hehe..xpenah2 buat lagi camtu before ni..ni back up makana sementara tunggu ayam siap dibakar..ayam best je..ade la org dpt y xbape nak masak..huu..nak wak gane..luo doh hangut = (hangus+hangit) hehe..xpe layan je..perut suda lapa mehh...pastu na achik adnie n qilah plak buat mee goreng n mihun goreng...poN pagi tu jgk..xplan langsong jgk nk masak mee n mihun ni..haha..memang maen run je camni lah jadi nya..
but somehow it worked well..sometimes we can't plan too much..otherwise xjadi..just run and see how things went..just go with the flow..sometime that's the best way to do it..

btw its time of the semester already..the study leave is just a day away! means that exams is just weeks away..minus all sleep n rest n eating n huhahuha it will be about 3 days time..wiwiwiwiii ~,~ make it be useful hannan! signing off now..test m&e is in 2 days time..need to get back to reality and study..leaving this safe zone of belog for sometimes with the upcoming exams drawing near..well wishes to all having finals..good luck..do your best..!:D

point blank~

......

i'm nervous.
i'm clueless.
i'm scared.
i'm don't know.
i'm also not sure.
i'm confused.
need answers.
but don't know how to ask.
more questions.
a question answered with another question give no answer.
but instead added more questions.
afraid to ask.
afraid of the option.
afraid of the answer given.
afraid of the uncertainties.
the unknown is wild.
its always ended up with maybe-s

heart make dua to Allah.alwaysalwysalways.
guide me.
.......

mariku tulis di sini sekejap

as salam..

ye seperti biasa lah..baru berpeluang nak update my blog..beloq y satu ni..hee..

penat lah study...diverging my thought for a while..just finished reading some articles..actually for the coming usrah..about "dunia islam" means berita terkini pasal hal-hal yang berlaku di luar sana mainly involving the ummat..hey penting tau tuk amek tahu pasal perkara ni sume ye..jgn duk tgk kat dalam malaysia-dlm malaysia lagi pening rasa nya..isu2 y ntah ape2 je..dunia islam kt luar sana lagi serius masalah dan perjuangan nya..itu medan mereka..medan jihad kat malaysia laen plak cerita nya..

anyways...kita kene amek tahu jgk ape2 yang berlaku kat luar sana..don't just study je..nati jadi pelajar yang belajar je..saya nak jadi pendakwah yang belajar..*tingggG

xde ape sgt nak di-update-kan di sini..melain kan y trip cancel..(ckp kat sini lagi selamat rasa nya..xde dr. nak komen..huuu..jgn gelak please!) penat2 je mereka2 buat gerak kerja sume..last2 terpaksa di-cancel-kan..sbb sebab2 yang xdapat nak elak..y tukang pikir ni pon da xtau nak pikir lagi dah..next time insyaAllah..insyaAllah.. ade hikmah xleh pegi ni..suh blaja..test berderetan sih..sila lah belajar hannan..kut nak pegi jgk..awk sibuk xdan nk blaja..org laen pon sibuk..jgn kaco mereka..maaf korg ye..trip cancel..rugi jgk..but insyaAllah next time..trip ni xwajib pon..blaja tu lagi wajib..(ayat pujuk diri sendiri :\ )
but anyhow..thank you to those who had helped the wokrs until yesterday before i announced that it was cancel..you guys helped a lot..backed me up when needed..seriously shocked up to that level you guys supported me although such action should have been avoided..you guys are great friend..! glad having you guys as a friend..may Allah bless you all..good luck! (mcm ucapan ape je..)

sedey2 je..but ntah lah...through out this experience we can know who is a true friend..i gain a lot of experience i personally think that this trip tripped a lot..may be because i'm the head of the trip..i do tripped off a lot of times (if you know what i meant..haha) but seriously..sgt banyak nye dugaan..maybe a sign from Allah that its not gonna make it..but you hannan still keep going ignoring all the signs..such ignorant person..ish3..i've been in the "gerak kerja" trip for 2-3 places..and seriously this one really a messed up case...lots of may-be-s want to state here..but it just make me a person who gives a lot of excuse..
"what is flash flood got to do with them coming late to my class"-quoted dr.hisbany-jap tuka topic sat..seriously had nothing to do between two cases..seriously! sokong dr.hisbany but x sokong dy nak maen tolak2 marks org sesuke hati..tu je..*peace V(*_*)V hampir nak nanges nk reason y sebenar tu..seriously..!
where am i just now...yeah the trip-me giving lots of may-be-s..yeah..so probably i won't take up that position again..probably not in this short period of time..not a good leader..find someone who can really lead next time..pasni nk pegang watak tepi2 je..hoho..

ok need to continue study now..lots need to cover...so little time lots and tonnes to do..!
on that note..i hate myself right now..dushH..!

tata..
**ummi abah najiah iman adek an ammar are all currently in penang..oh how i wish i'm there with them..penang..i miss penang all of sudden..missing the moments there..place where i learn what need to be learn..

respect-belajar boleh tak

assalamualaikum~

hai again blog..ku kira sudeh sekian lama xmngunjungimu..meh nk tgk2 sikit...no post since....(tgk lah last post tu ble kt bawah~hee) dalam kepala ni ade lah 2-3-4 bende nak diwartakan kat bloq ni..but rasa macam xsume kot..(dlm kepala still berkira2 mane se nk dituliskan..hohui~)

oke pick this one..well recently (just this evening) got back from home..yeah~home sweet home~~wee..like the great escape lah camtu..err what am i escaping from....hmmm..not to be told..*peace
sengsangat lah need to be home this weekend if not i'm gonna be very sorry for myself..cannot take it..it too high..just wanna be home~seriously!

anyways~all the way home I commute via KTM..as usual..packed as always during the so-called peak hours..huaa..trapped in the midst of that hour lah pulak kann..i tot can avoid it..but what to do..just redah je lah..but before that packed-ness of people..there was very nice scene of malaysian scene-dah ala iklan petronas..seriously! hehe..it was just an accidental encouter between these two race-chinese and indian-watched by me-malay..okeh nak jgk masok dlm scene ni even as watak tepian..hoho..(need to make it short as it almost to 12.17am-tomorrow got class..) okeh basically they are harmoniously interacting..what a scene..that short huh..hee..both were really friendly..the chinese woman had tow kids with her-a boy and a girl..so the indian woman tegur sapa with the chinese kid-the boy..actually the mom asked the boy to give the seat to the indian woman as she is older..then she was very please with the act..good boy..hehe..a rare scene to be seen in the bsy days of our life..

actually nak cakap kat sini dah kurang nya budaya nak hormat orang tua..terutama bagi orang muda mudi sehat kuat sejahtera...sibuk nak rebut seat dgn org tua..sampai kn hari tu jgk kne seorang makcik ni cakap camni "bagi makcik duduk lah..kamu muda lagi..kuat..berdiri lah" adoi..sampai kne cakap diri sendir tua baru lah orang paham..hadey~ kadang2 nak je rebut seat tu jgk..then kasi seat tu kat orang tua..kira rebut seat tuk dyorg..sgguh xpaham dgn sikap buat2 xpaham ni..da terang2 pon tulis y kerusi2 tu diutamakan tuk elders, preggers, OKUs and women with kids..huu..

so kepada mereka2 yang menaiki KTM/LRT/monorail dan seangkatan dgn nya...do respect to the elders especially..xsusah nak buat baik pon..kte je xnak buat baik..hari ni hari mereka..esok luasa hari kita pulak..so renung2 kan lah ye:D

sekian~^__^
** don't stress up..be happy..sila berlapang dada..jangan masam-u looked more like mad at something if not smiling..:)
** test math is coming..hydro presentation is this week..weee:DD-bukan excited punye tone..faking.
** sila belajar bila kene ajar~