D for dilemma

warning:might involve some emo feelings n maybe this entri will lead to nowhere in the end..we'll see hw it turns out..

D for:

dilemma of diploma
dilemme og degree

i'm in the midst of dilemma of choosing somehow i describe it as a the "one way ticket" of life. it means if i chose the other way, there's no way of turning back..must make very2 determined n follow through decision...it's involve my future...argh...can't decide it right now..

i'm babbling about the fact that i hv to choose whether to further my study to degree or just proceed the diploma program which i'm currently am studying right now-that is about to enter the 4th sem(2nd year, 2nd sem)....

one way or the other...


both choices hv their pros n cons n concern that i hv to take into account of-very carefully consider...if i just proceed with what i'm currently doing right now i'll be graduating the dip in another 1 n half yr..then proceed to the degree-with the good result of course-starting from the 2nd yr(from the 3rd sem) until the 6th sem..which is another 4 sem before graduating as n engineer...this of course i will hv my friend from the dip prog with me...

however if i decide to choose to further my study to degree, i'll start immediately-entering it the as soon as this semeter starts...it's gone be shocked to my system-it can be overcome as time passes by...i'll be starting from the 1st of the deg prog until the 6th sem..if so, i pass with flying colour, it will be short of about 1 sem compared if i finish dip prog n go to deg prog...

this hw i felt right now....

but most of my friends don't want to take risk of failing to finish the deg prog n not having the dip cert...

its very confusing~~....

then there is the jpa schrlshp...they say that if we presented the offer letter to further the study to deg prog they can support us through...it's like an oppertunity to study deg with the sponsored of jpa...jimat duit ummi abah skaligus..haaiish~...

tpi diri ni bole ke trus ke degree???itu prsoalan trbesar nye..am i prepared if i'm going to further it without the support of my friend...tell u the truth, half of my strength is from my friend..da la hidup jauh ngn family lg la rse sgt br'support'kn kwn...mmg x ley nk diri ngn kaki sniri la aku ni...

yg prog deg tu pon da la kt kmpus penang jgk..pn jauh sme family...tpi dgr2 ade baek nye jgk..becoz bdk nye x de rmai mcm kt s.alam..n lectr pn akn lebey tumpu pd kte..mkin akn mbntu kot tyme study nnti..tpi it's all up to urself jgk la..

suda makin konfius nk pilih mane satu ni...dilemma2....

one road will u lead to the other side of the world while the other shall lead u the other that shall meet at the one intersection point-sometimes-or other times they won't meet at all in the end...

what a decision to make....ALLAH the all knowing, plaese guide me to make the right decision in my life...

success is a lousy teacher..is it??

i was told by my fren about a saying -"success is a lousy teacher, it seduces us into thinking that we can't lose"-by bill gates...

from my personal POV, i kinda agree to this saying..because this is currently happening to me right now...yup in the the moment of falling into the darkest n deepest valley..hit the rock bottom..



i've had been in the so-called "COMFORT ZONE" for quite sometime..too comfort till no act to improve myself till i got left behind while others moving forward n keep moving faster n faster each day...huuhuu=(

we workhard to achieve our success but by the time we achived them, we fail to maintain it...achiving the success is just an easy thing to do, while trying to maintain it is a whole diffrent story...
true-"a wall wasn't built in one day"..but it takes not more than half a day to break it into pieces..agree anyone??



ble kte dah berjaya kte mesti akn stop usaha2 kte y dlu2...sgala usaha y kte bwat tuk smpi ke thp kejayaan tu kte lupakn dek krn kte pikir 'kte da berjaya..so bwat ape nk trOs kn usaha2 tu..' sgguh x istiqamah...
dah tu ble kte da mula rse nk jatuh balek-jatuh y smpi brguling2 x henti2-bru mcm sedar x sedar..tpi bwat slambe je..xde nk mula brusaha mcm dulu..tpi ble btol2 dh jatuh, bru trsedar..tpi tyme tu mmg agk trlambat la...

kesimpulannye..kte mmg akn jatuh walaupun kte dah capai kejayaan kte tu..so jgn la taksub sgt dgn kjayaan kte tue sbb sume nye x kn kekal lame..life is like a wheel..sometime you are at the top n other time you are at the bottom..just face the fact that we cannot always be on top..

lagi stu..jgn terlalu mudah rse selasa dgn keadaan kte skrg smpi x bwt ape 2 prubhan tuk improve diri kte..dgr tu hannan..huhuhu..
kadang2 kte perlu sbanrnye tuk jatuh seketika..supaya kte dpt bgn smula dgn smagt y baru...dan dgn harapan smgt tu x akn sparuh jln je..sy prcaya y sume org2 yg dh well success skrg ni mesti ade down moment msing2..spe yg x pnah jtuh tu jga2 la..tkot2 nnti ble skali tr"slip" tkot kang x ley trima knyataan..

pnah ade kwn kt sekolah dlu y mmg bole kte sgt pndai la n always je dpt kptusn y bgOs tyme pekse..tpi one day don't where/what went wrong, she got the average score which is below average for her stndrd..trOs dye cam lost..tu la akibat nye ble kte pikir y kte ni dh bgos sgt smpi x ley nk gagal dlm prkara y kecik skali pn..same la dgn diriku jua...

tpi klu betol2 istiqamah insyallah kejayaan tu akn bertrusan..tpi mesti ade ujian y akn kte kne tempuhi..bkn senang2 je Allah nk bgi kte berjaya...even Rasulullah sendiri pn dapt byk ujian dlm mjlnkn dakwah tyme di mekah dlu...ape kn lagi kite ni...



so..jgn stop smpi situ je..trOs kn usaha anda..n jgn brada di zon selesa je..sbb da rse selasa tu kte pn ckp"x pe la.."jgn sesekali camtu ye hannan..huuh..

Around the Corner

exam is just around the corner..really..

next week on 30th of Oct..BEL paper..like an english paper with comprehension n essay questions..
but the good thing is this sem we can bring along our english-english dictionary..is it a good thing?? just bring it..

next up is the CTU paper..agama..sc n tech in Islam..i think this sem's syllabus for ctu is the best..as it discuss about sc n tech according tu Islamic views...very interesting..lots of thing to discuss during lecture..who says islam just only about spiritual belief...it's more than that.. in quran also there is more than 10% ayat that talk about the sc n tech..well the question will essay of course..mngarang je la keje..and it's on the 2nd of Nov..

really the next day on 3rd of Nov, is ECG..soil subject..the effect of the soil when certain loading is put onto it..plus with other factor like its porosity..the suitability of the soil for any construction on it..bla..bla..quite lots of formulae to memorize with its derivation..little facts here n there..

i still having the MAT subject this sem..n it's on the 5th of Nov..lots of calculations..kate math..hehe..the second half of this subject interest me more than the first half..
calculations..calculations..calculations..

and the toughest subject for this sem goes to ECS...on the 8th of Nov..at first, it was on the 1st of Nov...luckily they changed the timetable..if not i'll faint on that day..huhuu..quite tough..actually mdm said that i do lots or CARELESS MISTAKES..well that like my middle name already..hehehe..so careless..haiya~..the calculations is interrelated from one qustn to another..
soo if do mistake in this eqn..then the rest of it will be disastrous..hope no CARELESS mistakes i'll the during the exam..

finally the not-soo-easy-to-program-subject CSC on the last day..13th of Nov..uuu~..what to code here..hahaha..this is a programming sub...to those who can't really "program" to like this sub..it's gonna be tough..
we hv to do the coding n also run it during the exam..compile it ourself..hehe..of course if i'm compiling it myself, there will be no error or warning whatsoever..so it-the program-can run...but, when the lecturer is marking it, suddenly lots of error...reds here n ther...hadui...!!!T_T..

so that is about all the subs that i will sit for the exam next week..hope to do the very best for this semester's final exam after all that have been through this semester..hope all the T_T throughout this semester won't be in vain..
so GOOD LUCK to me, you n to whoever is having exam, test, or anything that test your limits..do your best..!!!

new stuff

hehehe..hri ni dpt blaja bnde bru..mlalui inet..best2..
ni lihat la hasil nye..hehehe...learnt how to do signature at end of each blog post....

coming back...

hahahaha...what a post(previous post)...

well raye still on people..ye..n besok rmh mama wat open house..n again x dpt nk join lgi..raye lepas my mom wat open house pon x dpt nk pegi..taun ni pon melepas..bak kte doo"tu la spe suro blaja jauh2.." mmg trkene la ayat tu..tepat skali..huhuuu
grenti open house to x semeriah slalu ble geng x cukup...sgt rse kureng..

taun ni mkn ape la ye??haish..jeles btol x ley nk join..tu la gatal nk blaja nun jauh ke utara tanah air...nk balek mmg xdpt la..ngn test n assign y blambak gle..mmg gile...waaa..

next week plak open house rmh suli y bru je suli pindah..alaaaa...xdpt mrse mkn kt rmh bru..

actually sy mmg ske sgt pegi family pnye gathering camni trutame ble ade mkn2 ni sume..mmg best..
bley jumpe ngn all the cuzns..and parents(ala ammar)..hehehe..sume ble da jumpe mesti nk catch up crita2 bru..ade je bende y nk dcer kn..sgt syiok ble bjumpe sume org..pastu mknan nye pon sgt best2 blaka..y x best nye ble lps tu..aka aktivti cuci pinggan magkuk..huhu..mmg ske ngelak...hahhaa pemalas btol aku ni..

next gomelan hati: abg nye konvo poon x dpt pegi..huuhuhu..xde la gmbr ngn dye y brbju konvo tuu..ssh kot nk dpt dy pki bju tuu..bunyi pon mcm grand sbb wat kt ape tah name tmpt tu y kt kl tu..ape2 la kn..

yg penting nye pnye susah nk tgu dy konvo alih2 x dpt attend konvo day dy...huhuhuhu wish kamo dr cini je la ye..congrtas to you for finally being a graduate..hope your thought grows wiser..hehehe tppi stu je..ble nk keje ni??ow ye..awk kn tlong jge rmh kn smentra k.lina blek..hehehe..trjage kah rmh tu??hehehe..hoprfully pasni buleh dpt cri kejo ye..gud luck with ye big bro..):P..

and of course good luck to all who's having exam this year-gee, alin, epi, faris n ing ye..tuk dri snri jgk y da dekat sgt2 nk final nie..chaiyok2!!!

need to move faster or else...

indeed i need to move faster and work extra harder..
after raye break i really2 BREAK...and almost shattered..still in the healing process..
somehow that seems not be working so well becoz things juz get crazier each week..juz felt coudln't take it anymore..

juz need to re-organize or is it too late to get things sort out..Allah please help me angd guide to the right path...lots of challange needed to be faced and not to turn away from it..juz wish if i have the strenght to coop up with all of these...

there is enough sheds of tears...juz have to move faster ahead of time..but that always become a factor and can't be ahead of it...hopeless..T_T..

"never waits till the last minute" or second in my case...learn it the hard way though..but am i learning from it or juz let it passes through me like the wind blows...is it the blows too subtle to be felt or am i too numb to feel it or is becoz i had 'fall' as the wind blows...

the blows is getting very nasty each time..its the matter of falling or become one with the wind and move faster as it blows...moves with the wind and moves with the flow...but did't have the courage to follow it..afraid if being blown to the desserted place...

make wise decision n action...n act and decide NOW...no time too lose anymore...not enough time..juz not enough...and still not enough...isk..isk..isk..

Ramadhan

suda lame btol x update blog ini...almaklum la kesibukn y amat n kt bilik pon x dpt wireless so cannot online la...mmg serius buzy...ngn test n mcm2 aktvti lelaen...well life goes on..

so ramadhan is here..i'm so xcited about it..ntah la tp rse sgt tenang n peaceful btol bln nie..senang je nk wat amaln..ye la syaitan pon kene ikat kan so kureng la y hasut suro wt jahat..alhamdulillah bole sambut ramadhan lgi taun nie..syukur..

tyme ramadhan ni selain dr ske sbb bley mmpertingkat kn amalan, sy jgk ske pgi bazaar ramadhan..hehe byk gle mkn2 y sdap2..rmbang mate ku mlihat juadah2 bbuka...sume rse nk bli..tpi tu la duit ny tiada...hohoho..:O

tpi lgi syok klu dpt mkn mskan y ummi masak..spesel..tpi skg ni ummi pon sibuk cket tp klu smpat mesti ummi y masak..x tahan siap bwt jadual ape nk msk tuk bbuka for the whole week..hehe..sgt mudah nk budget bli barg2 ujung2 mggu..huhu-penjimatan brganda, pmbaziarn dielakkn-tetibe kluar ayat nie..

tyme ni jgk kte org stu family akn mkn2 sme2..ye la klu hri2 biase sume mkn ikot wktu sniri..tp ble ramadhan je sume tggu nk bbuka kt meja tuk bbuka n mkn sme2..sgt ske suasana ni..tpi ble dok kt kolej skg btol rindu nk bbuka same2 n mkn mskan ummi..huhu~

so ramadhan ni mai la kte pakat2 meriahkn ny ngn tgktkn amaln kte y kte xkn wat wktu bln2 laen like solat trawih..aku ade azam tuk taun ni klu bleh x mau tggl trawih..harap2 la trcapai..amin~

Penyakit Manusia

ni la akibat nye sbb da lame gle x post entri kt cini..haa hri ni rajen bwt 2 post skali gus...

ye btol hri ni nk tulis psl pnyakit y suda melanda negara m'sia ni..n skang ni giat mnular di kampus aku...outbreak nye x silap on the last saturday ble ade pguguman kt kolej ckp spe2 y ade rse demam panas sila la trun bwh pgi UK(Unit Kesihatn).. tp tyme 2 x de la ape2 sgt lagi..keadaan kolej maseh lg trkawal..

n then the next 24 hours later(aka sunday) ptg nye tu ade lagi anoucemnt ckp kpd pljar2 kolej x ley kuar dr kmpus..ala quarantine gitu sbb org luar bole msok...tyme tu aku ngn akak bilk da risau n kecoh apesal la x ley bgi kte org kuar...msg pnye masg, tnye pnye tnye org itu ini, last2 dpat tau y ade kes bdk2 demam scara bjemaah..n nak jd lebey panik ni..kolej tgkt 9 wing aku dduk 2 da jd tmpt bdk2 y demam 2 dikuarantinkn..sian kt mrk2..x ley trun dr tgkt 2..nk mkn pon ade org antrkn..huhuhu..klas pon x ley pegi..

pas2 the next 48 hours later(aka monday)aku pon risau jgk sbb da batuk2 n slsema tp xde demam2..aku pon pi la UK nk amek ubat ke ape y patot..tgk2 dpn UK tu pnye la rmai bdk y dtg nk mntk rawatn sbb demam-aku gi tu tyme pagi2 lagi dlm kul 9am cmtu..aku y nk pi amek ubat ni jd takut plak nk pgi sne..tp smpi2 sne x de pape..sister juz bgi ubat n suro tulis name je n then bley balek..

ps2 x silap the next 60 hours later(aka tuesday)levl 8 plak da dijdkn tmpt tuk mnemptkn bdk2 y demam..tyme ni btol2 da kecoh..n cam jd bgitu serius adekah akn dtutup @ tidak..sume da pakat2 risau..takut akn kene pnyakit ni...

tetibe ade stu fesyen baru mncul tgh2 kesibukn ini iaitu fesyen memakai mask kaler hijau...hehehe..tp aku x de la nk follow fesyen ni..hihihihi..(iklan sekejap y dibawa o topeng cap hijau)

pas2 next 72 hours later(aka wednesday)tyme kt klas, bdk2 klas da kecoh2 di ktekn ade brita akn ditutp for a week..mmg da x concentre da kt klas kn..dok pikir nk balik rmh..notis pon da naek kt kolej...

lps je klas 2 tros aku n kwn2 ku sibuk nk bli tckt tren nk balek rmh...mmg kecoh n kelam kabut la tyme tu..x dan nk pikir pape..tros je wat kptsn nk balek..lg x thn tyme abes klas 2 dlm kul 12.30pm n tyme 2 pon da ade bdk siap pckng brg2 n tgu nk pi jeti je la n bli tckt bas nk balek...kteorg pon x sempat2..tros je pegi jeti aftr class ngn perot lapr2 ni tp x kesah kn sbb balek pnye psl...

da smpi kat train station tu lg la x ley bla...aku ngn kwn2 aku bli pnye la byk tckt..sbb ade org laen mntk belikn skali..ade la dlm 17 seat amek kt kteorg je...bolot habis..tyme tu ade jgk y bli tckt bas tp serius skjap je tckt bas abes..laku cam pisang goreng panas..

huhuhu...bgitula antra rentetn pristiwa y brlaku dlam mase kurang smggu ni...sgt kecoh n d luar kwaln kte...klu bnde 2 Allah nk bwt kat kte manusia ni sekejap je...x perlu mase y lame..skjap je bnde 2 jdi..so amek la iktibar ye dsbalik perkara ini..y psl cuti 2 mmg x dnafi kn agk mjdi hrpn kte sbgai sorg plajr..mmg x ley lari dgn cuti tu..hehehe..tp cbe pikir knape brlaku mslah ni kt tmpt ni........

Syco Sisco

hehehe...actually this entry is dedicated for my 1 n only sister..tasneem..
ni sbnrnye tuk buffday dye tp tu la sibuk ngn kelas n mklum la I ni susah n hve no easy access 2 comptr so x dpt nk post entry ni tyme buffday dye on the last 19 july...sori ye sbb klewatn itu..huhuhu

dia ni hnye tua setaun je dri aku so kte org ble dkatekan sgt la rapat...ble kre as one of my bestf fren slain dr jd kakak ku seumur hidup...dri kecik mmg asiyk ngn dye je..sbb nye beza umo aku ngn adek bwh aku jauh 4 taun...so that's may be one of the factor that we r close to each other..byk rhsia aku dye tau tp x sume rahsia aku bg tau dye...hehehe..name pon rahsia..tp tu la klu ade rahsia mesti rse nk kongsi ngn dye jgk...

btol ckp enda (yg tulis dlm blog enda tu) yg tasneem ni mmg dr kecik x dpt gene saiz 'comel' cam aku dn laen2..dia je y x penah nk gemuk2 or chubby2 dr kecik smpi la skng...tp tyme tua nnti spe tau...hehehehe...
dia sgt ske myuroh aku bwt itu ini n aku y x reti nk kate 'tidak' ini patuh je la... aku pn dlu x kisah kot..ikut je ape y dye bwt...hahaha..

tyme kecik dlu pon slalu maen ape2 pon mesti ade dia..smpi kwn dye pon jd knal aku..sme la kwn aku pon knal ngn dia...
aku ingt lagi kte org akn pegi tadika, sekola rendh n mengh yg sme...asyik pegi balik sekola ngn dia..

adela stu kes ni gara2 asyik maen dgn begitu asyik kami slalu ktingln van mase sek kt SRAI dlu..tyme tu hri jumaat..so van kteorg naek tu agk lambt sbb pck bas tu nk solat jumaat dlu...so kteorg dgn gembiranye maen puas2 kt pdg sek tu..tup2 pck 2 dtg kami x sedar n tlah dtinggl kn...haiyoo...so kakak ku y pnjang akl ni pon tealh kol abah n bg tau y kami da kne tggl ngn van sekola dgn harapan abah akn amek kteorg kat sekola...so abh ckp suro tggu sbb bru [as abes solat jumaat n jln mybe jam...
so tggu la kami brdua kt sek n tyme tu da rami bdk da balek...

tp tu la stu ttg kakak ku ini dia sgt2 la x leh n x ske nk TUNGGU...so dia ckp kt aku y dah x thn nk tggu abah-padahal sbb kami lmbat la kami kne tggl van-dia nk jln kaki balek rmah...taw x tyme sek kt SRAI tu rmh mmg jauh gle ngn sek-sbb tu la y naek van-tpi dia da nekad nk jln gak...aku pon ape lgi x kn nk dok sorng2 kt sekola tu...aku pon ikut la...mmg penat gle jln kaki balek rmh tu rse cam ble la nk smpi rmh ni..da balek rmh ape lagi kne mara ngn abah sbb da kol dia suro amek pas2 gi gatal2 plak balek rmh jln kaki...huhuhu..mmg x ley lupa bnde nih...
well itu la tasneem mmg x ley tggu org tp ske org tggu dia..smpi aku pon ikot jdik mangse...hehehehe

b'balik pd topik asal entri ni...as a sister she is very helpful, gila2, sgt kool, n ske mngenekn adek2 nye, n sgt senag nk tuk bwak beborak..byk bnde2 aku bwt tyme kecik2 mesti ade kaitn dgn dia..slu sgt maen ngn dia...

pastu tyme dia pegi masok matriks tu aku la palg trase ktiadaan dia kt umah..sbb dr kecik jd org plg rapat ngn aku..tetibe da xde org nk borak n luahkn rahsia n prasaan...da la tu aku pon dok stu bilik ngn dia..mmg trase la kesorang wlapon magidam jgk nk bilik sorang2..hehe..tyme dia cuti syok la bley jmpe smula..tp skang da biase da..hehe..
so skang ni dia ngh blaja kt utm skudai amek degree jurusan industrial math...still lagi single n available..(bleh x ??hehehe)so spe2 y brkenan bley contact trus ngn dia...face to face...hahahaha

>>comment bout her...:she is the best companion you could ever had n she also had influenced me a lot in my life..well i can say that she is the third most person that i look up to in my life instead of my mom n dad..the best sister ever had n wouldn't trade anything for that..
>>ucapan..:smoga bjaye ngn ape2 y awk impikn..maseh blur2 ape y dia nk jdi pasni...hihihih..n ya x lupa semoga dtemukn jodoh y sesuai ye...teeennt!!(sye tekan buzer..)AMEN...

Part 3 Here I Come...!!!

well today was my first day entering part 3/sem 3...a good start la..

tp cam biase la hri pertama so lecture x de la full time juz suai kenal ngn leccturer je...bdk klas aku plak sume org2 y sme..so da knal la diaorg tu...
tp y x leh blah psl diaorg ni espacially bdk laki la ske ngat ubah2 dioarg nye identiti...bosan kot asyik2 ckp bnde y sme psl dri sniri tiap2 sem, maka dgn itu mrk ubah la mklumat tg diri sniri ble lecturer suro prknalkn diri...y paling x thn nye ble diaorg kasi tau name nickname msing2...sume maen ikut sedap ati nk tkar nme pngilan..bunyi nye pon pelik2...haiya..~

hri ni gak aku dpt tau spe my last rmate..sema skali ialah 4 org su bilik..org nye ya itu kwn kpd rmate aku tyme aku part 1 dlu...so kteorg da kenal la krenye...

mari aku knal kn rmate2 aku ye..kte mulai ngn akak y plg snior la kt dlm blk tu...
dia ni asal nye dr srwak..kt sibu..sgt fasih bbhse srwk smpi ble mmber dia dtg blk diorg ckp ape pon stu habok aku x pham...dia amek kos hotel management part 4..aku jgk rse dia sorg y sgt ske bckp..n ble bckp sgt brsemgt..ske aku tgk...hehehehe..mriah la blk aku nmpak nye tuk sem ini...

ok next ialah rmate aku y br masok hri ni iaitu kwn kpd kwn aku tu..dia ni x silap org kl @ slangor..kmi x smpat lg nk knal dgn lebey rapat..sbb nye dia ni x tido kt blk ni..blk ni jus cam tmpngn la tyme tgh hari..kwn2 dia pon ade jgk dtg blk nk tmpang solat sume..dia amek kos kulinari(masak memask la) n dia sme part ngn aku iaitu part 3...so blk au akn jdi btmbh 'sibuk' la pd wktu tgh hari nnt dgn ade nye kwn2 dia...hehehehe..x pe bole muat lg blk ni..

n my last rmate ialah org y prtma aku jmpe lps aku check-in blk aku ni...dia ni org shah alam, slangor..dia ade nenek kt penang ni so ade la darah penang...dia ni amek kos kulinari jgk tp part 2...tp ktoerg sbnarnye sbaye je..cme intake dia disember n aku julai..dia ni pon ok jgk la..

hehehe..dlm blk ni cme ade 4 org je..so ckup la 4 org..hehehe..xde jnior la dlm blk aku ni kre nye..hehehehe...sem lps pon blk aku xde jnior..xde jodoh kot nk dok ngn jnior..tp ok la sbb aku pon x de la reti ngat nk mlayan jnior ni...hehehe..

so esok selasa jadual sgt pack..cme ade gap sejam je tu pon da mmg wajib ade gap tyme tu iatiu pkul 1pm-2pm..sblum tu n lpas waktu tu ade klas smpi pkul 6 br abes...fuuhh cam penat je..x pe2..chaiyok2...!!!!
so tata for now..

Seperated-Terpisah

Semester baru dh nk mula ni...besok nk pi dftar kursus...
hri ni da dftar kolej...alhamdulillah dpt lgi dduk kt kolej baiduri..x yah susah2 nk naek bas klu dpt mtiara...tp sblom ni dbritau dpt mtiara..kolej mtiara ni kira kolej jgk tp trltak kt luar so payah cket la nk gi kampus nye..kne naek bas...plus all ky fren either dpt baiduri or kd NR tros...so aku dpt mtiara mle2 rse x best la sorg2 kt sne...
so bhajat la nk dok luar jgk jd NR..ngan aina...da siap da plan baek punye~ nk bli itu ini ngn die...last2 cek dlm list mgatakn aku dpt baiduri...so on je la dok baiduri..sian aina dok 2 org je kt umah sewa tu...huhuhuhu

hal klas pulak...dlm klas aku 2 trbhgi 2: a1 n a2. yg beza nye klu ade tuto jela akn seperate..so aku dlu asl a1 smpi la sem 2..so this sem nk la jgk dftr klas a1 jgk tp mmndng kn aku da trlmbt so klas da pnoh, maka aku x leh nk dftr klas a1 tu...huhuhu..
sedey trpisah ngn kwn ku aina y duk di klas a1...tp nk wat cmne kn...msok je la klas a2 tu drpd aku msk klas laen abjad...tyme kuliah still bole jmpe..tp y trkezut nye ble dpt tau sume bdk pompn klas aj=ku y aku rapat sume klas a1...wawawa..takut je nt msk klas tuto aku je y pompn kang...mushkil2...

pape pon hrp la ade pompan y teman aku tyme klas tuto nnt..haiiila..~

Ikatan-bonding

after bout a month neglecting or mmbiarkn blog ku ini x ter'update' now i'm updating...bfore this jus reading my cuzins' n aunty's blog and didn't hv the right moment to post a new entry...really enjoying reading theirs blog...really feel connected to them even we're far away from each other...

so for the past week i've had went back to my college..actually i was involve with the 'Minggu Mesra Siswa'(MMS)-mggu orentasi bdk bru la...tp i was not one of the fasi(PM-Pembantu Mahasisiwa) tu...aku hnye brtugas mnjaga roadshow rpi...krenye tolong nk promote la suro bdk2 baru 2 join rpi tu...camtu la lebey kureng...
tp just from 27/6-1/7 je...after that on the 3/7 i've to become fasi for the BDK CITU..as one of RPI it is our responsible to reach out to the students n ask them a little about theirs islamic background like fardhu ain n reciting al-Quran...we check theirs level of understanading n how well they master on that part...ye la idup nye klalu x de pngisian rohani jie=wa kte akan rse sgt kosong...
'a human without a soul' is very living in a dulll live with no actual reason of living this immortal live...

so in order to manage the roadshow i've to work together with other member of RPI...
from ther i can see and feel the teamwork effort that had been put into the roadshow to make it run smoothly...yes true there were obsticles an problems thta we went thru to make it work but we all keep the spirit high n never let the problems to be in our way...thats the true spirit of teamwork...

and i also felt that the bond btween the members keeps growing and we become very close to each other...from there i also knew them better...they say 'when you know the person you work with, the work become easy to be done' n i say 'i agree with that'...i felt so close and rse sngt sayang dgn ikatan y tlah kteorg bina ni...mmg ada hikmah dsbalik ape2 yg trjadi dlm dunia ni...Allah jdi kn sesuatu msalh 2 pon ade sebabnye...kte kne amek iktibar la dr stiap prkara y tjadi pada diri kte n jgn mnyalah kn takdir pulak klu blaku musibah...

the good thing about this is that we can get to know new person n mgeratkn lg ukhwah y dh sedia ada...its not about the number that really matter but how we are attached to theirs heart n keeps them stay and fight for islam in campus...insyallah...

tapi smentara hbngn kte ngan sahabat2 kte baik, hbngn ngan mak ayah pon kne jaga...jgn la ngn kwn2 je kte nk brbaek n btnye kaba ttpi ngan mak bapak pon kne tnye jgak...jgn plak smpi mrk plak y t'hegeh2 kol kte tp tu pon kte x mau angkat sbb sibuk ngan kwn2...
ingt stu je la...kt dunia ni kte bley ade sebrape bnyk kwn n even suami/isteri ttp kt dunia ny kte cme ada SATU je MAK n AYAH...
so jge la ikatan kte ngan mak ayah kte...nnt kte jgk y myesal kalu mreka tiada di kemudian hari...huhuhu...sob2...(T_T)

so slalu2 la tnye kaba mreka...bgi y bru2 blaja idup sniri kt universiti ni, y bru dkatekn dpt kbebsan mutlak dari mak ayah ni, y bru blaja idup sniri tu pon...jgn la kte ingt kte dah x perlukn mak ayah kte...they are always your parents and you are always be their child till the end...so we are obligated towards them for eternity even when they are already not in this world...doakn la mereka klu mrk suda tiada krn itu la kbjikn y kte bole bwt tuk mereka...

haaa...tapi lg ntah bpe byk kali dah...y plng penting skali ye la hubngn kte ngn ALLAH...krana itu la tujuan utama kte idup tuk kt dunia ni...utk bramal n bribadat kpd NYA...jgn la kte abaikn tnggungjawab kte dan hnye pentingkan hal2 duniawi shje...

Cuti-cuti

skrng ny mmg tgh musim cuti kn...so saje la nk tulih psl kisah aku tyme cuti ny... actually tuk cuti ny x de pgi mane2 tmpt pon...tp ade hri tu ade la pgi g.lednag tp pgi sne pon x bwt pape...just dok kt dlm resort je x kuar2...smpikn mak aku pon mara sbb bwk aku ngn adek2 tp x bwt pape aktiviti brkaitan...resort tu sbnarnye letak kt dlm tmpt air terjun...pgi maen air terjun pon x wlaupon dkat je tmpt air terjun tu ngn tmpt kteorg mginap...mak aku ckp bwt bazir duit je bwk kteorg coz juz trperok kt bilik... tp selain dr tu..aku ngn kakak aku bersama spupuku edd ade bwt video n posted it in youtube...hehehe...jd bintang youtube da aku...hehehe tp x best ny x sume spupu aku dpt join bwt vdeo tu...masing2 sbuk...so tggl la kami 3 org y bwt vdeo ni sbb da habeh bosan dok kt rumah..ni ha video kteorg tu....-->>
ok x vdeo tu??hehehe....;P tu la antara keje2 y aku bwt tyme cuti ny... pon x balik rmh nenek aku..huhuhu:(

buzzin' in

NiKki,

finally i hv a chance to wrote in my blog...hv the intention to write since last 2days before and juz didn't quite hv time to write..

so whats buzzin' you might ask...hrmmm...actaully last sunday my family n i went to our family gathering at my uncle's house in bkt antrbangsa...yup the place where the 'tanah runtuh' incident happened if not mistaken last year or early dis year... we did passed the location of the scene and yeah...it wipped up clean...nothing left...juz flat earth surface....not a single thing left to stand...fuuhh...and the kwsn bukit y runtuh tu is still under construction...what to construct there...huh..!

nway my uncle uda pnye tmpat not infected bcoz jauh from that location...alhamdulillah sgt...actually ade family gathering n all of my relatives y ade kt sekitar kl n selangor pun dtg jgk la...yg kt nilai pon dtg jgk coz xde la jauh sgt kot...

happy btol jmpe dyorg...lme suda x jmpe...rindu all my cuzens...miss yall so much...
da jumpe tu kte org borak2 n gelak2 n even gelakkn org laen...hehehe...that's us...:P
da jmpe mesti mkn2 pnye..kbtulan or mmg sgaje..smbut b-day kaira y juz turn 1 yo...comel btol dy...


gathering to bwt kt dpn kolam...biase la rmh condo kn ade kolam kt bwh...lps je mkn2 sume pkat nk trjun la..kolam depan mata kn...buushhh...mercik air...hehehehe...y x thn nye adek laki aku y sowang ny...mule2 pyah nk suro trun dlam air...x tau nape padahal dy ske je maen air...last2 br la nk trun smpi ssah plak nk suro naek...hahahaha...

tp seyes sgt rindu ngn cuzen2 ku...n cam chance we all to meet n catch up...aftr evryone enter uni, evryone is busy wit their own studies...can hardly find time to meet n kuar ke mane2 like before...tetin=be tringt tyme we all go outin' together...we went to genting n played the whole day there...it was fun guys...miss dat momment....~

cuti n mother's day

NiKki,

lg sehari je nk kene hadap pekse...iaitu pper bel(english).. pastu da setat cuti sem da...ckp psl pper bel ny, nk revise ape yek..???bkn tau pon ape nk kuar besok tuk slan essay...ade kwn aku ny kte dy nk bli snaskh pper n nk tgk pktaan dlm tu (btw enlish pper lah..)pas tu jap td ade meting, n ade la sorng kwn aku ny y jenis kaki nota. pg meting pon bwk nota..pastu td dy dtg meting bwk cam buku, kwn aku y sorang lg ny pon kte "kwn kte tu bwk nota bel ke..?"-dgn nada mnyakat cket..hahaha..

actually nk tulis psl my family for this tyme...x saba nk blek rmh jumpe kluarge ku y drindui...tp tu la x smpt plak nk blek b4 mom's day...x dpt la nk celebrte ngn umi kt umah...x tau la pae dyorg bwt tuk umi kt umah tu..

adek aku siap tepon2 byk kali gak la tnye nk bwt pe tuk umi besok...ntah ape plan dyorg...aku ade mcdngkn tuk mmbwe mak ku kluar mkn kt luar...tp ide 2 mcm x dtrime je...

pastu plk kakak ku pon x de kt umah...(msing2 x smpi rmh lg besok....)dia ade kem n 11hb br blek..train aku plak mlm beok n jnka smpi nye lusa pg...so mmg x smpt nk celebrte mother's day....

tp mgikut kte adek ku y sorng tu...nk celbrte ble kteorg da blek nnt...which is on the next saturday or sunday...mcm tu pon ok kot pd aku tp stilll rse kne jagk war sumthing for my mom tomorrow...as for me i might juz wish her Happy Mother's Day from the phone while in the train...

psl plan sbnar I'll juz wait n see how they gonna clebrate the day...

exam.....

NiKki,

msk hri ny da abes tiga pper...so tggl lg dua pper...x saba nk abes cepat2....pastu bleh blek rmh...hehehe
sbnar nye tsgt la rndu kat umah....rndu umi abah sume....ammar n all the others....
ade kuang smgu lg..brthn je la....
nk cite cket psl pper y dh aku jwp b4 dis...

1st pper phy...huh tough jgk...bhg elec quite hard for me to answer it...quite bputar blit cket...hope no creless mstake i did that will cause me to lose marks....abah if i dont get an A fo this hope u r not mad..hehehehe...

2nd pper is mat...how to say this...bout 3 to 4 days b4 dis pper started, I just knew hw to solve several eqn that in the final pper carry so so much marks....imagine if just kept quite about that i will sure to lose lots of marks....equivalent to...FAIL the MAT pper...alhamdullilah ade kwn y sudi mgajr ku disaat akhir...thanks a lot my frens....

3rd pper which is just now...goelogy...this one really test me....it has two parts..A n B..for the part A is bout fill in the blnk...n i was like really blank n konfius...trtukr abes jwpn...penin den...part B pon stu hal...ade plak la trggl stu soalan...bleh x..??!!bru prasn pon about teh last 3 min...imagin i'm doing the essay in crucial 3 min...imagine that...pngawas pon da dok kt sblah...tgu nk amek ketas aku...da siap ru plak nk kene ikat la ktas jwpn tuh...sbb nervous pnye psl...ketaq'2 nk msk kn bnang tu kt lubang kecik kt ktas tu....da kt tepi ade pngwas tgu...btmbh2 la ke ketaq'an aku tyme tu....nk plak lupe sln tyme2 final gini...

so tggl lg 2 pper which are ctu n bel....ctu tu cam agama la n bel is like english...but still hv to read for ctu coz this for sem is about the tamadun islam...facts3...u can't really lie or 'goreng2'psl sejarah...tu sume dlam 5 bab nk kene bace...slamt mmbce la kpd ku...hehehe

adios...-_<

tension + terkezut + tersentap

NiKki,

ade la stu hri slasa mgu lpas la....sgt la emosiku trgangu....

1st: tgah hr pkul 1 tu ada test...physics plak 2... soklan dy quite tough la...mrkh pon da dpt n agk trok gak la result nye...tension ladibwt nye ngn x ley jwp...cam susa gle nk jwp....mmg tuk cheptr tu ene lebey fokus lg...huhuhuhu..

tp in the meantime ngah dok jwp 2 tetibe trgrk ati nk tgk jam kt hp...ade la bout 20min b4 test tmt...tptetibe nmpk kt phone 2 ade stu msg...so dok tpikir gk la spe y bg sg 2 ngh test ny...tp x tgk la msg 2 tyme 2...nk tgu abes test br nk tgk...pas test cek la hp 2...rupe2 nye msg from my mom saying dat (sort of like dis)"abah xccidnt wif all da kids(my sisters)..." n I was like really SHOCKED n dun noe wat to think....!!??
but she did mntion dat tye all wr safe...despite dat I called her to ask about da true story....she said dat tye r safe but da car was all smashed up at the front...alhamdulillah sume slamt...
then my fren ask me wat was dat all bout n right then I burst up into tear...T_T...
myb coz of the SHOCKING effect plus wit the prior incdnt of phy test = T_T...
then I called my dad to make sure things r fine...he was hving sum pain on da chest coz of da impact of da xccidnt.....

mcm la emosi aku x ckup kacau hri 2...ada plk prisa MSG y x mnyihat kn palk kne gaul dlm emosi aku hri tu....TEKANAN...!!!!

direct aftr test 2 de prsntation prjct phy....wlpun my group had finished our prsntation last week we stillhv 2 come for the others who don't....so went thre wit my melodramatic feeling/mood...still hv sum tears hre n thre...tp gagah kn jgk pgi kals phy tue....dan2 mood ngh cam2 ada plak y meng'condam' my group's projct...brasap jgk kot tyme2...tp mdm bck-up la...tp bkn group ke org je y kne mpis ngn bbrpe group y lelain pn kene...sbar je la....

haru btol hri tu...sangat la....jiwa mmg kacau dgn secukup rse....siap trlebey suda.....huhuhuhuhu:((

assignments delima....

NiKki,

kali ny bru dpat bkak n tulis....b4 tis quite buzy wit assign n stuff...all assign due on the sme date...pae lg klam kbut lor nk siapkn...autocad la..rep geo la..mapple 11 la..sume nk submit trkh sme...waarrrghh....

tp alhamdulillah dpt siapkn jgk hmpir sume...autocad tu mujur dpt siakn dlmklas gak...tp wifda help of my fren gak la...butonething bout dis was da printing job....such a pain on 'queing'....ploter kt lab cme ade 2 je...tp bynagkn yg nk print 2 bkn my klas jew...my batch class ade smpi klas D...n in each clas about 30 stdnts...plus wif the seniors wif i dont noe hw anyclas tye hv..nk print the sme stuff juz using da 2 plotter atda same time...waarghhh..sum:(30x4)+ (seniors)=2 plotter...
mg xkn dpt siap smpi final...
so my groupdecided dat we'll print outside...but there's cost of it la...but anyway janji keje siap...antr on due...huhuhuhu:o

mapple 11...nk dlm cd..as a prove we noe hw to used it...ny kre cam softwre tuk math la...but b4 dat da ade bwt cket..tp hr tu bkak blik tgk2 ilanh xdekt dlm pendrve...geram gle..but who knows da power of willingness...y frenn i manage 2 cmplete da assign juz within 2 n 1/2 hrs only...stat kul 8.30pm-10.00pm...sukak btol ble da siap...alhamdulillah....

tp 2 la rep geo still progs...esok kot brunk bwt....

goin' on a trip Pulau Langkawi...

tomorow i'm going 2 Langkawi...yay...!!!can't wait...
trip ny actually trip smbil blaja...for geology pnye subj...yg pgi trip ny me n my classmate-group a- togethr wif other class-group b...
actully for other group da gi trip to taman negara, pahang...diorg pi 2 mggu lps...diorg ckap best gisne..tp jln nk ke sne 2 agak lme sket...huhuhu...long trip totmn negara...
kteorg nye rip besok x taula mcm ne pjlnan nye nnt...