D for dilemma

warning:might involve some emo feelings n maybe this entri will lead to nowhere in the end..we'll see hw it turns out..

D for:

dilemma of diploma
dilemme og degree

i'm in the midst of dilemma of choosing somehow i describe it as a the "one way ticket" of life. it means if i chose the other way, there's no way of turning back..must make very2 determined n follow through decision...it's involve my future...argh...can't decide it right now..

i'm babbling about the fact that i hv to choose whether to further my study to degree or just proceed the diploma program which i'm currently am studying right now-that is about to enter the 4th sem(2nd year, 2nd sem)....

one way or the other...


both choices hv their pros n cons n concern that i hv to take into account of-very carefully consider...if i just proceed with what i'm currently doing right now i'll be graduating the dip in another 1 n half yr..then proceed to the degree-with the good result of course-starting from the 2nd yr(from the 3rd sem) until the 6th sem..which is another 4 sem before graduating as n engineer...this of course i will hv my friend from the dip prog with me...

however if i decide to choose to further my study to degree, i'll start immediately-entering it the as soon as this semeter starts...it's gone be shocked to my system-it can be overcome as time passes by...i'll be starting from the 1st of the deg prog until the 6th sem..if so, i pass with flying colour, it will be short of about 1 sem compared if i finish dip prog n go to deg prog...

this hw i felt right now....

but most of my friends don't want to take risk of failing to finish the deg prog n not having the dip cert...

its very confusing~~....

then there is the jpa schrlshp...they say that if we presented the offer letter to further the study to deg prog they can support us through...it's like an oppertunity to study deg with the sponsored of jpa...jimat duit ummi abah skaligus..haaiish~...

tpi diri ni bole ke trus ke degree???itu prsoalan trbesar nye..am i prepared if i'm going to further it without the support of my friend...tell u the truth, half of my strength is from my friend..da la hidup jauh ngn family lg la rse sgt br'support'kn kwn...mmg x ley nk diri ngn kaki sniri la aku ni...

yg prog deg tu pon da la kt kmpus penang jgk..pn jauh sme family...tpi dgr2 ade baek nye jgk..becoz bdk nye x de rmai mcm kt s.alam..n lectr pn akn lebey tumpu pd kte..mkin akn mbntu kot tyme study nnti..tpi it's all up to urself jgk la..

suda makin konfius nk pilih mane satu ni...dilemma2....

one road will u lead to the other side of the world while the other shall lead u the other that shall meet at the one intersection point-sometimes-or other times they won't meet at all in the end...

what a decision to make....ALLAH the all knowing, plaese guide me to make the right decision in my life...

success is a lousy teacher..is it??

i was told by my fren about a saying -"success is a lousy teacher, it seduces us into thinking that we can't lose"-by bill gates...

from my personal POV, i kinda agree to this saying..because this is currently happening to me right now...yup in the the moment of falling into the darkest n deepest valley..hit the rock bottom..



i've had been in the so-called "COMFORT ZONE" for quite sometime..too comfort till no act to improve myself till i got left behind while others moving forward n keep moving faster n faster each day...huuhuu=(

we workhard to achieve our success but by the time we achived them, we fail to maintain it...achiving the success is just an easy thing to do, while trying to maintain it is a whole diffrent story...
true-"a wall wasn't built in one day"..but it takes not more than half a day to break it into pieces..agree anyone??



ble kte dah berjaya kte mesti akn stop usaha2 kte y dlu2...sgala usaha y kte bwat tuk smpi ke thp kejayaan tu kte lupakn dek krn kte pikir 'kte da berjaya..so bwat ape nk trOs kn usaha2 tu..' sgguh x istiqamah...
dah tu ble kte da mula rse nk jatuh balek-jatuh y smpi brguling2 x henti2-bru mcm sedar x sedar..tpi bwat slambe je..xde nk mula brusaha mcm dulu..tpi ble btol2 dh jatuh, bru trsedar..tpi tyme tu mmg agk trlambat la...

kesimpulannye..kte mmg akn jatuh walaupun kte dah capai kejayaan kte tu..so jgn la taksub sgt dgn kjayaan kte tue sbb sume nye x kn kekal lame..life is like a wheel..sometime you are at the top n other time you are at the bottom..just face the fact that we cannot always be on top..

lagi stu..jgn terlalu mudah rse selasa dgn keadaan kte skrg smpi x bwt ape 2 prubhan tuk improve diri kte..dgr tu hannan..huhuhu..
kadang2 kte perlu sbanrnye tuk jatuh seketika..supaya kte dpt bgn smula dgn smagt y baru...dan dgn harapan smgt tu x akn sparuh jln je..sy prcaya y sume org2 yg dh well success skrg ni mesti ade down moment msing2..spe yg x pnah jtuh tu jga2 la..tkot2 nnti ble skali tr"slip" tkot kang x ley trima knyataan..

pnah ade kwn kt sekolah dlu y mmg bole kte sgt pndai la n always je dpt kptusn y bgOs tyme pekse..tpi one day don't where/what went wrong, she got the average score which is below average for her stndrd..trOs dye cam lost..tu la akibat nye ble kte pikir y kte ni dh bgos sgt smpi x ley nk gagal dlm prkara y kecik skali pn..same la dgn diriku jua...

tpi klu betol2 istiqamah insyallah kejayaan tu akn bertrusan..tpi mesti ade ujian y akn kte kne tempuhi..bkn senang2 je Allah nk bgi kte berjaya...even Rasulullah sendiri pn dapt byk ujian dlm mjlnkn dakwah tyme di mekah dlu...ape kn lagi kite ni...



so..jgn stop smpi situ je..trOs kn usaha anda..n jgn brada di zon selesa je..sbb da rse selasa tu kte pn ckp"x pe la.."jgn sesekali camtu ye hannan..huuh..

Around the Corner

exam is just around the corner..really..

next week on 30th of Oct..BEL paper..like an english paper with comprehension n essay questions..
but the good thing is this sem we can bring along our english-english dictionary..is it a good thing?? just bring it..

next up is the CTU paper..agama..sc n tech in Islam..i think this sem's syllabus for ctu is the best..as it discuss about sc n tech according tu Islamic views...very interesting..lots of thing to discuss during lecture..who says islam just only about spiritual belief...it's more than that.. in quran also there is more than 10% ayat that talk about the sc n tech..well the question will essay of course..mngarang je la keje..and it's on the 2nd of Nov..

really the next day on 3rd of Nov, is ECG..soil subject..the effect of the soil when certain loading is put onto it..plus with other factor like its porosity..the suitability of the soil for any construction on it..bla..bla..quite lots of formulae to memorize with its derivation..little facts here n there..

i still having the MAT subject this sem..n it's on the 5th of Nov..lots of calculations..kate math..hehe..the second half of this subject interest me more than the first half..
calculations..calculations..calculations..

and the toughest subject for this sem goes to ECS...on the 8th of Nov..at first, it was on the 1st of Nov...luckily they changed the timetable..if not i'll faint on that day..huhuu..quite tough..actually mdm said that i do lots or CARELESS MISTAKES..well that like my middle name already..hehehe..so careless..haiya~..the calculations is interrelated from one qustn to another..
soo if do mistake in this eqn..then the rest of it will be disastrous..hope no CARELESS mistakes i'll the during the exam..

finally the not-soo-easy-to-program-subject CSC on the last day..13th of Nov..uuu~..what to code here..hahaha..this is a programming sub...to those who can't really "program" to like this sub..it's gonna be tough..
we hv to do the coding n also run it during the exam..compile it ourself..hehe..of course if i'm compiling it myself, there will be no error or warning whatsoever..so it-the program-can run...but, when the lecturer is marking it, suddenly lots of error...reds here n ther...hadui...!!!T_T..

so that is about all the subs that i will sit for the exam next week..hope to do the very best for this semester's final exam after all that have been through this semester..hope all the T_T throughout this semester won't be in vain..
so GOOD LUCK to me, you n to whoever is having exam, test, or anything that test your limits..do your best..!!!

new stuff

hehehe..hri ni dpt blaja bnde bru..mlalui inet..best2..
ni lihat la hasil nye..hehehe...learnt how to do signature at end of each blog post....

coming back...

hahahaha...what a post(previous post)...

well raye still on people..ye..n besok rmh mama wat open house..n again x dpt nk join lgi..raye lepas my mom wat open house pon x dpt nk pegi..taun ni pon melepas..bak kte doo"tu la spe suro blaja jauh2.." mmg trkene la ayat tu..tepat skali..huhuuu
grenti open house to x semeriah slalu ble geng x cukup...sgt rse kureng..

taun ni mkn ape la ye??haish..jeles btol x ley nk join..tu la gatal nk blaja nun jauh ke utara tanah air...nk balek mmg xdpt la..ngn test n assign y blambak gle..mmg gile...waaa..

next week plak open house rmh suli y bru je suli pindah..alaaaa...xdpt mrse mkn kt rmh bru..

actually sy mmg ske sgt pegi family pnye gathering camni trutame ble ade mkn2 ni sume..mmg best..
bley jumpe ngn all the cuzns..and parents(ala ammar)..hehehe..sume ble da jumpe mesti nk catch up crita2 bru..ade je bende y nk dcer kn..sgt syiok ble bjumpe sume org..pastu mknan nye pon sgt best2 blaka..y x best nye ble lps tu..aka aktivti cuci pinggan magkuk..huhu..mmg ske ngelak...hahhaa pemalas btol aku ni..

next gomelan hati: abg nye konvo poon x dpt pegi..huuhuhu..xde la gmbr ngn dye y brbju konvo tuu..ssh kot nk dpt dy pki bju tuu..bunyi pon mcm grand sbb wat kt ape tah name tmpt tu y kt kl tu..ape2 la kn..

yg penting nye pnye susah nk tgu dy konvo alih2 x dpt attend konvo day dy...huhuhuhu wish kamo dr cini je la ye..congrtas to you for finally being a graduate..hope your thought grows wiser..hehehe tppi stu je..ble nk keje ni??ow ye..awk kn tlong jge rmh kn smentra k.lina blek..hehehe..trjage kah rmh tu??hehehe..hoprfully pasni buleh dpt cri kejo ye..gud luck with ye big bro..):P..

and of course good luck to all who's having exam this year-gee, alin, epi, faris n ing ye..tuk dri snri jgk y da dekat sgt2 nk final nie..chaiyok2!!!