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Showing posts with label -hatiku-. Show all posts

Saturday, May 18, 2013

senyumlepashujansebabmataharinaikjeeterbiaspelanginanindah~

assalam

a weee bit of pressure relief for me..alhamdulillah did manage to finish it up for submissn to madam..she'll check it up..and i think there will be changes..huu..nervous for that..

and now focus goes to the slides..i tot wanna start doing it today..but somehow didn't due to several editing here and there..touch ups for the proposal itself..erm to think of if i wont be actually 100% finish if it is still in my hand..like packing for trip..won't finish packing unless I'm on the car..if not there will be addition to the packs..huahau~

slides will focus in doing it in ahad..next day got daurah to attend..semoga ini yang terbaik..hopefully gonna get it done by  monday so that can do "show and check" to madam..

talk about daurah..rindu berdaurah..miss akhowats..akhowats ni mcm special being to me..hehe..juga comel..juga sweet..hehe..seriously they are special, comel and sweet (see sampai guna koma "," dlm ayat) hehe..special sebab whenever they talk/act it actually really the thing that is right at the actual time and moment..macam tau2 jee..juga selalu cakap benda2 yang mmg "aaahh best ahhh" nak dengar :D kadang tertampar juga dengan kata mereka..but you know what they say..it's not about what you say..it's about how you say it..and they say it right :) *sayangsangat*
kisah2 comel toksah cakap lah..hihi..memang comel..hihi :D *sayanglagi*
they are sweet also..hee..kadang2 mcm nak kne tooth carries je sebab "tergula" dengan mereka..hee..they are like a sister i never had..hehe..tersentuh jiwa rasa..hihi =D *lagilahsayangnye*

sahabat baik ialah sahabat yang sentiasa mengingatkan kita kepada Allah..pandang dia pun dah rasa izzah dgn Nya..huaa~ *sayangakhowatsfillah*

^___^

tata

Friday, March 8, 2013

kringgg! sem-baru-punye-post :D

assalam

setelah penat menghadap journals yang tidak berkesudahan mukasuratnya maka aku halakan mouse ke sini..ohoho:D

FYP stop sekejap..enough for the day..revise perkara lain..

hmm..sebenar nya dalam sehari2 kita..berapa kali kah kita sibuk duk revise study matter materials?
dan!
berapa lama pula kita revise pasal iman kita? means revise Quran ke..hadis ke..buku2 agama ke or berapa lama korg take time to bukak seerah dan hayati nya? paapp!

huu..reminder tingtongtingtong buat diri ini juga..mutabaah amal masih longgar..phuu~ banyak lagi nak keep up..up..up and a way..
nak bina orang...kene lah bina diri sambil itu..
analogi senang..kalau nak naik tangga ke atas kena lah bina tangga ye dak..baru lah boleh naik ke atas..so tangga tu sebagai binaan kita (orang yang kita nak bina) dan kita yang nak naik adalah kita (hee:D sape lagi kann)
so..sure tak sampai ke "atas" kalau kita tak keep on "moving up"..tak tercapailah pada orang yang kita nak bina kalau kita tak up kan diri kita..
err bkn kite pendek ke ape sebab tak sampai ke atas itu ye..hehe:D

so hannan sila jaga ini..bukan sebab k.ain suro buat just buat je..but also you need this..dekati lah Allah nescaya dia akan lebih dekat kepada mu..lebih dekat dari urat mu..

sekian:)

**senyum tak semestinya bahagia.. ketawa tak semestinya gembira..yang mendengar bisa menjadi tuli juga..take note!

Thursday, January 10, 2013

long time not see!

assalam

as per title above..been busy and doing stuffs..and yes I wasn't inspired to write actually! hoh!

i would like to start my post with a quote:
the longer of you know someone, it really doesn't determine how well you know that person
yes it sure does..! it hit me and my fellow friends recently..series of unfortunate event occur..
I really don't know that person after all..

"who are you?"


forget about it..moving on..

well kak is going to be married soon..insyaAllah this coming february..and yes "the house" is busy preparing everything..debu berterbangan dan saya rasa nk bersin je sebabkan debu-debu itu..
so excited..hehe..

actually I had a break afterthe exams of three papers before the last one on the 20th..jarak jauh ooO..menunggu dengan sabar dan belajar..harapnya..huhuu..

finally i just wanna say that..when we said we don't care..its actually we care..a bit..wee bit..little bit..just a bit..and i hate it when its like that..

**sila belajar..sila ambil pelajaran!

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

deforestation of belog ku~

assalam..

wahwahwah..lama betol xmenjengah ke sini..sungguh dah berhutan lah blog ni..kesian dy..(sambil buat2 sapu screen- kononnya..)

semenjak dari peristiwa itu..ni lah first time menge-post di sini..peristiwa ape yeh..??? alah pasal kes kecurian..grrr..stolen.taken.without permission.dan segala perkataan yang seerti dengan nya..phuui~ redha dah dengan ujian ni..its been like a month kot..nearly a month after that incident..at first was shocked! mana tak nya..sebelum dapat tahu rumah kene masuk pencuri tengah duk gelak2 dalam kete..tulah ummi dah pesan jdn gelak2 sgt..satgi nanges lepas tu..tgk betul2 terdiam terus pas tu..hoho..padam muka mu..ponggG!
so yes..someone broke in our house in SA..he/she/they managed to take with him/her/them 4 laptops and sum of money plus a laptop charger:p did the report to nearby police station..the usual lah..paper report..then police came to the crime scene-yes our house dah jadi crime scene..hoheh-took photos here and there..questions about this and that..blablabla..then done..lepas tu xdengar pape dah..(motiffffffff......!) what's done is done..what happened had happened..berlapang dada lah..

sesungguhnya Allah nak uji sejauh mana aku nak redha dengan ujian Allah..sejauh mana aku bleh sabar dengan dugaan ni sebab my laptop is also stolen that time..nak ajar hannan mcm mane nak terima keadaan tu bila sesuatu barang dia lost..sesuatu barang yang dia syg tu kene amek..kne curi..dsbg..cakap nak jadi org yang sabar..so nak lah kene uji sabar dah redha tu bila cakap nak jadi org y sabar..xcukup beriman seseorg tu sebelum dia tu di uji Allah..

ye ade nanges (kejap je sbb shocked) bila abah call tanye psl kecurian ni..tapi dah make peace with this matter..in sense that let go benda ni..dah tambah reinforcement kat rumah tu..insyaAllah harap xberlaku lagi lepas ni..oh belajar jgk tuk berharap pada Allah dalam semua benda..even harap Allah jaga kita sentiasa setiap masa..jaga rumah kita..ye mangga dan kunci xdilupakan..mohon jgk pada Allah supaya Allah jaga..Allah kan maha penjaga kita:) sweet nya my Creator;)

oOh sebenar nya ni nak tulis pasal perkara laen..tgk lah suke merewang ke laen..ke laut..:P
xde..actually in middle of doing research for my BEL..doing the speech..about objectification of women..particularly in advertisements..researching for the content..sungguh teruji nak cari maklumat pasal ini..visual effect! hoih byk sungguh *_* article byk jgk..but just now terjumpa research org laen about the effect..yup mainly wanna talk about the effect in the women themselves..psycho n emotional effect..and it is due another 2 weeks..hope will do excellently..:D

oh..nak update pasal rakan sekeliling..short update:

  • asma dah kawen people (people y kenal dy jelah!hehe)!!! happy for her sgt..mlm tu aku lah dok pi inai kan jari dy..inai xbpe nak merah..but that's okay..not really matters here..she looked so not like the usual asma..so beautiful and so the ayu..hihihi..sir fandey segak as always..may both of you be blessed by Allah till jannah..:D barakallahumafikum
  • waiting for someone's big news! soon insyaAllah!
  • sidek dah kawen (my cousin) but that time cannot attend..anyhow barakallahumafikum...!full car meh..huu..pon xdapt tgk k.na tunang..hukhuk..
  • bakal xdapat pegi wedding k.nuha jgk..sebab masa tu dah lepas midsem break..what to do..wed will be in KB..wahh terlepas wedding cousins lagii...gugugu..
  • err..update y short ni pasal org kawen je..pasai apa tah..errkk??!! (?_?)
  • oh baru install wordweb..tetibe je..haha..btw it is so helpful in finding meaning of word in english..happy download! cheers!
tu je kot cite y nak share for this moment..bless all of you who read the post..tq for spending time here..come visit again..sila jgn serik dengan saya! ;)

** baru beli cd maher zain y baru..forgive me..ohh tetibe semangat beli..haha..dan dari semalam lagi dok dengar playlist album tu je..haha..dah nak hafal da ni lagu2 MZ..suke lagu number one for me, ku milikMu, so soon and mawlaya...overall best! happy listening people!:)

tata!!:D

Monday, December 19, 2011

point blank~

......

i'm nervous.
i'm clueless.
i'm scared.
i'm don't know.
i'm also not sure.
i'm confused.
need answers.
but don't know how to ask.
more questions.
a question answered with another question give no answer.
but instead added more questions.
afraid to ask.
afraid of the option.
afraid of the answer given.
afraid of the uncertainties.
the unknown is wild.
its always ended up with maybe-s

heart make dua to Allah.alwaysalwysalways.
guide me.
.......

Sunday, December 11, 2011

mariku tulis di sini sekejap

as salam..

ye seperti biasa lah..baru berpeluang nak update my blog..beloq y satu ni..hee..

penat lah study...diverging my thought for a while..just finished reading some articles..actually for the coming usrah..about "dunia islam" means berita terkini pasal hal-hal yang berlaku di luar sana mainly involving the ummat..hey penting tau tuk amek tahu pasal perkara ni sume ye..jgn duk tgk kat dalam malaysia-dlm malaysia lagi pening rasa nya..isu2 y ntah ape2 je..dunia islam kt luar sana lagi serius masalah dan perjuangan nya..itu medan mereka..medan jihad kat malaysia laen plak cerita nya..

anyways...kita kene amek tahu jgk ape2 yang berlaku kat luar sana..don't just study je..nati jadi pelajar yang belajar je..saya nak jadi pendakwah yang belajar..*tingggG

xde ape sgt nak di-update-kan di sini..melain kan y trip cancel..(ckp kat sini lagi selamat rasa nya..xde dr. nak komen..huuu..jgn gelak please!) penat2 je mereka2 buat gerak kerja sume..last2 terpaksa di-cancel-kan..sbb sebab2 yang xdapat nak elak..y tukang pikir ni pon da xtau nak pikir lagi dah..next time insyaAllah..insyaAllah.. ade hikmah xleh pegi ni..suh blaja..test berderetan sih..sila lah belajar hannan..kut nak pegi jgk..awk sibuk xdan nk blaja..org laen pon sibuk..jgn kaco mereka..maaf korg ye..trip cancel..rugi jgk..but insyaAllah next time..trip ni xwajib pon..blaja tu lagi wajib..(ayat pujuk diri sendiri :\ )
but anyhow..thank you to those who had helped the wokrs until yesterday before i announced that it was cancel..you guys helped a lot..backed me up when needed..seriously shocked up to that level you guys supported me although such action should have been avoided..you guys are great friend..! glad having you guys as a friend..may Allah bless you all..good luck! (mcm ucapan ape je..)

sedey2 je..but ntah lah...through out this experience we can know who is a true friend..i gain a lot of experience i personally think that this trip tripped a lot..may be because i'm the head of the trip..i do tripped off a lot of times (if you know what i meant..haha) but seriously..sgt banyak nye dugaan..maybe a sign from Allah that its not gonna make it..but you hannan still keep going ignoring all the signs..such ignorant person..ish3..i've been in the "gerak kerja" trip for 2-3 places..and seriously this one really a messed up case...lots of may-be-s want to state here..but it just make me a person who gives a lot of excuse..
"what is flash flood got to do with them coming late to my class"-quoted dr.hisbany-jap tuka topic sat..seriously had nothing to do between two cases..seriously! sokong dr.hisbany but x sokong dy nak maen tolak2 marks org sesuke hati..tu je..*peace V(*_*)V hampir nak nanges nk reason y sebenar tu..seriously..!
where am i just now...yeah the trip-me giving lots of may-be-s..yeah..so probably i won't take up that position again..probably not in this short period of time..not a good leader..find someone who can really lead next time..pasni nk pegang watak tepi2 je..hoho..

ok need to continue study now..lots need to cover...so little time lots and tonnes to do..!
on that note..i hate myself right now..dushH..!

tata..
**ummi abah najiah iman adek an ammar are all currently in penang..oh how i wish i'm there with them..penang..i miss penang all of sudden..missing the moments there..place where i learn what need to be learn..

Saturday, November 12, 2011

hope we are seeing each other again:')

as salam

p/s: sila mainkan video y atas untuk lebih effect ketika membaca post ini


oke today's post is going to be dedicated to my dearest friend ainaa syazani rosli who's going to fly to US tomorrow  (today da pon..already 12am meh) so here it goes..

dear ainaa,
hey girl..i tot of calling you actually today (yesterday) but i'm sure we are going to here not more than crying sound each of us..if not it'll be just me who'll be crying..you know how I cried before this..hehe..malu pulak(>.<) save it for tommorrow (today) at the airport je lah all the tears..

hey again..hehe..you take care of yourself there..you are going alone but you are not there in bumi orang US tu..may Allah bless you di bumi US..you must be really glad/happy/super excited to be back in your birth place..hee..be happy there..enjoy your life..kutip banyak2 pengalaman kat sane..jgn lupa share cite ngn sy..da lame xdgr awk bercerita/ranting..haha..hey seriously gonna miss hearing them for real..already missed you:')
last but not the least..jangan lupa Allah dear:) He always with us..if you can find usrah kat sane better lah..keep on with it..
plus you have you camera rite..do capture lots of pictures and share them through FB if possible..hehe..

DO: eat well.live well.smile a lot.laugh when ever you can.cry don't make it a habit.home is what you gonna miss the most and also the food so don't be too homesick.pray to Allah.make dua always. (T_T) be a strong girl d(^_^)b if things fall just remember how to get it back up again.make mak and bapak awk proud..hee :D

DON'T: do drug.drinking while driving..hee..kawen xbgi tahu.(>.~).skip class.cry too much(say it again).be sad.

so here i re-post the video that i made last year..erm just thing that can remind me of you..:') tapi y bawah tu..y atas tu just dedicated for you (T_T)



ok tata:)

**sayang awak kerana Allah:)


Tuesday, June 14, 2011

baru

as salam

as you all can see..i had changed my template..at first decided not to..because malas..need to make few changes here and there if change the template..but the template design is oso tempting..haha..so tuka jgk la..hehe..picked this one out of the top four favorites..but before this one tried the other one..but somehow didn't fit my widget..so changed into this one..and this is it..tadaaa..!!

then browse around my lists of followed blog that listed in here..there way below this..hehe..and came about to my aunty's blog..she did a new post that i haven't had a chance to read it..so click it..plus she has a way of writing..really liked her way of writing..hehe..

so its about her latest baby delivery..yup she just delivered another baby..alhamdulillah both are well of...both mommy and baby are well during the delivery..she op for elective ceaser because the baby position in transverse line..

tetibe trdetik dalam hati..huu..susa ny nk deliver a baby..being in the state of labor is somehow cemas..it can happen anytime..just waiting the right time for the baby to come out..nak menghadapi keadaan tu memang mendebar kan..need to be mentally and physically as well as spiritually prepared..if not mommy may loose it..respect to all mom..

ummi herself delivered seven of us..all delivered normally..harap2 masa ummi beranak kan han dlu tak susa..cuma rasanya bila da besar ni y banyak susa kan ummi..huuu..banyak songeh..huu..

menjadi seorg ibu sememang nya sangat mencabar..first you have the pregnancy period..then delivering period..next up the journey of motherhood..which will not stop until you stop..a job that will have no MCs..no punch-in or punch-out card..means all the time mommy..even for working or carrier lady..when you have a kid..you still a mother to that child at all time..then no off days..there is no day that is like I-don't-want-to-go-to-work-today-day...it's a constant never ending job..even when your daughter are married..when she delivered a baby..she still needs her mom to help her go through the confinement period...

besar nya jasa ibu...sayangilah ibu anda :)

to enda and along y baru sje deliver two lovely babies congrats from me..have a pleasant confinement period..although as been heard from ummi that confinement period is not so happy moment..hehe..she don't like confinement period..hehe..take care the babies..may the babies be a good baby that listen to her mother (^_^)

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

be strong dear self

note to self: 




be strong please :)

Friday, March 18, 2011

swing swing~

as salam alaik~

ooO hari ni mood mcm swing swing..maen buai2 pulak...kejap ok kejap mcm ntah la...ape lah...layan je lah...
pastu pulak tdi tetibe ade org ajak balik rumah..wuuu..mmg la dah blik mngu lepas..but then ble org ajak tu mmg la a bit hesitated..duhh..rmh knnn...lastly decieded to not go back home..but ofcos being me there was regret somehow..did asked ummi but then ummi asked me back knape nk balik rmh selalu..huuu...--.--" tros ckp xpe lah xjdi blik..phuuu~

oke on top everything been happening...this is my 100th post~!!alahamdulillah cecah jgk angka ini..yeah!!mcm la achievement ape je..haha..FiNE..hee..:D
so what sooo diff about this blog of mine..??hrmmm~thinking..you tell me what you find different about -Me-MiNe-MySeLF- but mostly I talked about my days in and out-sometimes..talked means wrote..sometimes about my close ones like a tribute of featuring post..other times when i'm away or went on trip i tell about it..and bunch of other stuff that i felt like spilling it over here...

i noticed that the follower numbers are slowly increasing one by one...frankly i don't like too many follower..why..?sbb sy xrase ape y sy tulis ni sooo good that org laen nk bace or even follow my blog.. but those y follow don't stop follow la h pulak...hehe..you all are most welcome to read my pieces..:) just jgn serik lah ye bce..hehe..do enjoy reading them :) and drop comments if you wanted so..sila jgn serik ye bace blogku ini..hehe..:D

ok just did run through of my previous post..way way previous post like the first post..hey didn't do any introductory post pon..haha that is just me..just happens..haha...byk bnde dlm hidup aku ni mmg tema "just happens" haha...just go with the flow..ok post dlu segan nk bce..haha..ade kerr..:P (mcm y skg ni sgt bagos:P)

but most post y posted really like to write about people around me..the tribute of featuring of...hee...because it how i know them..from inside...dan semasa tulis entri2 ni sume y pelbagai tema my emotion also involved...like the one when parting ways from my fellow friends in penang..seriously! y happy emotion po sem jgk..so mmg adelah aksi2 tresak2 depan laptop..or aksi2 trsengeh2 dpn laptop..ooO kalu laptop ni ade akal mmg la dy paling memahami perasaan aku sbb perasaan sume diluahkn depan laptop ni kebanyakan nye...tpi tempat mengadu y utama maseh kpd y maha esa :) DIA lagi memehami ape y ade dlm isi hati ini :)

insyaAllah will continue my writing in here..tpi stu je..klu internet tenat mgg la susa nk get through in here and write...ok i'm off..

wsalam..
** ummi kol tdi ammar pon ade tnye jgk ble la aku nk balik..sbb...sbb nk maen laptop..haiihh..ammar ni kann mmg la..haha..budak sorg ni..geram betol sy..hehe:P

Sunday, February 27, 2011

problems

as salam


*warning*potentially emotionally involved..
we all have problem or problems...it's just how we deal with it..sometimes it can be just a simple problem seen by others..but to us its it such a nuisance..like a problem that we can't handle...it's sometimes we felt that our problem is so big and more important..but then when we look at other people around us..you may say that: "oh mine was just a small problem that really is not such a big deal..after all there are still people having much more big problem in their lives.." its just the way you see the problem..

seeing people with much bigger problem makes me say this: "eley masalah aku ni ciput je..pon nk bising..org laen cool je walau masalah lgi besa..." dushh..! mmg diri ni sgt lemah..but hey like my cousin said: its not "oh Allah i have problem" but shall be "oh problem i have Allah..never mind" should be that...

the world doesn't revolve around you oke...!even if you stop the world won't stop spinning...just suck it up..there are far more more MORE serious matter compared to yours...get up will dear self..!

keep yourself together will you..you don't have all your life just for yourself ok! others depend on you..if not depend on you at least hoping for you to get better..or even someone looking up to you...so keep it together..losing yourself is not an option..quit playing around..start looking around for answer or for yourself if you did lost them somewhere..just bersemagat lah ye..

don't take it to the world..it done nothing..you're the one who got problems..don't take it to your oldman..they did what's best they think for you..if not as it..proof otherwise...deal with it..that's the only way...deal with it!

wsalam*peace*

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

~_~

as salam

trgerak nk menulis..
tpi susa..
nk tulis smbil thn ape y nk tulis..baek x yah tulis..laen tmpt maybe

iman happy bufday...promised to write u sumping for you...so this is it..
hey si budak y lagi tinggi dri aku..haha..one of not so many people in my fam y actually lintas dri segi heights..trcabar okeh! x ok!:P
by 3cm taller huh..skg xtaw la da bpe latest height dy..tpi last ukur just by 3cm je...3cm is sumping then..haha..fine~:P 

ok back to business...dy anak ke-5 dlm tujuh..lucky 5..lucky kah..??hmmmm...ntah la..tuah ayam nmpk kt kaki..tuah iman tgk kt tinggi dy kot..aha..OK tema hri ni tinggi..:P she was born a bit different from rest of us..wea?? sbb dy byk ikot belah abah pnye features..most of us follow belah ummi..cth plig ketara tang mata..we all-aku kureng sket yee:P-sepet2 sket...ala mata cina jepoon koreaaa....dy sorg je mata nk aci luas..abit bulat la..ke-sepet-an tak ketara...pastu tinggi melebihi aku..tu mmg laa aku xley trima..:P pastu berat tyme lahir nk pulak paling berat knn...kmu berat :P y laen2 xde y tr-beza ke ape..normal je..hehehe

ooO dlu kini dan ntah smpi ble....suke brgaduh ngn najiah...ooO mrk sgt suka brkelahi..bising sgguh..dan semestinye dy la y nanges..:P tpi skg da beso xde la nk nanges..cume jeritan y bingit dikeluarkn...najiah cm xde effect nanges2 sgt ni ble gaduh except klu abg y gaduh ngn dy...aah..bru nk prasan...haha...
ooO iman mmg byk perangai kecik2 dlu...ok dy manje n ngade2..combo skali gus..akibat di-spoilt oleh makcik sumariyah dy jdi sgt ngade2 n manje..sgt suke nanges....nyampah jgk dlu dy tyme kecik2..xley nk kene kn sket..mesti nk bising..senyap je xleh ke...skali sekala kne mmg patot lah knn..adat mnjadi adek..wahaha...-ayat kakak y kejam lgi suka membuli adek2 nye..wahaha:P

tpi last2 dy la jgk y rapat ngn najiah...huu..adek2 ku..haiih..gado2 last2 brbaek n jdi teman seprmainan dua org tu jgk...or maybe sbb kakak2 dy xnk layan dy..so dy trpaksa la brbaek ngn najiah..nk baek ngn solehah mcm maseh kecik..tpi solehah maseh boley masok geng mereka...suke maen barbie sesama...maen patung2 kertas y last2 trputus kepala..ahaha...skg minat pon nk sama..minat koreans~:P teamin..aahhh..xkuasa~

ooO tpi dlm ke-nanges-an dy ni..dy lasak jgk..she likes sports..she plays sports..she had played the netball-no wonder with that height..lompat tinggi..lari sket2..skg aktif blik sporst tuk kumpul points...err i remembered not doing any of those in my past years..thehee..:P only girl in family y actually taking part in sport days..haha..anak perempuan ummi n abah y laen xreti sports sgt..well at least me lah..:P

dy jgk masok acara cedera diri sendiri smpi patah riuk..hahahaha...adehhh(--.--) suke tg gymnast buat ala twirling on toe..dy buat dgn perasaan boley la buat mcm gymnast...alih2 trduduk diam tetibe kt blkg org..org laen duk tgk tv...xlayan la dy buat bnde alah tuu...tau2 da nanges(lagiii) sorg2 kt blkg...tgk2..ibu jari kaki dy da brdarah nk patah...adoii..!condition nye terok..xnak describe kt sini..kang ade y xsngup nk bce..y penting ibu jari tu patah..masok besi...brbalut dlm jangka masa y agak lama...sian tpi tu la..maen pelik2 lagi..kn da kene...tu la maen tu bringt ok! kan da patah2...kte pon trok pon luka jatuh lari..tu je..sbb maen xreti nk cedera kn dri sendiri...cume reti jatuh je..ahaadushh! apakah?! (-_0)

akan tetapi...setelah suka nanges waktu kecik dlu..dy seorg y mcm xde perasaan kdg2...haha..kdg2..ble da blurr mmg xley nk nolong..x dpek nk tolong..tolong gelak kn je lah...haha...pon suke tido awal mcm kak..dannn klu suh dy bce buku sekolahh...xyah lahh...mmg xsmpi sehelai..mata dy da merah2 nk nanges nak tido...hehehe...ape la..

ooO bdk ini jgk hantu nasi lemak..ade geng...kdg2 beli xcukup nasi lemak pagi2..sje je..tpi top up with roti canai..mmg rebut la nk mkn dgn dy...sibuk je..minat la nasik laen pulak...ish..xpe2 ade geng..hehe..

wehh...mkn nasik lemak byk2..ble mkn tu ingt la sy pulak..pntun 2 kerat..hehe:D
ok..wish you well in your years to come..be a good gurl okeh..good gurl..:P err..kurnag kn blurr awk tuu...haha..tolong2 la ummi kt rmh tuu..awk da beso siap tinggi dri sy...pandai2 le tolong ummi kt dapur yek..tolong ummi capai pinggan mgkuk y kt top shelf tuu...brkhidmat ikot ketinggian..haha..ok..best of luck in ur coming exam PMR...strike ok..!love u much:)

wsalam :)
**trcuci..good:) make a room for more room:)

Thursday, December 30, 2010

as salam..

ok new semester is drawing near..just days to go..need to move-in into new house-rental..haven't offically move the stuff although had put some stuffs there..

in the beginning there only five of us that conformed to be housemates for the next remaining studies period-3 years to come..then finally adding up more people..and now we are full house..seven of us..let's make this house a home..:)

have one prog on-hold..semester haven't started yet i've already had things to attend..but never mind..its not study related thingy..just thing that i enjoy joining every now and then..hope it won't get in way of my studies..if i can't make not because of it..its because i can't manage myself..so hannan get organised and fit :)

have a great semester..have a blast..maybe this is like a kick-start of new semester..hoping for the best..:)
i'm so so in positive mood right now..maybe because malaysia won the AFF suzuki cup against indonesia..good match to both..winning and losing is norm in game...

"winner never quits and quitter never wins"-current FB status..V(>_<)V

so may this semester be a great one..rising up..keep it positive..

tata..wsalam~

Friday, December 24, 2010

about being 20 yo

as salam..

blog ni sudah brlalang..lama x lawat...sebab cuti barangkali..maka tiada apa y trlintas nk crita kt sini...

ade pegi langkawi itu hari..tpi tgk gambo dkt FB dah le..hehe:)

so iyep..sy sudah brumo 20 tahun dan satu hari..=)
tpi maseh byk y x dicapi dlm jangka usia ni...what had i been doing this while...?!huumm...mcm x contribute plak ape2...perlu buat sesuatu...hmm..

so 20 years of living...had been in many state of self...rebellious-err still am sometimes..every now and then..:P happy and loved-glad to have all people around me that care for me..my family always by my side..friends for supporting..one thing about friend..i'm good at being friend-at least i thot so..hehe-but not good at keeping friend around...ape la masalah nye tu..haiih..
afraid of losing them when we are apart..like what's happening now...but we still keep in touch..it's ok la so far..worries that i should not be worried...susa kn diri je..-ok da setat nk ngarut..

drop the topic.

ok dah flash a bit about the past..now look at the future..kte kne pandang ke hadapan..tpi jgn lupa tuk toleh ke belakang sekali sekala..sbb xde kt dpn klu y kt blkang tu xde..."those who forget the past may repeat the past"-modified version..suppose to be "history" tpi letak "history" kt situ kang mcm la lama sgt..brubah mngikut keadaan semasa...

byk lgi x achieve dlm masa y muda ni..sgt rugi klu x manfaat kn...lihat pada pejuang2 islam dulu most nye mada 20-an la da smpi kemuncak...tpi kte ni maseh brtatih-tatih lagi-at least sy je la-dlm medalami islam sebenar, menuntut ilmu..construction on being anak solehah..construction on being wanita solehah..dan.....:)

still miles and miles to go..set your millage high...aim high..at least if you haven't reach it yet you'll be proud of yourself because the road you had choose is leading you to the right path..if you gonna try hard let it be on the right path..mati dgn proud nye dlm jalan Allah..mati sbgi syuhadah..walau x pegi berperang angkat pedang sekali pon..biar la hanya menangkat sebatang pen keran menuntut ilmu..klu kte betol2 lakukan kerana Allah pasti ada habuan y setimpal dgn nye..insyaAllah..-ow sesuai plak ngn lagu mahir zain y sedang sy dgr skg ni.."InsyaAllah":)

ok HANNAN BINTI NASHARUDIN sem baru da nk dekat..set up your priorities..you know what are they...tebus la ape2 y xdpt buat-or y "slip"-next sem..do your best..then you won't regret of what you have done so far..

hoping for better~

tata for now..
assalam~

Sunday, November 14, 2010

first year~ part 2

salam....

okei as promised in previuos post i would write about our first year in 2nd semseter in shah alam...so here it goes...

so we all moved to shah alam that is the main campus from penang...fuuhh..

i noted klu korg y dri arau dan jengka sure sgt mcm kesian..iye la dri arau n jengka pastu pindah penang..then from penang pindah ke shah alam...to me it was really tiring...moving to one place to another isn't an everyday thing to do...dgn kate laen byk keje la..nk angkut2 brg2..iye la brg sorg2 tu bkn nye sket2...klu ade stu kete mmg penoh la ngn brg2 korg...byk...x cukup tu tumpang kete org laen pulak...hehe..xpe2 naseb nk pegi tmpt y same....haha..bahagia je angkut brg2 tuk 2 sem brturut2 ye..haha..:))

naseb la kteorg disediakn kolej..but of course it wasn't free..hehe..for girls we got mawar...and for guys outside college-jati...itu la tmpt we all tggl tuk sem ni y bru je lepas..hehe...seronok kr dok situ..hmmm..ikut la pengalaman masing2...kt mawar ok2 je rse nye...tpi dgr2 nye kt jati masa dekat2 exam or during exam period tu ade kecurian y melibat kn bdk laki...spe2 y serumah ngn mujir tu kne...sian korg...so serik ke nk dok kolej..??haaa..?jwb la sniri..hehe

so enough about college..so kelas kat sini kteorg digabung...maka brgabung la ke 44 org plaja ec220...jdi l aklas y sgt ramai plaja nye..da mcm bilangn plaja tyme waktu sekolah dlu..haha...biase klu kt uni ni plajar dlm kelas dlm 30 je...tpi kteorg sume sumbat 44 org dlm stu kelas..haha..big one..hehe:P tpi pecah dua utk lab session...

so kat shah alam...for me environment nye sgt berbeza ngn penang y kampus cawnagan...beza..!!from the people to the lecturer to the class....okeh xmo sentuh la psl org2 kt sini..you be the judge la...personally i like the brnach campus better...more preserved...ntah la..personal view...
lecturer ny pulak....hmmm...sume y hebat2..brpengalaman..expectation dyorg kt kteorg sgt high...ow trase trbeban pulak sbb kn expectation tu..huhu...yeap they didn't call us "the penerapan students" for nothing...so we are called by that..huhu...ape la salah gelaran tu..huhuu~
ow psl kelas..haha..xleh blah...the same class all semester for the whole subject..well excluding the lab...ow lab...diffrent story..haha..all i have to say that it was the reason for my backache...haha..ish x brsyukur sgguh..ok la dpt y tu dri blaja xde kerusi meja...ish2...alhamdulillah:)

ow psl lab...lab y seronok ialah lab structure...mule2 lab nye sgt ringan..maen2 weight je...haha..tringt stu kisah..ni brlaku dlm klas A1-which I was in-tyme lab sir ashaari...haha...gini crite nye...hri tu hari malang aku kot nye..huhu..ntah la...tyme tu dok buat lab mane stu tah tpi light structure pnye lab la..nk taruk weight tu kt tmpt nk test..skali ade lahamba Allah y brtuah ni trlepas weight tu...guest where it landed..?? on my foot..adoi saket...melompat jgk la tyme tu...berat weight tu same ade 5N or 10N...saket tau..!!korg nk tau mcm ne saket nye try la jatuh kn weight seberat tu kt kaki...tgk melompat ke x..haha..balik2 je kolej ibu jari mcm kebas semacm...naseb x serius..naseb brfungsi ngn baek..haha...klu tidak.....

lab structure ni ade heavy and concrete lab jgk...ow penat sggh tyme ni..sbb nye most of this lab done during ramadhan..pki byk kudrat..at least budak laki la..hehe...sian korg..penat2 bengkok kn besi potong kayu..bancuh simen-pki mesin kot..tuang simen..hehe..ok2 credit to you guys..tpi we all girls pon penat jgk..kteorg pon ade jgk bancuh simen..walau....hehe:P the point is we helped as well...ok!!

then there this soil lab...lab nie pon best jgk..maen2 tanah..a bit messy but fun..tpi y malas nye lab nie nk tggu result..huhu..lame..kdg2 kene tggu smpi esok nye nk dpt result...tang tu y malas nye..nk pegi lab amk result..huhuu..slalu nye we all girls y kene pegi..the reason being because we were much nearer to faculty..ok2..baek la..tpi depend la pd group masing2...

iye ini pulak kisah lab kesukaan ku...hukhukhuk...lab survey...waah!!haha...personally it was hard one...wuwuwu...suka duka brsama thodolite/total station tripod dan bob...kt sini la kene kaw2 punye lecture dri abg technician..haha..kne brainwash...dah tu kne bebel..kne marah tu mcm da biasa..haha:P ow kene panas tu wajib..smpi hitam2 suda muka..haha..ok setelah diamati ngn penoh teliti...muka sirg2 sume brubah tona ye lepas buat survey..hahahaa..yang cerah jdi sawo matang..yang sawo matang jdi sawo trlebey matang..y xbpe cerah-xdpt nk cri prkataan y lebey selamat dri ini-xnmpk beza sgt..hehe:D mungkin sbb pigmen kulit y bley cover sunburn...so x ketara sgt la prubahn tona nye...hehe:D tyme lab ni la nk pki sunblock y spf 15 la 30 la 50 la n mcm2 lgi...haha..payung suda..haha..tyme ni la waktu hujan pon nk brpayung bagai..hehe..pastu dlm hujan y ala2 rintik2 kte maen tropong2 jgk demi nk siap kn lab..smpi demam2 lps tu...pastu ade la y pakat2 pki bju cerah..tyme ni brkaler2..kuning la..pink la..putih la..dan sbg nye..hehe:D tyme kelas ni pon ade kisah jgk..huhuu..tpi xpe la bia mrk dan ahli group mrk je la y tahu..dikhuatiri ade y.......hukhukhuk..sgt memberi lesson..yup don't play2 during lab n avoid being careless..:) mungkin ble da nk abis blaja nnti bru boley bukak smula crite ni...tyme tu maybe we'll laugh about it..but for now let it be.....:)

lab...even seemed hard sometimes and felt could'n finnish in time but we manage to complete them..even during the very last minute..hehe..suddenly remembered that sleepless night of completing the reports..haha that time evryone became zombies and owls..even bats..hahaha..next day had class and we looked like so tired with those puffy eyes..even seeking for sympathy from prof jun..hehe..:D prof jun is the coolest and supporting lecturer..hehe:D caring as well :D

semester ni ada ramadhan..so kte plan bukak puasa reramai..haha..seronok2...mkn kt retoran nasi lemak cinta sayang..sgguh tros la "jatuh cinta" ngn restoran ni..haha..ok2 spe ingt bpe kte kne byr..??hehe a whooping amount..haha..ni proof nye..haha..ingt x resit y sum y WOW..!!!=P

sgt la...haish..!!xpe la skali skala mkn mahal..bukan selalu..hehe:P next year nk kt situ lgi....???!:P
we all girls plak ade buat mkn2 sesame kteorg jgk..kt mawar..kt pentas-bak kate tikah:P mkn domino pizzas ntah bpe kotak tyme tu..byk jgk la..lebey 5 kotak..haha..syok je..sume org y mkn kt bwh tyme tu tgk je kte mkn mcm ade jamuan je..haha..it was very fun..!!

then tiba la syawal...=) mkn lagi..haha..ni lgi la mkn nye...haha..y best nye prof jun..cukup supporting..hehe..at first i thought just for fun..ni xsilap idea faliq..dy nk sgt kambing golek..haha..mule2 mcm memasn je mintak prof buat open haouse..skali prof buat betol2..haaa..ambik kau mkn la puas2..tpi sori la faliq xde kambing golek...haha..tpi bkn kt rmh la..kt office..but still the food was delicious..yumm~

then ade la org2 yang rmh nye brdekatan kt area2 shah alam n sekitar2 selangor ni buat open house..seriously open house..pegi rmh n mkn..mula2 megat ajak gi rmh dy..ow y ini aku trlepas pegi..ade brtembungn ngn prog laen..hehe..sori la ye..korg mkn nasi dagang spagetthi bolognese dan mknan2 raya..ow ade kisah menarik..haha..psl girls..hehe..they all-sbb aku xikot:( -pegi naek ktm ke..xsure..tpi smpi stu tmpt tu tuan rmh pegi amek dyorg...tuan rmh dgn brbekalkn kete hrmmm xingt plak kete ape..tpi dgn kete y brsaiz MPV-if not mistaken-pegi jemput bdk2 perempuan..haha..tyme tu ade la dekat 9-11 org..haha:)) sume sumbat dlm sebijik MPV tu..haha..aku agak da mcm sardin korg da dlm tu..hahaha:)) tuan rmh je y selesa sbb dy drebar..haha..lawak je dgr cite ni..haha..so hilarious..haha:)) smpi kt depan tu dua org duduk..keke:P

then the next week nye giliran org2 kt blah2 serdang-bangi pulak..heheee:D rmhku n nisa..the whole day tu jln raya je..mula2 gi rmh aku y di bangi...tyme ni xde ye kisah sumbat-mnyumbat ni sume..haha..tpi kes sesat2 iye..haha..ade prtandingan spe smpi dlu dgn x sesat...iye nmpk nye pemenag nye yaya nisa n kwn yaya..y dtg naek ktm n naek teksi dri ktm tu ke rmhku..haha..idyorg je y smpi ngn cepat n tepat-x sesat:P org laen sume sesat..haha..faliq ngn abe xpasti sesat ke x..tpi dyorg lmbt sket sbb girls y lenlaen a bit lmbt smpi ke ktm ukm...hehe..y lenlaen mmg sesat..haha..i meant the other boys..hehe:P y aku pasti ade mcm 2 group y laki selaen abe n faliq..stu y naek kete n lgi stu grup naek moto...y naek moto ni y dok calling2 nye suk...ni sesat tang mane aku pon x ley nk locate..haha..senang bgi tros kt ayah aku suro bgi direction..ntah la bpe kali call tnye direction..hehe..naseb baek smpi jgk..ow geng lgi stu ni..haha..mmg xde dgr kaba brita lngsung tyme tu..kot dyorg ade y tahu jln tu y xde bunyik langsung...padahal kn..haha..sesat jgk..naseb la jumpe jln..tau2 je da smpi..haha..:P aie susa sgt ke jln nk gi rmh aku ni..haha..mungkin la..sbb sume nk sesat2..haha:P tpi kn org y dekat pon smpi lmbt-fathi..ade hal kot..tpi tu la sori la kawan2 xde satay kajang..huhu..xbest nye xde satay kajang...

then after zohor tu brtolak ke rmh nisa from my house...ni xde la sesat sgt sbb ade jurupandu nye..syok seyh konvoi reramai naek kete..haha..seronok..!!:) rmh nisa mkn lgi..hehe..nasi hujan panas ngn laksa nye ngn spagetthi..choop...!!spagetthi ni mcm wajib plak..sbb rmh aku pon ade jgk..haha..menu wajib ke ape..?!hehe ow kenyang sgguh hri tu..siap nisa bekal kn mkn lgi..haha..best2..mane penah before ni pegi open house siap bgi tapau mkn..haha..tpi mmg best..!!then otw balik girls singgah shopping kt mines..larat ye korg..aku da xlarat tros balik je..hehe..but seriously sgt seronok..!! :) next year jom brkonvoi lgi..!!=)

itu la sket sbyk moments y we had during this 2nd part...ow i heard that next semester we'll have the same class for the rest of the subjects-not at level 5 tu-at level 8 pulak..aku cdg kte hias la kelas tu mcm kelas kte y punye..haha..bgi menarik sket..haha..adei..sem ni kt level 5..sem dpn kt level 8..muka kte bakal brtepek2 kt level 8 pulak..haha..abg kdai photostate kt level 5 tu maybe da cam muka kte2 sume sbb pgi2 je muka kte tggu dpn kedai dy..haha..pasni kte mnyemak kt level 8 pulak..haha..:))

to me this semester quite tough physically, mentally and emotionally..now i felt the feeling of parting from your friends that you've been friend for the past 3-4 semesters..leaving my friends in penang was the worst part..i guest that how you guys felt when moved to penang before this...huhuu...

so i heard that some of us will be renting houses next semester..gud luck finding one..ade jgk y nk dok dlm..up to you guys la..as for me nisa yaya teha n iqa..we all duk luar..ceh bajet kaya la nk byr sewa rmh n lenlaen..hahaha..lepas byr sume tu tros pokai..haha..ow kami bakal jdi penguna tetap rapid..haha..bas oh bas..!!-__-"

ok that is all for now..wsalam~

**kpd sesiapa y trase dlm crite ni sy mintak maap..hehe..mungkin sngaja or scara x sngaja nk anda trasa..hehe..maap..maap..huhuuu~

**kali ni tiada identiti y dirahsiakn..so jgn byk tnye..penat tau nk jawab..dah mcm jwb soalan peminat pulak(~,~)haha..lalalala:P

**ow soalan y tuk previous post tu spe pndai dy tahu la spe..ngehngehngeh~=P

**should put photos but i'm not writing this using my lappy so can't put becos all photos in my lappy..huhu..

Saturday, November 13, 2010

first year~ -part 1

salam..

*post ni panjang ye..klu rajen bce la smpi abis..

got inspired to write about this when reading my classmate's-tyra-entry at her blog...so it's about my journey as a degree student through out this one year...lots had been through...still more to come..

so if your my loyal follower whether followed publicly or privately..you must have read my previous post during the early days of my degree studies...well that was not really a good start i would say..bit somehow after this one year slightly shown hikmahs proceeding this prog..FYI before continuing this prog i was in the midst of finishing of my diploma of civil engineering..that time it was in the 2nd year of first semester (part 3)...so later that semester i got result as usual like th previous semesters...but then the faculty had opened offer to continue further our study to degree without finishing our diploma..based on our result until semester 3 in diploma...who wanted to do so can do so..no force been put on us to take up this offer..so i was one of them who interested in this offer..so after thorough discussion with my parents and asking my friends about this...hoping that this is the right choice..i choose to follow through with my choice...-sgt nekad dgn keputusan walaupun tahu yang sume kawan yang diploma dulu sume tak amik offer ni..kecuali fathi-ni je budak kelas yang dulu y turut jgk dengan prog ni...even ainaa my best buddy pon x ikut...nula2 agak hesitate jgk tpi ntah knape sgt nekad pulak..haha..berani mati btol...

so then proceed...for the first semester we had been placed in penang..which during that time was also my current campus..so not so much of separation felt during that time as my ex-classmate was also there and we sometimes ran into each other...so still can meet them..

maka bermula la perjalanan budak degree y lebey popular dengan budak penerapan-actual name for our prog is prog.penerapan..FYI different ngn prog fast-track y konon nye diura2kan kat kteorg tyme nk apply dulu..huhu..sedikit trtipu trasa kt situ..oleh sbb itu dekan ngn timbalan dekan siap naek turun penang nk ternagkan keadaan sebenar kt kteorg...waah dekan ngn timbalan dekan tau yang nk jumpe kteorg..haha:P yeye lepas penernagan y ntah mula2 pdku rse mcm xnak trima..trpakse trima jgk la..huhuu..redha..mungkin ade hikmah nye...

sesuatu tu tak semstinye kte rse baik utk kte sbnar nye baik utk kte...dan bende y kte rasa x baik itu lah sebenarnye y trbaik utk kte..hanya Allah je yang tahu...

ok2 cukup la psl prmasalah itu sume...it had been done...can't turn back now right..

so kt penang...

we had been divided into two group (class) A and B...iye sket je bilangan kteorg iaitu "the lucky 44"...22 org tuk setiap kelas...

so mula2 mmg susah nk adjust ngn org2 baru...ow lupe nk habaq..bukan sume nye dari penang..actually da lupa da bpe exact bilang nye tuk each tempat...tpi nye ade dri kampus arau, perlis dan jengka, pahang jugak...dulu dlm kelas tu susah nk kenal mula2 akn pgil pki tempat..haha..mcm brpuak2 pulak..tpi xde la sbnar nye..ni nk senang kenal...tpi yang pasti budak arau y ramai skali dan penang yang sket..ok utk rekod dri penang nye aku ngn nisa je budak perempuan nye..kteog brdua mmg sgt nekad..haha..:P sbb ape aku ckp cmtu..?? sbb at least korg sume yang laen pegi ni ade geng..paham kn maksod aku geng tu...ade set2 masing2 la....paham2 la kn..

oop choop..!!nk kaba jgk y group aku dlu-A- byk nye dri jengka..arau ade jgk..penang sume kt group ni..group B ade bdk jengka ngn arau je...mosly bdk arau la y dominate dlm group ni...

hahaha..jap nk crite y dlu kteorg A n B mcm xley je klu lecturer banding2..haha...paling trasa ble kelas en ammar-drawing ngn klas mdm anisha-csc...ahahaha...mesti je klu kelas kteog xdegr ckp mesti kne banding..waaa..=P selalu la naek stu nama tu..haha..dlu dri tak kenal tros jdi kenal..haha..tpi dulu bdk2 kelas B memang x kenal sgt..yang perempuan nye kenal la..yang mcm kawan ngn tikah ngn yaya n teha knal la..ow they were my roomate kt baiduri tyme kt penang...itu pon xknal nama..tau muka je mula2..haha...lelame ok je..xde la musuh ke ape...cume x rapat je...

tpi seriously part perbandingan tu yang xley blah..haha..klaka je ble ingt smula...pastu kdg2 ade lecturer sama mcm drawing, csc, geo n ecm..arahan dri lecturer y sama tpi lenlaen utk klas lelaen tpi arahan nye tuk bnde y sama..paham x yat ni..haha..sori bhs sgt ngrut..hehe..kre nye klas ni trima arahan laen..klas tu plak trima arahan laen pulak...kdg2 konfius kt kteorg...sian  kteorg..huu..

despite all that we all survived kt penang...for me kt penang still selesa lgi..for me la..sbb nye x pisah ngn kwn2 lama...for them yang dri arau and jengka sure a bit hard to adjust ngn new environment altogether with new friends...up till the stage that i heard that there were some who wanted to quit and go back into diploma..but that was the thing..there is no turning point...this way or no way at all..no way back..xde nye nk ikut pintu belakang ke ape..jln ni je..if not benti blaja la kawin..ahaha..no no just kidding...hehe..:D (V~__~V)

alhamdulillah no one from this lucky 44 that quit..good!!you all deserve a pat at the back...pat yourselves..(>_<)

tyme kt penang ni ade penang ade lawatan tuk subj geo..klas A pegi tanah tinggi cameron...hehe:D sgt best...shooping byk..haha...eehh bkn lwtn blaja ke..??keke:P klas B pegi pulau langkawi..well it's langkawi kn..what do you expect..daa..:P dgr dri tikah crite mmg mcm pegi mkn angin je korg..haha..tpi seriously mmg lawatan ni sume mcm pegi mkn angin..haha...pastu mula la gelabah tyme sir syauqi suro present report..haha..trkulat2 kt depan..haha...

site visit at cameron highland-bdk2 klas A
site visit at pulau langkawi-bdk2 klas B
so we all went on until end of the first semester...i'm sure that each of us had their share of good times there in penang because i knew i had one-meant lots of them-with you guys..hehe:D

so in the end even been divided into two classes we still get along just well..boley je bdk2 laki maen futsal brsame2-ow x tau la klu gado2 tyme maen tu..xdgr plak crite klu dyorg gado pon..ok la kot..hehe..bdk2 perempuan pon oke je..boley je duk semeja mkn..jln shopping sme2...borak2 sme2..ok je..in the end xde lgi da y "sy dri penang" or "dy dri arau" ke "dy tu dri jengka"...sume da same...=)

okei dlu for now..next post i'll write about our time at shah alam...mula nk tulis dlm stu post je..tpi tgk y ni pon da brjela2..kang ade pengsan nk bace smpi abis..haha:P

wsalam~

**ow kpd penama y disebut tu y tahu spe tuan puny ebdn tu tahu la..y x tahu tu xyah tau la..identiti penama y slalu naek ble klas dibanding2 kn tu bia la rahsia...hahaha..kang ade trase hati...klu y tahu tu diam2 je la ye..tpi bdk2 klas A rse nye tau la spe knn..hahaha;P

**dlu slalu tuka2 crite ngn tikah..psl klas dy ngn klas kteorg-aku teha n yaya...best plak tringt ble kte borak memlm smpi pkul 3 pagi..haha..da tutup lampu n da kt ats katil pon still nk borak lgi..haha..;P

**kpd sesiape y trase mintak maap ye...klu salah info or anything do correct them..nk tambah sila la komen kt bwh ni...

**gmbr langkawi tu penat cri bru la jumpe...naseb baek jumpe..huu

Saturday, May 29, 2010

La même histoire-Feist






Quel est donc
Ce lien entre nous
Cette chose indéfinissable ?
Où vont ces destins qui se nouent
Pour nous rendre inséparables ?

On avance
Au fil du temps
Au gré du vent...

On vit au jour le jour
Nos envies, nos amours
On s’en va sans savoir
On est toujours
Dans la même histoire...

Quel est donc
Ce qui nous sépare
Qui par hasard nous réunit ?
Pourquoi tant d’allers, de départs
Dans cette ronde infinie ?

On avance
Au fil du temps
Au gré du vent... ainsi...

On vit au jour le jour
Nos envies, nos amours
On s’en va sans savoir
On est toujours
Dans la même histoire...
la même histoire...

On vit au jour le jour
Nos envies, nos amours
On s’en va sans savoir
On est toujours
Dans la même histoire...
La même histoire...




traslation:


THE SAME STORY


What is
This bond between us
That indefinable something?
Where are these fates are tied
To make us inseparable?

We advance
Over time
In the wind ...
We live day to day
Our desires, our loves
It goes without knowing
We always
In the same story ...

What is
What separates us
Who by chance we meet?
Why so many trips, departures
In this round infinite?

We advance
Over time
In the wind ... well ...

We live day to day
Our desires, our loves
It goes without knowing
We always
In the same story ...
the same story ...

We live day to day
Our desires, our loves
It goes without knowing
We always
In the same story ...
The same story ...

regards to all my freinds...(-_<)

Thursday, April 22, 2010

days left in penang - part II

salam..

as promised..i'll produced the 2nd part of days left in penang..y first tu wrote on 13th march 2010...
x trpikir pn nk buat byk siri ttg nie..well this is it..

so what's left for me in penang or should i say what actually i'm gonna leave in penang or what i'm gonna missed so much in penang..??korang pilih la mane sesuai brdasarkn ape y akn aku tulis nnti kt bwh nie...pilihan kalian adalah rahsia..hehe.:P
da melalaut nie..x msk tajuk ni..

ok2..ape y ade kt penang nie ye..hmm..
1)kwn2 ku y tyme aku diploma dlu x-classmates..girls: ainaa s(bb), ann, nasy, k.pah, saz, ainaa a, zati, mai, hihiy n mamak(walau x bape rapat sgt ngn korang...), boys: azim, poji, dhiya, zul, 5 serangkai-setel, akmal, wan, haziq, muammar(mmg korang sempoi hbis), ajoi, aiman(walau da pindah)...ade x spe2 y x dsebut..maaf ye..sila infom kn la..
korang sgt gila2..sume ade ragam msing2 y tros trang aku ckp mnjdikn klas kte sgt2 la "warna warni"..bleh ke cmtu..?hehe...;P mmg aku sgt sronok tyme jdi classmate ngn anda2 sume..you know what i could say you guys are best classmates i've ever been part of..sgt senang ngn kornag sume..korang2 kn tggl dkt2 KL-selangor kn..harap bleh la jumpe2 lagi..

2)ikramies...of course la..nk ku sebut sume ke ahli nye mmg x trsebut la..tpi ni la bbrape org y aku knal spnjang msok ikram ni y mmg best..ainna s(lagi..hehe), k.shaz, nabilah, dinah, k.ayuni, k.sha, bibik, timah, azie, khadijah, dila, acap, a.fariz, a.syafiq s, a.awe, a.kam, usop, mirul, is....name2 nie agk random..mkin ade y x trsebut tu sori ye..kwnowing you all sgt best..you are like family...ikatan y mmg akn trsimpul rapi dlm hati ku...kte nangis, ketawa(lebih2 lgi..hehe:) ), brsedih, brpenat n y penting brseronok brsame2...dlm ikram nie actually ade bhs trsendiri..hehe mmg sgt unik..akn ku kenang sgala ubi2 bakar kte bkr n mkn brsame..mmg x penah brase bgitu in-touch wit mmg mmber of ape2 prsatuan y aku msok b4 nie...last skali sntiase la senyum 3 :)))..hehe;p

3)kwn2 ku y laen...y x trmasok dlm mane2 kategori di ats..hehe..xtaw nk tulis kategori ape ni..ni kre kategori all-rounders..all frens that i've made along the time i'm in penang...byk jgk kwn y dah aku knal...from various background..mujur aku nie bleh msok je...snang la nk kwn ngn byk org..kwn2 ku y aku knal spnjang kt penang ni aku amt hargai prkenalan brsama korang walaupun kenal tu kejap je..

TO ALL: I really cherish all we have been through together..although knowing you guys just for a little while but FRIENDSHIP is not about how long you know someone is about how you keep in-touch with them even you are apart..and it's not about the time, but how well you know that someone...so I hope even when we are apart, we'll still keep in-touch with each other..well nowadays the technologies are very helpful..FB n all..so can keep track of you guys..hope the moments we share will be worthwhile...

syukur alhamdulillah sbb dpt brtemu dgn kalian sekali..prtemuan ini amat indah skali..smoga ianya brkekalan...namun, setiap y brtemu itu pasti akn brpisah...akan ku ingati sgala kenangan kita brsama..insyaAllah jika dipanjang kn umor kte akn jumpe lgi...

tata..salam..:P>>(o_<)

**kpd name2 y x trsebut harap maaf..x dpt nk tulis sume..tpi muke2 korang insyaAllah aku akn ingt...:)))
**owh ye tyme tgh exam kn..gud luck to all..may Allah be wit you..do your best..n all the best from me..!!(~_~)
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Thursday, April 15, 2010

falling from grace

salam..

b4 ape2..post y b4 nie sbnarye da tulis mggu lps..post bwh ni utk mgu lepas tpi bru post skang sbb hr tu line x clear so br la post hri nie..just a heads up..

so today's post which i'm currently writting n u actually reading it now is this one..

hri nie agk well emo trun naek sket...huu~~-_T..aku da buat stu ksilapn y aku rse smpi skng nie x dpt nk maafkn diri sendiri..huh...nk jdi org y biase pon xley..bkn nye ape kita nie dlihat org so every tindak tanduk tu mmg sume org skeliling tgk...once slip up mmg akn di"bahas" scukup nye..okey harap bole trima kemaafan diri ini....but i can't really put myself to forgive my wrong doings..huh..!!!

mmg mbuka mata la ble ade org tegur kte..sdngkn kte nie sibuk nk tegur org laen tpi kte sniri x jaga prangai, mane la org nk ikut..trase amat memalukn diri sniri n org2 skliling..mmg x best nye prsaan nie..harap anda2 y tau ape y sy tulis nie x ikut langkah y amat trok ini..huu~~~..

tetibe je rse self-esteem trun menjunam mcm jatuh dr burj dubai ke bumi..sgt2 la menjunam..rse nk je benamkn muke dlm tanah mcm sang ostrich slalu buat..hehe..tpi mmg xley trus myorok..it's really not gonna help that way...baiki la tguran tu ye hannan (sdg pujuk hati sniri...)mmg prkara y aku pling tkot skali dah jadi...org dh b"kata2"....mmg sgt la x tau nk letak muka ni..how i wish i can change my face right now...huuh..!!

ya Allah berilah petunjuk kpd ku..hindari aku dr perbuatan maksiat n fitnah...
please jgn ulang lagi oh cik hannan..mmg hati amat x tenteram...x senang..
tpi naseb baek la ade y tegur dr aku ros buat salah...but I AM NOT PERFECT...i hv flaws too that i'm trying my best to "unflaw it"-ade ke prkataan tu..huuuu~~

daa..

p/s: mmg ..... ble org ckp aku ni dah brubah..hv i??sorry for the so-called emo entry..tpi klu xpaham psl ape aku tulis nie xpe la...xyah la ssh2 nk paham kn sbb x masok final y akn brlangsung mmgu dpn..tension nih..huh!!
**someone..do make me laugh..for real...*_T...

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Friday, March 12, 2010

days left in penang

salam...

there is good news and of course there's also bad new..which one you want to hear??...
I'll tell you the bad news first becoz i was once told that it's better to have happy ending..

so what's the bad new..??well I'm moving..yep not gonna be in penang for the next semester..huuuu..really gonna leave all my friends here..surely will miss you all so very much..back in this early semester, I wasn't feeling like being parted with my friends although I continuing to the degree prog becoz I'm still in penang...same campus as them..can still see the or bump into them wherever or whenever in the campus..but thing are gonna change when I'm moving from penang..really hate this parted thing....

I had been really close to them..they are like my family here...kinda my strength...when firstly parted from my best friend, I felt like losing my right hand...but as time being I got adjusted but it wasn't that far as we can still meet each other whenever we want..when I'm moving, cannot la see her like I used to..huuuu....

I'm also gonna really miss my IKRAMies...we are all connected merely as people who are organizing an organization, instead, we are more like families to each other...not once after knowing what IKRAM really is that i felt like an outsider to the other members...everyone is very2 helpful, kind, backing each other...we cried and laughed together...
I had once trying to make some weird kinda decision...I kinda made promise to myself to choose between IKRAM and other society I'd joined in case of being busy n can't keep up between both..that i would choose only one..but how can u choose over family..so I stayed on for both..heee..can't let go either one..and I'm glad I'd made that decision...

so where am I shifted..??well I have to say is pretty close to home..closer than penang of course..moving to shah alam..if there is no problem arise, I'll be in shah alam for the remaining years of studies..in some way other than being closer to home, i think is good for change of wind sometimes..although I think shah alam will be a lot tougher n bigger not to mention..I'll take it as a challenge...(nape ntah ske bnde2 y challenge..y biase2 x mo plak..adui..)may be it is needed in the maturing process..back in penang I think I'm too dependent on the lecturer...we'll see what's going to happen to me..whether it's going to be well or upside down..I'm hoping for the best in my life..only Allah knows what's best...insyaAllah...

well if it is closer to home, other things that excites me is that the chance of me to attend whatever family event held, is very high-if I'm not busy with the studies that is...more time at home i guest..heheheee...may be more time as well for the beloved cousins who are soon-two of them-gonna fly2 to other continents..exaggerating..hahaha..-ntah sempat ke alin tgk aku kawin nnti..hahahaaaha...

well both places are equally have pros n cons of their own..can really argue much..hoping everything will go well..tata..salam..


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